A country held together by a thread, and that thread is the King Bhumibol Adulyadej, probably one of the last most respected people of a monarchy, and the only reason for this country to be in the position its in, with corruption so rife that politicians and police have no one else to answer but the King, and when the inevitable does occur and he passes away, this country will along fall into the depths of darkness, fear, and the unknown, and there is no one who could replace him, if only there was a way to get the queen to take his place but that could, and would never happen, this country is ruled by the people who live in it, and they arent afraid to be the judge, jury and sentencer, because they know the police and policticains dont care just as long as they get there cut, Its sad in such a beautiful country, with such beautiful people that this country may be heading down the eternal drain of american support and may in the end have to be the base for another lost country. If only it wasnt 15 year olds running the country then maybe i could see some light at the end of the tunnel, but thank the lord for never has my life be so easy, and truley free, but if you hurry there is still time to make a paradise within its borders, just as long as you can afford the fees
Friday, November 17, 2006
Do you know why you work
Do you think you really need to work so many hours, WERE YOU BORN TO WORK, or are you so lost that you have to fill your life with meaningless bullshit that drains your life and steals your soul, robbing you of what precious time you have, as the people play childish games trying to steal even more energy from you and dominate you so that they gain energy and inturn gains(momentarily) more energy, life can only exist with energy ciruclating as people give and recieve, without games and mind numbing stupidity!
its not the most popular subject but the sooner u accept it the, the quicker u will be free
Even though I know it doesnt exist, its still my last remaining fear, sure other things come up, but they are only fleeting lows that survive for as long as a snowflake in hell, but death is a very dark subject for many westerners, yet when you understand life deaths mystery also vanishes, but death is no different to moving into a new house, sure you worry about the view and location, but really it all just comes down to your own state of mind
Why do those who believe in God, still cry at funereals
I'm always perplexed and have tried many times to find an answer to this question, shouldnt people be happy, if you believe in a God when your friends and family die, arent they going to a place free from pain and suffering, or is the crying more to do with an individuals own insecurites about being alone, is there a God, having lost a friend to be with, or does it make people contemplate there own end, if I new my friends and family were going to heaven I would be so happy for them I would be having a party, I would probably even be jealous, at least they dont have to work anymore. lucky bastards!
Saturday, November 11, 2006
true love knows no pain
if its real love then it wouldnt hurt, and whether its lost or not it would not cause suffering, if its real love then it would never hurt unless it has been tainted by the ego, love is beyond pain, beyond loss, and beyond individuals
What religion
Its foolish to think any country is of any religion at all, human beings are to lazy and hypocrytical to align themselves with one train of thought a 100%
LET IT BURN
Let the city burn if you hate it so,
Dont believe what you know,
Stop complaining for what you have chosen,
Dont let the pain keep your heart frozen,
Fear is your only chain,
Laziness the only game,
Let go of what you think is real,
Do you even understand what you feel,
99% of everything is just space,
Everything is empty in this race.
Dont believe what you know,
Stop complaining for what you have chosen,
Dont let the pain keep your heart frozen,
Fear is your only chain,
Laziness the only game,
Let go of what you think is real,
Do you even understand what you feel,
99% of everything is just space,
Everything is empty in this race.
TIME WHERE DOES IT GO
why does time seem to be nonexistant when procrastinating on the internet, is it entering the twilight zone, can people waste their whole lives livin and surfin on the net, where are our social skills going, are people to afraid to talk in person, and prefer the rather impersonal messaging service offered to us today,
It all just comes down to greed, basically people want more than they need
its that simple people constantly make up excuses for needing this and that but really its just to fill a void that has no limits and will only end when you end it
dont follow what you dont understand
With the exception of a few people, a few movies, a few books, a few artists, and a few people who are able to step away from the mainstream, with the ability to think beyond what they are told and see, human beings are still no better than animals because we are still controlled by the same mind as any other creature on this planet, and of the cave men of thousands of yeras ago in africa somewhere, the only difference between humans and animals is that we are able to look at the world and question, discover and what makes us worse than the animals is that WE DONT!
if only you could just take a pill, but then what would it mean
Love is all we need just most of us never experience it on the level expressed by the prophets of our world, all they can do is to tell us what its not, and all communication can is just a sign post, and not the actual experience at all, so when ever we get angry look inside and ask why, when ever your happy ask why, when ever your sad ask why, and when you have done that, think about the other person was going through to have done that,
why do you even care
What difference does it make to you what I put in or on my body, if no one else is getting hurt why should it bother you, and how is it that governments can control this I thought we are free, but as bill hicks says, "We are free to do what we are told", but they allow us to intake alcohol and cigarettes which kill more people daily than all other drugs put together over a year, oh but then i guess they make shit loads of money so thats ok, I'm sorry
JUST WASTING LIFE AWAY
How much of your life is being wasted on the computer/blogging/internet, are people just wasting time, or are individuals actually trying to increase the collective conscious, and their own level of intelligence and experience
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
the greatest sculpture ever
i think by far the greatest ever created, but art is so debateable, because its so emotional, and indescribable
JUST FOR A LAUGH - INTRODUCING MR BILL HICKS
People ask me what I think about that woman priest thing. What, a woman priest? Women priests. Great, great. Now there's priests of both sexes I don't listen to.
See we just had a misunderstanding. I thought we lived in the U.S. of A., the United States of America. But actually we live in the U.S. of A., the United States of Advertising. Freedom of expression is guaranteed? If you've got the money!
If the FBI's motivating factor for busting down the Koresh compound was child abuse, how come we never see Bradley tanks smashing into Catholic churches?
I love the Pope, I love seeing him in his Pope-Mobile, his three feet of bullet proof plexi-glass. That's faith in action folks! You know he's got God on his side.
Go back to bed, America, your government has figured out how it all transpired. Go back to bed America, your goverment is in control. Here, here's American Gladiators. Watch this, shut up, go back to bed America, here is American Gladiators, here is 56 channels of it! Watch these pituitary retards bang their fucking skulls together and congratulate you on the living in the land of freedom. Here you go America - you are free to do what well tell you! You are free to do what we tell you!
I'm gonna share with you a vision that I had, cause I love you. And you feel it. You know all that money we spend on nuclear weapons and defense each year, trillions of dollars, correct? Instead -- just play with this -- if we spent that money feeding and clothing the poor of the world -- and it would pay for it many times over, not one human being excluded -- we can explore space together, both inner and outer, forever in peace. Thank you very much. You've been great, I hope you enjoyed it.
The worst kind of non-smokers are the ones that come up to you and cough. That's pretty fucking cruel isn't it? Do you go up to cripples and dance too?
By the way, if anyone here is in advertising or marketing, kill yourself. Thank you, thank you. Just a little thought. I'm just trying to plant seeds. Maybe one day they'll take root. I don't know. You try. You do what you can. Kill yourselves. Seriously though, if you are, do. No really, there's no rationalisation for what you do, and you are Satan's little helpers, OK? Kill yourselves, seriously. You're the ruiner of all things good. Seriously, no, this is not a joke. "There's gonna be a joke coming..." There's no fucking joke coming, you are Satan's spawn, filling the world with bile and garbage, you are fucked and you are fucking us, kill yourselves, it's the only way to save your fucking soul. Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself now. Now, back to the show.
"You know what Bill's doing now, he's going for the righteous indignation dollar, that's a big dollar, a lot of people are feeling that indignation, we've done research, huge market. He's doing a good thing." Godammit, I'm not doing that, you scumbags, quit putting a godamn dollar sign on every fucking thing on this planet!
I've learned a lot about women. I think I've learned exactly how the fall of man occured in the Garden of Eden. Adam and Eve were in the Garden of Eden, and Adam said one day, "Wow, Eve, here we are, at one with nature, at one with God, we'll never age, we'll never die, and all our dreams come true the instant that we have them." And Eve said, "Yeah... it's just not enough is it?"
The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride." And we kill those people.
We all pay for life with death, so everything in between should be free.
That's an act, that's a frying pan, that's a stove, you're an alcoholic! Dude, I'm tripping right now, and I still see that that's a fucking egg, alright? I see the UFO's around it, but that's a goddamn egg in the middle. There's a hobbit eating it, but goddammit that hobbit's eating a fucking egg! He's on a unicorn. But, no, th-th-th-that's a fucking egg. How dare you have a wino tell me not to do drugs!
It's always funny until someone gets hurt. Then it's just hilarious.
It's great to be here. I thank you. Ah, I've been on the road doing comedy for ten years now, so bear with me while I plaster on a fake smile and plough through this shit one more time.
One of my big fears in life is that I'm gonna die and my parents are going to come to clean out my apartment and find that porno wing I've been adding on to for years.
We are the facilitators of our own creative evolution.
I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out.
I'm tired of this back-slapping "Isn't humanity neat?" bullshit. We're a virus with shoes, okay? That's all we are.
No, I don't do drugs anymore, either. But I'll tell you something about drugs. I used to do drugs, but I'll tell you something honestly about drugs, honestly, and I know it's not a very popular idea, you don't hear it very often anymore, but it is the truth: I had a great time doing drugs. Sorry. Never murdered anyone, never robbed anyone, never raped anyone, never beat anyone, never lost a job, a car, a house, a wife or kids, laughed my ass off, and went about my day.
Christianity has a built-in defense system: anything that questions a belief, no matter how logical the argument is, is the work of Satan by the very fact that it makes you question a belief. It's a very interesting defense mechanism and the only way to get by it -- and believe me, I was raised Southern Baptist -- is to take massive amounts of mushrooms, sit in a field, and just go, "Show me."
It's just a ride and we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money, a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one.
Here is my final point. About drugs, about alcohol, about pornography and smoking and everything else. What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?
Why is marijuana against the law? It grows naturally upon our planet. Doesn't the idea of making nature against the law seem to you a bit... unnatural? You know what I mean? It's nature. How do you make nature against the fucking law?
I can speak for every guy in this room here tonight. Guys, if you could blow yourselves, ladies, you'd be in this room alone right now. Watching an empty stage.
******
I dunno how much AIDS scares y'all, but I got a theory: the day they come out with a cure for AIDS, a guaranteed one-shot cure, on that day there's gonna be fucking in the streets, man.
******
I believe that God left certain drugs growing naturally upon our planet to help speed up and facilitate our evolution. OK, not the most popular idea ever expressed. Either that or you're all real high and agreeing with me in the only way you can right now. (Starts blinking)
******
They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do, just as well. You just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.
******
You ever noticed how people who believe in Creationism look really unevolved? You ever noticed that? Eyes real close together, eyebrow ridges, big furry hands and feet. "I believe God created me in one day" Yeah, looks liked He rushed it.
******
I love talking about the Kennedy assasination. The reason I do is because I'm fascinated by it. I'm fascinated that our government could lie to us so blatantly, so obviously for so long, and we do absolutely nothing about it. I think that's interesting in what is ostensibly a democracy. Sarcasm - come on in. People say "Bill, quit talking about Kennedy man. It was a long time ago, just let it go, alright? It's a long time ago, just forget it." I'm like, alright, then don't bring up Jesus to me. As long as we're talking shelf life here...
Because you know if you play New Kids on the Block albums backwards they sound better. "Oh come on, Bill, they're the New Kids, don't pick on them, they're so good and they're so clean cut and they're such a good image for the children." Fuck that! When did mediocrity and banality become a good image for your children? I want my children to listen to people who fucking ROCKED! I don't care if they died in puddles of their own vomit! I want someone who plays from his fucking HEART!
******
I was in Nashville, Tennesee last year. After the show I went to a Waffle House. I'm not proud of it, I was hungry. And I'm alone, I'm eating and I'm reading a book, right? Waitress walks over to me: " Hey, whatchoo readin' for?"
Isn't that the weirdest fucking question you've ever heard? Not what am I readING, but what am I reading *for*? Well, godammit, ya stumped me! Why do I read? Well... hmmm... I dunno... I guess I read for a lot of reasons, and the main one is so I don't end up being a fucking waffle waitress.
******
Supreme Court says pornography is anything without artistic merit that causes sexual thoughts, that's their definition, essentially. No artistic merit, causes sexual thoughts. Hmm... Sounds like...every commercial on television, doesn't it? You know, when I see those two twins on that Doublemint commercial? I'm not thinking of gum. I am thinking of chewing, so maybe that's the connection they're trying to make.
The musicians today who don't do drugs and in fact speak out against it? "Rock Against Drugs?" BOY do they suck.
******
Children are smarter than any of us. Know how I know that? I don't know one child with a full time job and children.
******
Childbirth is no more a miracle then eating food and a turd coming out of your ass.
******
I have never seen two people on pot get in a fight because it is fucking IMPOSSIBLE. "Hey, buddy!" "Hey, what?" "Ummmmmmm...." End of argument.
******
We gotta come to some new ideas about life folks ok? I'm not being blase about abortion, it might be a real issue, it might not, doesn't matter to me. What matters is that if you believe in the sanctity of life then you believe it for life of all ages. That's what I hate about this child-worship syndrome going on. "Save the children! They're killing children! How many children were at Waco? They're killing children!" What does that mean? They reach a certain age and they're off your fucking love-list? Fuck your children, if that's the way you think then fuck you too. You either love all people of all ages or you shut the fuck up.
People are bringing shotguns to UFO sightings in Fife, Alabama. I asked a guy, "Why do you bring a gun to a UFO sighting?" Guy said, "Way-ul, we didn' wanna be ab-duc-ted." If I lived in Fife, Alabama, I would be on my hands and knees every night praying for abduction.
******
It's really weird how your life changes. Tonight I'm drinking water. Four years ago? Opium. Night and day, you know?
******
I don't do drugs anymore... than say, the average touring funk band.
******
"This is your brain." I've seen a lot of weird shit on drugs. I have never ever ever ever EVER looked at a fucking egg and thought it was a brain.
******
If you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, then go home and burn all your records, all your tapes, and all your CDs because every one of those artists who have made brilliant music and enhanced your lives? RrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrEAL fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high they let Ringo sing a few songs.
I smoke. If this bothers anyone, I suggest you look around at the world in which we live and shut your fuckin' mouth.
******
Your denial is beneath you, and thanks to the use of hallucinogenic drugs, I see through you.
******
A lot of Christians wear crosses around their necks. You think when Jesus comes back he ever wants to see a fucking cross? It's like going up to Jackie Onassis wearing a rifle pendant.
******
Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye.
******
People say "Iraq had the fourth largest army in the world". Yeah, maybe, but you know what, after the first 3 largest armies, there's a REAL big fucking drop-off. The Hare Krishnas are the 5th largest army in the world, and they've already got all our airports.
Robalini@aol.comKirby The Konspiracy Boy Says, "I NEED 2 KONFORM!!!"
http://www.konformist.com/2001/hicks.htm
See we just had a misunderstanding. I thought we lived in the U.S. of A., the United States of America. But actually we live in the U.S. of A., the United States of Advertising. Freedom of expression is guaranteed? If you've got the money!
If the FBI's motivating factor for busting down the Koresh compound was child abuse, how come we never see Bradley tanks smashing into Catholic churches?
I love the Pope, I love seeing him in his Pope-Mobile, his three feet of bullet proof plexi-glass. That's faith in action folks! You know he's got God on his side.
Go back to bed, America, your government has figured out how it all transpired. Go back to bed America, your goverment is in control. Here, here's American Gladiators. Watch this, shut up, go back to bed America, here is American Gladiators, here is 56 channels of it! Watch these pituitary retards bang their fucking skulls together and congratulate you on the living in the land of freedom. Here you go America - you are free to do what well tell you! You are free to do what we tell you!
I'm gonna share with you a vision that I had, cause I love you. And you feel it. You know all that money we spend on nuclear weapons and defense each year, trillions of dollars, correct? Instead -- just play with this -- if we spent that money feeding and clothing the poor of the world -- and it would pay for it many times over, not one human being excluded -- we can explore space together, both inner and outer, forever in peace. Thank you very much. You've been great, I hope you enjoyed it.
The worst kind of non-smokers are the ones that come up to you and cough. That's pretty fucking cruel isn't it? Do you go up to cripples and dance too?
By the way, if anyone here is in advertising or marketing, kill yourself. Thank you, thank you. Just a little thought. I'm just trying to plant seeds. Maybe one day they'll take root. I don't know. You try. You do what you can. Kill yourselves. Seriously though, if you are, do. No really, there's no rationalisation for what you do, and you are Satan's little helpers, OK? Kill yourselves, seriously. You're the ruiner of all things good. Seriously, no, this is not a joke. "There's gonna be a joke coming..." There's no fucking joke coming, you are Satan's spawn, filling the world with bile and garbage, you are fucked and you are fucking us, kill yourselves, it's the only way to save your fucking soul. Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself now. Now, back to the show.
"You know what Bill's doing now, he's going for the righteous indignation dollar, that's a big dollar, a lot of people are feeling that indignation, we've done research, huge market. He's doing a good thing." Godammit, I'm not doing that, you scumbags, quit putting a godamn dollar sign on every fucking thing on this planet!
I've learned a lot about women. I think I've learned exactly how the fall of man occured in the Garden of Eden. Adam and Eve were in the Garden of Eden, and Adam said one day, "Wow, Eve, here we are, at one with nature, at one with God, we'll never age, we'll never die, and all our dreams come true the instant that we have them." And Eve said, "Yeah... it's just not enough is it?"
The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride." And we kill those people.
We all pay for life with death, so everything in between should be free.
That's an act, that's a frying pan, that's a stove, you're an alcoholic! Dude, I'm tripping right now, and I still see that that's a fucking egg, alright? I see the UFO's around it, but that's a goddamn egg in the middle. There's a hobbit eating it, but goddammit that hobbit's eating a fucking egg! He's on a unicorn. But, no, th-th-th-that's a fucking egg. How dare you have a wino tell me not to do drugs!
It's always funny until someone gets hurt. Then it's just hilarious.
It's great to be here. I thank you. Ah, I've been on the road doing comedy for ten years now, so bear with me while I plaster on a fake smile and plough through this shit one more time.
One of my big fears in life is that I'm gonna die and my parents are going to come to clean out my apartment and find that porno wing I've been adding on to for years.
We are the facilitators of our own creative evolution.
I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out.
I'm tired of this back-slapping "Isn't humanity neat?" bullshit. We're a virus with shoes, okay? That's all we are.
No, I don't do drugs anymore, either. But I'll tell you something about drugs. I used to do drugs, but I'll tell you something honestly about drugs, honestly, and I know it's not a very popular idea, you don't hear it very often anymore, but it is the truth: I had a great time doing drugs. Sorry. Never murdered anyone, never robbed anyone, never raped anyone, never beat anyone, never lost a job, a car, a house, a wife or kids, laughed my ass off, and went about my day.
Christianity has a built-in defense system: anything that questions a belief, no matter how logical the argument is, is the work of Satan by the very fact that it makes you question a belief. It's a very interesting defense mechanism and the only way to get by it -- and believe me, I was raised Southern Baptist -- is to take massive amounts of mushrooms, sit in a field, and just go, "Show me."
It's just a ride and we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money, a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one.
Here is my final point. About drugs, about alcohol, about pornography and smoking and everything else. What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?
Why is marijuana against the law? It grows naturally upon our planet. Doesn't the idea of making nature against the law seem to you a bit... unnatural? You know what I mean? It's nature. How do you make nature against the fucking law?
I can speak for every guy in this room here tonight. Guys, if you could blow yourselves, ladies, you'd be in this room alone right now. Watching an empty stage.
******
I dunno how much AIDS scares y'all, but I got a theory: the day they come out with a cure for AIDS, a guaranteed one-shot cure, on that day there's gonna be fucking in the streets, man.
******
I believe that God left certain drugs growing naturally upon our planet to help speed up and facilitate our evolution. OK, not the most popular idea ever expressed. Either that or you're all real high and agreeing with me in the only way you can right now. (Starts blinking)
******
They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do, just as well. You just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.
******
You ever noticed how people who believe in Creationism look really unevolved? You ever noticed that? Eyes real close together, eyebrow ridges, big furry hands and feet. "I believe God created me in one day" Yeah, looks liked He rushed it.
******
I love talking about the Kennedy assasination. The reason I do is because I'm fascinated by it. I'm fascinated that our government could lie to us so blatantly, so obviously for so long, and we do absolutely nothing about it. I think that's interesting in what is ostensibly a democracy. Sarcasm - come on in. People say "Bill, quit talking about Kennedy man. It was a long time ago, just let it go, alright? It's a long time ago, just forget it." I'm like, alright, then don't bring up Jesus to me. As long as we're talking shelf life here...
Because you know if you play New Kids on the Block albums backwards they sound better. "Oh come on, Bill, they're the New Kids, don't pick on them, they're so good and they're so clean cut and they're such a good image for the children." Fuck that! When did mediocrity and banality become a good image for your children? I want my children to listen to people who fucking ROCKED! I don't care if they died in puddles of their own vomit! I want someone who plays from his fucking HEART!
******
I was in Nashville, Tennesee last year. After the show I went to a Waffle House. I'm not proud of it, I was hungry. And I'm alone, I'm eating and I'm reading a book, right? Waitress walks over to me: " Hey, whatchoo readin' for?"
Isn't that the weirdest fucking question you've ever heard? Not what am I readING, but what am I reading *for*? Well, godammit, ya stumped me! Why do I read? Well... hmmm... I dunno... I guess I read for a lot of reasons, and the main one is so I don't end up being a fucking waffle waitress.
******
Supreme Court says pornography is anything without artistic merit that causes sexual thoughts, that's their definition, essentially. No artistic merit, causes sexual thoughts. Hmm... Sounds like...every commercial on television, doesn't it? You know, when I see those two twins on that Doublemint commercial? I'm not thinking of gum. I am thinking of chewing, so maybe that's the connection they're trying to make.
The musicians today who don't do drugs and in fact speak out against it? "Rock Against Drugs?" BOY do they suck.
******
Children are smarter than any of us. Know how I know that? I don't know one child with a full time job and children.
******
Childbirth is no more a miracle then eating food and a turd coming out of your ass.
******
I have never seen two people on pot get in a fight because it is fucking IMPOSSIBLE. "Hey, buddy!" "Hey, what?" "Ummmmmmm...." End of argument.
******
We gotta come to some new ideas about life folks ok? I'm not being blase about abortion, it might be a real issue, it might not, doesn't matter to me. What matters is that if you believe in the sanctity of life then you believe it for life of all ages. That's what I hate about this child-worship syndrome going on. "Save the children! They're killing children! How many children were at Waco? They're killing children!" What does that mean? They reach a certain age and they're off your fucking love-list? Fuck your children, if that's the way you think then fuck you too. You either love all people of all ages or you shut the fuck up.
People are bringing shotguns to UFO sightings in Fife, Alabama. I asked a guy, "Why do you bring a gun to a UFO sighting?" Guy said, "Way-ul, we didn' wanna be ab-duc-ted." If I lived in Fife, Alabama, I would be on my hands and knees every night praying for abduction.
******
It's really weird how your life changes. Tonight I'm drinking water. Four years ago? Opium. Night and day, you know?
******
I don't do drugs anymore... than say, the average touring funk band.
******
"This is your brain." I've seen a lot of weird shit on drugs. I have never ever ever ever EVER looked at a fucking egg and thought it was a brain.
******
If you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, then go home and burn all your records, all your tapes, and all your CDs because every one of those artists who have made brilliant music and enhanced your lives? RrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrEAL fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high they let Ringo sing a few songs.
I smoke. If this bothers anyone, I suggest you look around at the world in which we live and shut your fuckin' mouth.
******
Your denial is beneath you, and thanks to the use of hallucinogenic drugs, I see through you.
******
A lot of Christians wear crosses around their necks. You think when Jesus comes back he ever wants to see a fucking cross? It's like going up to Jackie Onassis wearing a rifle pendant.
******
Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye.
******
People say "Iraq had the fourth largest army in the world". Yeah, maybe, but you know what, after the first 3 largest armies, there's a REAL big fucking drop-off. The Hare Krishnas are the 5th largest army in the world, and they've already got all our airports.
Robalini@aol.comKirby The Konspiracy Boy Says, "I NEED 2 KONFORM!!!"
http://www.konformist.com/2001/hicks.htm
what is life
Your never going to change anything in a day, a week or even a few years, and if someone wants to find the truth they have to find it themsleves, and can never be forced or pushed, the truth has and always be what it is, everyone has to find their own key, for some its an individual, a book, drugs, travelling, great fear, or great pain, and all one has to do is have the door pryed just a bit, for the light to enter and see the world from within, there is happiness and there is more to life, and its funny how nothing has to do with what you can do but sit and listen to your own mind, life is all that counts and family and all ones job should be for is to grow, learn, experience and faciliate their family.
DONT BULLSHIT A BULLSHITTER
Dont ever talk to me in lies, cause your conversing with one who spent years perfecting it, and in the end it became an obsession. Its always your eyes that leak the news for the rest of you can be controlled but your eyes always tell the truth so in the end the best are those who begin to believe what they say, and when you begin to do that reality shifts and paranoia sets in, for all reality is an equal perception but if you begin to create your own, you will never know the difference, and if you ever get lost or forget you are FUCKED, and the more and more you have to remember makes it even harder and harder, and i can read your soul if you choose but thats only if you ask or there is an issue because most people only lie about shit they have lied about for years, but deep down you can never truley believe it yourself because your essence is truth, so inturn it would like getting a stone to bleed, or a pig to fly
Friday, November 03, 2006
how are you today
how are you feeling, what have let steal your happiness, and what have you let decieve you to think you will happy with it
HAPPINESS DONT BE FOOLED WHAT THEY TELL< TRUST ME I"M A LONG TIME FOOL
Nothing can make, or give happiness outside of your own being, soul energy which ever you wish to label it, for all things are empty as each other, the sun i feel and the moon i eat and the blood i drink, still end up on there way to the sea.
HAPPINESS DONT BE FOOLED WHAT THEY TELL< TRUST ME I"M A LONG TIME FOOL
Nothing can make, or give happiness outside of your own being, soul energy which ever you wish to label it, for all things are empty as each other, the sun i feel and the moon i eat and the blood i drink, still end up on there way to the sea.
SEEING IS DELUSION AND THINKING A DISEASE
All you see is emptiness and all you wish for an illusion, all paths begin and end at the same place and time, they start and any suffering or happiness you carry are attachments to nothing
DONT WAIT FOR THE WORLD TO CHANGE DO IT YOURSELF YOU LAZY BASTARD
I know your scared but if ya dont change it, aint nothing gonna a change dont ever wait around for your life to change cause if ya aint happy with it, aint no one gonna do it for you, dont be scared to be a fool or to fall cause we all do once or twice, and its better to regret something you did do rather than something you were scared to try
FEAR OR WORRY
WHAT HAS ANYONE GAINED THROUGH FEAR BUT KNOWLEDGE, WHAT HAS ANYONE GAINED THROUGH WORRY, BUT SUFFERING.
Monday, October 23, 2006
"take a look at yourself before you accuse me" eric clapton
People seem so worried about children and how they are growing up, and they are always left dumbfounded when something goes wrong, suicide, murder, or drugs, parents need to take a look at themselves first, and stop trying to blame society for all their problems. Children first learn their world and how to judge or interpret it from their immedediate family, whether that be parents, or other family members depending on the culture you come from, and children dont listen to what they are told, because they just copy what they see, so the more you practice what you preach the better, and this will put them in good stead for the rest of their future, because there are going to be negative influences out there and unfavourable situations, but if they have a good foundation then they will come back and they will be the better for it
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
CHILDREN THERE ALL WE'VE GOT
I wish i could do a survey or some kind of study on parents and their minds, and would like to find out why sort resort to physical or verbal punishment. I've learnt recently that i think a lot of comes from a parents iniability to know their own emotions and lack knowledge in dealing with stressful situations. As not every day is exactly the same, one day a child can do something and everybody laughs, but the next time that child does it. they get abused, and sometimes its just because the parent has had a bad day, or because they dont know what else to do, its easy to hit and scream at a child, but it takes patience to teach and carry out other forms of punishment.
Do parents even think how one situation can effect a child in the long run, are parents afraid, or are they just tired sometimes, its seems to be the most difficult task, that comes with no training.
There isnt a subject these days that isnt done at some educational facility.
But i've found out that the stability of a parents mind, is the biggest difference in a childs ability to grow up be a positive person in this world.
Do parents even think how one situation can effect a child in the long run, are parents afraid, or are they just tired sometimes, its seems to be the most difficult task, that comes with no training.
There isnt a subject these days that isnt done at some educational facility.
But i've found out that the stability of a parents mind, is the biggest difference in a childs ability to grow up be a positive person in this world.
WAKE UP WERE NOT ALL LIKE YOU AND WE ALL DONT WANNA BE LIKE YOU
Your never going to convert people unless they want to, and your never going to nationalise countries, if people dont care about a few white lines on a map by the white man. So many people in africa and the middle east still live in either tribal or religious groups, and dont recognise a national identity, this is why there has been unrest in these countries for so long, because they dont care about what some white man hundreds of years ago, and thousands of miles away said.
MONEY MONEY MONEY
Its seems these days that the better the medicines get, the fewer people can afford them,
The more food we have the more we charge, and the less who are fed,
People say were so advanced, but then why are there so many people, poor, sick, starving, stressed and fighting.
AND,
How is that all of our great technologies have come about because of war, lazziness, and money.
And,
If life is so good, why is stress the number one killer for the western world, and malaria for the third worlds
The more food we have the more we charge, and the less who are fed,
People say were so advanced, but then why are there so many people, poor, sick, starving, stressed and fighting.
AND,
How is that all of our great technologies have come about because of war, lazziness, and money.
And,
If life is so good, why is stress the number one killer for the western world, and malaria for the third worlds
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
the planet the sun the body the plants the animals all have the same soul
We are born on this massive planet which is made up of dust, which is made up of energy, our life is not even a blink in the time of the universe, and our problems insignificant, you would think with so little time we would rather enjoy our time here instead of filling it with "problems" we create to fill up time, in the end no matter what we do doesnt it make sense to create peace and happiness
change is good, but i guess it depends how negative and judgemental you wanna be
Peoples fear of change has nothing to do with change at all, but ones inability to cope and adapt, because they have gotten to a point where they know what to do in there life, its become comfortable, which means predictable, and people like that, but when things change people doubt and fear their own abilities to be able to adapt to a new situation, but this is how we grow, and they assume that they will fail, this is why people fear change, because they dont beleive in themselves, and really nothing real ever changed.
its only chemicals
I find it very ammusing how people see themselves better and different from the animals and plants, sand and seas, but in essence they are all the same, they all survive on the same chemicals because they are all born from the same planet, all matter is nothing but energy, and all energy just matter, nothing is constant, and even the hardest object is still not still in its inner most existance,
life is change,
life is energy,
life is love.
Death doesnt even exist,
because life is neither born,
so how can it die???????????????
life is change,
life is energy,
life is love.
Death doesnt even exist,
because life is neither born,
so how can it die???????????????
Friday, September 22, 2006
i dont know if i like the man but damn he's got a point
Published on Wednesday, September 20, 2006 by CommonDreams.org
Chavez Address to the United Nations
by Hugo ChavezAddress to the UNNew YorkSeptember 20, 2006
Representatives of the governments of the world, good morning to all of you. First of all, I would like to invite you, very respectfully, to those who have not read this book, to read it.
Noam Chomsky, one of the most prestigious American and world intellectuals, Noam Chomsky, and this is one of his most recent books, 'Hegemony or Survival: The Imperialist Strategy of the United States.'" [Holds up book, waves it in front of General Assembly.] "It's an excellent book to help us understand what has been happening in the world throughout the 20th century, and what's happening now, and the greatest threat looming over our planet.
The hegemonic pretensions of the American empire are placing at risk the very survival of the human species. We continue to warn you about this danger and we appeal to the people of the United States and the world to halt this threat, which is like a sword hanging over our heads. I had considered reading from this book, but, for the sake of time," [flips through the pages, which are numerous] "I will just leave it as a recommendation.
It reads easily, it is a very good book, I'm sure Madame [President] you are familiar with it. It appears in English, in Russian, in Arabic, in German. I think that the first people who should read this book are our brothers and sisters in the United States, because their threat is right in their own house.
The devil is right at home. The devil, the devil himself, is right in the house.
"And the devil came here yesterday. Yesterday the devil came here. Right here." [crosses himself] "And it smells of sulfur still today.
Yesterday, ladies and gentlemen, from this rostrum, the president of the United States, the gentleman to whom I refer as the devil, came here, talking as if he owned the world. Truly. As the owner of the world.
I think we could call a psychiatrist to analyze yesterday's statement made by the president of the United States. As the spokesman of imperialism, he came to share his nostrums, to try to preserve the current pattern of domination, exploitation and pillage of the peoples of the world.
An Alfred Hitchcock movie could use it as a scenario. I would even propose a title: "The Devil's Recipe."
As Chomsky says here, clearly and in depth, the American empire is doing all it can to consolidate its system of domination. And we cannot allow them to do that. We cannot allow world dictatorship to be consolidated.
The world parent's statement -- cynical, hypocritical, full of this imperial hypocrisy from the need they have to control everything.
They say they want to impose a democratic model. But that's their democratic model. It's the false democracy of elites, and, I would say, a very original democracy that's imposed by weapons and bombs and firing weapons.
What a strange democracy. Aristotle might not recognize it or others who are at the root of democracy.
What type of democracy do you impose with marines and bombs?
The president of the United States, yesterday, said to us, right here, in this room, and I'm quoting, "Anywhere you look, you hear extremists telling you can escape from poverty and recover your dignity through violence, terror and martyrdom."
Wherever he looks, he sees extremists. And you, my brother -- he looks at your color, and he says, oh, there's an extremist. Evo Morales, the worthy president of Bolivia, looks like an extremist to him.
The imperialists see extremists everywhere. It's not that we are extremists. It's that the world is waking up. It's waking up all over. And people are standing up.
I have the feeling, dear world dictator, that you are going to live the rest of your days as a nightmare because the rest of us are standing up, all those who are rising up against American imperialism, who are shouting for equality, for respect, for the sovereignty of nations.
Yes, you can call us extremists, but we are rising up against the empire, against the model of domination.
The president then -- and this he said himself, he said: "I have come to speak directly to the populations in the Middle East, to tell them that my country wants peace."
That's true. If we walk in the streets of the Bronx, if we walk around New York, Washington, San Diego, in any city, San Antonio, San Francisco, and we ask individuals, the citizens of the United States, what does this country want? Does it want peace? They'll say yes.
But the government doesn't want peace. The government of the United States doesn't want peace. It wants to exploit its system of exploitation, of pillage, of hegemony through war.
It wants peace. But what's happening in Iraq? What happened in Lebanon? In Palestine? What's happening? What's happened over the last 100 years in Latin America and in the world? And now threatening Venezuela -- new threats against Venezuela, against Iran?
He spoke to the people of Lebanon. Many of you, he said, have seen how your homes and communities were caught in the crossfire. How cynical can you get? What a capacity to lie shamefacedly. The bombs in Beirut with millimetric precision?
This is crossfire? He's thinking of a western, when people would shoot from the hip and somebody would be caught in the crossfire.
This is imperialist, fascist, assassin, genocidal, the empire and Israel firing on the people of Palestine and Lebanon. That is what happened. And now we hear, "We're suffering because we see homes destroyed.'
The president of the United States came to talk to the peoples -- to the peoples of the world. He came to say -- I brought some documents with me, because this morning I was reading some statements, and I see that he talked to the people of Afghanistan, the people of Lebanon, the people of Iran. And he addressed all these peoples directly.
And you can wonder, just as the president of the United States addresses those peoples of the world, what would those peoples of the world tell him if they were given the floor? What would they have to say?
And I think I have some inkling of what the peoples of the south, the oppressed people think. They would say, "Yankee imperialist, go home." I think that is what those people would say if they were given the microphone and if they could speak with one voice to the American imperialists.
And that is why, Madam President, my colleagues, my friends, last year we came here to this same hall as we have been doing for the past eight years, and we said something that has now been confirmed -- fully, fully confirmed.
I don't think anybody in this room could defend the system. Let's accept -- let's be honest. The U.N. system, born after the Second World War, collapsed. It's worthless.
Oh, yes, it's good to bring us together once a year, see each other, make statements and prepare all kinds of long documents, and listen to good speeches, like Abel's yesterday, or President Mullah's . Yes, it's good for that.
And there are a lot of speeches, and we've heard lots from the president of Sri Lanka, for instance, and the president of Chile.
But we, the assembly, have been turned into a merely deliberative organ. We have no power, no power to make any impact on the terrible situation in the world. And that is why Venezuela once again proposes, here, today, 20 September, that we re-establish the United Nations.
Last year, Madam, we made four modest proposals that we felt to be crucially important. We have to assume the responsibility our heads of state, our ambassadors, our representatives, and we have to discuss it.
The first is expansion, and Mullah talked about this yesterday right here. The Security Council, both as it has permanent and non-permanent categories, (inaudible) developing countries and LDCs must be given access as new permanent members. That's step one.
Second, effective methods to address and resolve world conflicts, transparent decisions.
Point three, the immediate suppression -- and that is something everyone's calling for -- of the anti-democratic mechanism known as the veto, the veto on decisions of the Security Council.
Let me give you a recent example. The immoral veto of the United States allowed the Israelis, with impunity, to destroy Lebanon. Right in front of all of us as we stood there watching, a resolution in the council was prevented.
Fourthly, we have to strengthen, as we've always said, the role and the powers of the secretary general of the United Nations.
Yesterday, the secretary general practically gave us his speech of farewell. And he recognized that over the last 10 years, things have just gotten more complicated; hunger, poverty, violence, human rights violations have just worsened. That is the tremendous consequence of the collapse of the United Nations system and American hegemonistic pretensions.
Madam, Venezuela a few years ago decided to wage this battle within the United Nations by recognizing the United Nations, as members of it that we are, and lending it our voice, our thinking.
Our voice is an independent voice to represent the dignity and the search for peace and the reformulation of the international system; to denounce persecution and aggression of hegemonistic forces on the planet.
This is how Venezuela has presented itself. Bolivar's home has sought a nonpermanent seat on the Security Council.
Let's see. Well, there's been an open attack by the U.S. government, an immoral attack, to try and prevent Venezuela from being freely elected to a post in the Security Council.
The imperium is afraid of truth, is afraid of independent voices. It calls us extremists, but they are the extremists.
And I would like to thank all the countries that have kindly announced their support for Venezuela, even though the ballot is a secret one and there's no need to announce things.
But since the imperium has attacked, openly, they strengthened the convictions of many countries. And their support strengthens us.
Mercosur, as a bloc, has expressed its support, our brothers in Mercosur. Venezuela, with Brazil, Argentina, Paraguay, Uruguay, is a full member of Mercosur.
And many other Latin American countries, CARICOM, Bolivia have expressed their support for Venezuela. The Arab League, the full Arab League has voiced its support. And I am immensely grateful to the Arab world, to our Arab brothers, our Caribbean brothers, the African Union. Almost all of Africa has expressed its support for Venezuela and countries such as Russia or China and many others.
I thank you all warmly on behalf of Venezuela, on behalf of our people, and on behalf of the truth, because Venezuela, with a seat on the Security Council, will be expressing not only Venezuela's thoughts, but it will also be the voice of all the peoples of the world, and we will defend dignity and truth.
Over and above all of this, Madam President, I think there are reasons to be optimistic. A poet would have said "helplessly optimistic," because over and above the wars and the bombs and the aggressive and the preventive war and the destruction of entire peoples, one can see that a new era is dawning.
As Silvio Rodriguez says, the era is giving birth to a heart. There are alternative ways of thinking. There are young people who think differently. And this has already been seen within the space of a mere decade. It was shown that the end of history was a totally false assumption, and the same was shown about Pax Americana and the establishment of the capitalist neo-liberal world. It has been shown, this system, to generate mere poverty. Who believes in it now?
What we now have to do is define the future of the world. Dawn is breaking out all over. You can see it in Africa and Europe and Latin America and Oceanea. I want to emphasize that optimistic vision.
We have to strengthen ourselves, our will to do battle, our awareness. We have to build a new and better world.
Venezuela joins that struggle, and that's why we are threatened. The U.S. has already planned, financed and set in motion a coup in Venezuela, and it continues to support coup attempts in Venezuela and elsewhere.
President Michelle Bachelet reminded us just a moment ago of the horrendous assassination of the former foreign minister, Orlando Letelier.
And I would just add one thing: Those who perpetrated this crime are free. And that other event where an American citizen also died were American themselves. They were CIA killers, terrorists.
And we must recall in this room that in just a few days there will be another anniversary. Thirty years will have passed from this other horrendous terrorist attack on the Cuban plane, where 73 innocents died, a Cubana de Aviacion airliner.
And where is the biggest terrorist of this continent who took the responsibility for blowing up the plane? He spent a few years in jail in Venezuela. Thanks to CIA and then government officials, he was allowed to escape, and he lives here in this country, protected by the government.
And he was convicted. He has confessed to his crime. But the U.S. government has double standards. It protects terrorism when it wants to.
And this is to say that Venezuela is fully committed to combating terrorism and violence. And we are one of the people who are fighting for peace.
Luis Posada Carriles is the name of that terrorist who is protected here. And other tremendously corrupt people who escaped from Venezuela are also living here under protection: a group that bombed various embassies, that assassinated people during the coup. They kidnapped me and they were going to kill me, but I think God reached down and our people came out into the streets and the army was too, and so I'm here today.
But these people who led that coup are here today in this country protected by the American government. And I accuse the American government of protecting terrorists and of having a completely cynical discourse.
We mentioned Cuba. Yes, we were just there a few days ago. We just came from there happily.
And there you see another era born. The Summit of the 15, the Summit of the Nonaligned, adopted a historic resolution. This is the outcome document. Don't worry, I'm not going to read it.
But you have a whole set of resolutions here that were adopted after open debate in a transparent matter -- more than 50 heads of state. Havana was the capital of the south for a few weeks, and we have now launched, once again, the group of the nonaligned with new momentum.
And if there is anything I could ask all of you here, my companions, my brothers and sisters, it is to please lend your good will to lend momentum to the Nonaligned Movement for the birth of the new era, to prevent hegemony and prevent further advances of imperialism.
And as you know, Fidel Castro is the president of the nonaligned for the next three years, and we can trust him to lead the charge very efficiently.
Unfortunately they thought, "Oh, Fidel was going to die." But they're going to be disappointed because he didn't. And he's not only alive, he's back in his green fatigues, and he's now presiding the nonaligned.
So, my dear colleagues, Madam President, a new, strong movement has been born, a movement of the south. We are men and women of the south.
With this document, with these ideas, with these criticisms, I'm now closing my file. I'm taking the book with me. And, don't forget, I'm recommending it very warmly and very humbly to all of you.
We want ideas to save our planet, to save the planet from the imperialist threat. And hopefully in this very century, in not too long a time, we will see this, we will see this new era, and for our children and our grandchildren a world of peace based on the fundamental principles of the United Nations, but a renewed United Nations.
And maybe we have to change location. Maybe we have to put the United Nations somewhere else; maybe a city of the south. We've proposed Venezuela.
You know that my personal doctor had to stay in the plane. The chief of security had to be left in a locked plane. Neither of these gentlemen was allowed to arrive and attend the U.N. meeting. This is another abuse and another abuse of power on the part of the Devil. It smells of sulfur here, but God is with us and I embrace you all.
May God bless us all. Good day to you.
Chavez Address to the United Nations
by Hugo ChavezAddress to the UNNew YorkSeptember 20, 2006
Representatives of the governments of the world, good morning to all of you. First of all, I would like to invite you, very respectfully, to those who have not read this book, to read it.
Noam Chomsky, one of the most prestigious American and world intellectuals, Noam Chomsky, and this is one of his most recent books, 'Hegemony or Survival: The Imperialist Strategy of the United States.'" [Holds up book, waves it in front of General Assembly.] "It's an excellent book to help us understand what has been happening in the world throughout the 20th century, and what's happening now, and the greatest threat looming over our planet.
The hegemonic pretensions of the American empire are placing at risk the very survival of the human species. We continue to warn you about this danger and we appeal to the people of the United States and the world to halt this threat, which is like a sword hanging over our heads. I had considered reading from this book, but, for the sake of time," [flips through the pages, which are numerous] "I will just leave it as a recommendation.
It reads easily, it is a very good book, I'm sure Madame [President] you are familiar with it. It appears in English, in Russian, in Arabic, in German. I think that the first people who should read this book are our brothers and sisters in the United States, because their threat is right in their own house.
The devil is right at home. The devil, the devil himself, is right in the house.
"And the devil came here yesterday. Yesterday the devil came here. Right here." [crosses himself] "And it smells of sulfur still today.
Yesterday, ladies and gentlemen, from this rostrum, the president of the United States, the gentleman to whom I refer as the devil, came here, talking as if he owned the world. Truly. As the owner of the world.
I think we could call a psychiatrist to analyze yesterday's statement made by the president of the United States. As the spokesman of imperialism, he came to share his nostrums, to try to preserve the current pattern of domination, exploitation and pillage of the peoples of the world.
An Alfred Hitchcock movie could use it as a scenario. I would even propose a title: "The Devil's Recipe."
As Chomsky says here, clearly and in depth, the American empire is doing all it can to consolidate its system of domination. And we cannot allow them to do that. We cannot allow world dictatorship to be consolidated.
The world parent's statement -- cynical, hypocritical, full of this imperial hypocrisy from the need they have to control everything.
They say they want to impose a democratic model. But that's their democratic model. It's the false democracy of elites, and, I would say, a very original democracy that's imposed by weapons and bombs and firing weapons.
What a strange democracy. Aristotle might not recognize it or others who are at the root of democracy.
What type of democracy do you impose with marines and bombs?
The president of the United States, yesterday, said to us, right here, in this room, and I'm quoting, "Anywhere you look, you hear extremists telling you can escape from poverty and recover your dignity through violence, terror and martyrdom."
Wherever he looks, he sees extremists. And you, my brother -- he looks at your color, and he says, oh, there's an extremist. Evo Morales, the worthy president of Bolivia, looks like an extremist to him.
The imperialists see extremists everywhere. It's not that we are extremists. It's that the world is waking up. It's waking up all over. And people are standing up.
I have the feeling, dear world dictator, that you are going to live the rest of your days as a nightmare because the rest of us are standing up, all those who are rising up against American imperialism, who are shouting for equality, for respect, for the sovereignty of nations.
Yes, you can call us extremists, but we are rising up against the empire, against the model of domination.
The president then -- and this he said himself, he said: "I have come to speak directly to the populations in the Middle East, to tell them that my country wants peace."
That's true. If we walk in the streets of the Bronx, if we walk around New York, Washington, San Diego, in any city, San Antonio, San Francisco, and we ask individuals, the citizens of the United States, what does this country want? Does it want peace? They'll say yes.
But the government doesn't want peace. The government of the United States doesn't want peace. It wants to exploit its system of exploitation, of pillage, of hegemony through war.
It wants peace. But what's happening in Iraq? What happened in Lebanon? In Palestine? What's happening? What's happened over the last 100 years in Latin America and in the world? And now threatening Venezuela -- new threats against Venezuela, against Iran?
He spoke to the people of Lebanon. Many of you, he said, have seen how your homes and communities were caught in the crossfire. How cynical can you get? What a capacity to lie shamefacedly. The bombs in Beirut with millimetric precision?
This is crossfire? He's thinking of a western, when people would shoot from the hip and somebody would be caught in the crossfire.
This is imperialist, fascist, assassin, genocidal, the empire and Israel firing on the people of Palestine and Lebanon. That is what happened. And now we hear, "We're suffering because we see homes destroyed.'
The president of the United States came to talk to the peoples -- to the peoples of the world. He came to say -- I brought some documents with me, because this morning I was reading some statements, and I see that he talked to the people of Afghanistan, the people of Lebanon, the people of Iran. And he addressed all these peoples directly.
And you can wonder, just as the president of the United States addresses those peoples of the world, what would those peoples of the world tell him if they were given the floor? What would they have to say?
And I think I have some inkling of what the peoples of the south, the oppressed people think. They would say, "Yankee imperialist, go home." I think that is what those people would say if they were given the microphone and if they could speak with one voice to the American imperialists.
And that is why, Madam President, my colleagues, my friends, last year we came here to this same hall as we have been doing for the past eight years, and we said something that has now been confirmed -- fully, fully confirmed.
I don't think anybody in this room could defend the system. Let's accept -- let's be honest. The U.N. system, born after the Second World War, collapsed. It's worthless.
Oh, yes, it's good to bring us together once a year, see each other, make statements and prepare all kinds of long documents, and listen to good speeches, like Abel's yesterday, or President Mullah's . Yes, it's good for that.
And there are a lot of speeches, and we've heard lots from the president of Sri Lanka, for instance, and the president of Chile.
But we, the assembly, have been turned into a merely deliberative organ. We have no power, no power to make any impact on the terrible situation in the world. And that is why Venezuela once again proposes, here, today, 20 September, that we re-establish the United Nations.
Last year, Madam, we made four modest proposals that we felt to be crucially important. We have to assume the responsibility our heads of state, our ambassadors, our representatives, and we have to discuss it.
The first is expansion, and Mullah talked about this yesterday right here. The Security Council, both as it has permanent and non-permanent categories, (inaudible) developing countries and LDCs must be given access as new permanent members. That's step one.
Second, effective methods to address and resolve world conflicts, transparent decisions.
Point three, the immediate suppression -- and that is something everyone's calling for -- of the anti-democratic mechanism known as the veto, the veto on decisions of the Security Council.
Let me give you a recent example. The immoral veto of the United States allowed the Israelis, with impunity, to destroy Lebanon. Right in front of all of us as we stood there watching, a resolution in the council was prevented.
Fourthly, we have to strengthen, as we've always said, the role and the powers of the secretary general of the United Nations.
Yesterday, the secretary general practically gave us his speech of farewell. And he recognized that over the last 10 years, things have just gotten more complicated; hunger, poverty, violence, human rights violations have just worsened. That is the tremendous consequence of the collapse of the United Nations system and American hegemonistic pretensions.
Madam, Venezuela a few years ago decided to wage this battle within the United Nations by recognizing the United Nations, as members of it that we are, and lending it our voice, our thinking.
Our voice is an independent voice to represent the dignity and the search for peace and the reformulation of the international system; to denounce persecution and aggression of hegemonistic forces on the planet.
This is how Venezuela has presented itself. Bolivar's home has sought a nonpermanent seat on the Security Council.
Let's see. Well, there's been an open attack by the U.S. government, an immoral attack, to try and prevent Venezuela from being freely elected to a post in the Security Council.
The imperium is afraid of truth, is afraid of independent voices. It calls us extremists, but they are the extremists.
And I would like to thank all the countries that have kindly announced their support for Venezuela, even though the ballot is a secret one and there's no need to announce things.
But since the imperium has attacked, openly, they strengthened the convictions of many countries. And their support strengthens us.
Mercosur, as a bloc, has expressed its support, our brothers in Mercosur. Venezuela, with Brazil, Argentina, Paraguay, Uruguay, is a full member of Mercosur.
And many other Latin American countries, CARICOM, Bolivia have expressed their support for Venezuela. The Arab League, the full Arab League has voiced its support. And I am immensely grateful to the Arab world, to our Arab brothers, our Caribbean brothers, the African Union. Almost all of Africa has expressed its support for Venezuela and countries such as Russia or China and many others.
I thank you all warmly on behalf of Venezuela, on behalf of our people, and on behalf of the truth, because Venezuela, with a seat on the Security Council, will be expressing not only Venezuela's thoughts, but it will also be the voice of all the peoples of the world, and we will defend dignity and truth.
Over and above all of this, Madam President, I think there are reasons to be optimistic. A poet would have said "helplessly optimistic," because over and above the wars and the bombs and the aggressive and the preventive war and the destruction of entire peoples, one can see that a new era is dawning.
As Silvio Rodriguez says, the era is giving birth to a heart. There are alternative ways of thinking. There are young people who think differently. And this has already been seen within the space of a mere decade. It was shown that the end of history was a totally false assumption, and the same was shown about Pax Americana and the establishment of the capitalist neo-liberal world. It has been shown, this system, to generate mere poverty. Who believes in it now?
What we now have to do is define the future of the world. Dawn is breaking out all over. You can see it in Africa and Europe and Latin America and Oceanea. I want to emphasize that optimistic vision.
We have to strengthen ourselves, our will to do battle, our awareness. We have to build a new and better world.
Venezuela joins that struggle, and that's why we are threatened. The U.S. has already planned, financed and set in motion a coup in Venezuela, and it continues to support coup attempts in Venezuela and elsewhere.
President Michelle Bachelet reminded us just a moment ago of the horrendous assassination of the former foreign minister, Orlando Letelier.
And I would just add one thing: Those who perpetrated this crime are free. And that other event where an American citizen also died were American themselves. They were CIA killers, terrorists.
And we must recall in this room that in just a few days there will be another anniversary. Thirty years will have passed from this other horrendous terrorist attack on the Cuban plane, where 73 innocents died, a Cubana de Aviacion airliner.
And where is the biggest terrorist of this continent who took the responsibility for blowing up the plane? He spent a few years in jail in Venezuela. Thanks to CIA and then government officials, he was allowed to escape, and he lives here in this country, protected by the government.
And he was convicted. He has confessed to his crime. But the U.S. government has double standards. It protects terrorism when it wants to.
And this is to say that Venezuela is fully committed to combating terrorism and violence. And we are one of the people who are fighting for peace.
Luis Posada Carriles is the name of that terrorist who is protected here. And other tremendously corrupt people who escaped from Venezuela are also living here under protection: a group that bombed various embassies, that assassinated people during the coup. They kidnapped me and they were going to kill me, but I think God reached down and our people came out into the streets and the army was too, and so I'm here today.
But these people who led that coup are here today in this country protected by the American government. And I accuse the American government of protecting terrorists and of having a completely cynical discourse.
We mentioned Cuba. Yes, we were just there a few days ago. We just came from there happily.
And there you see another era born. The Summit of the 15, the Summit of the Nonaligned, adopted a historic resolution. This is the outcome document. Don't worry, I'm not going to read it.
But you have a whole set of resolutions here that were adopted after open debate in a transparent matter -- more than 50 heads of state. Havana was the capital of the south for a few weeks, and we have now launched, once again, the group of the nonaligned with new momentum.
And if there is anything I could ask all of you here, my companions, my brothers and sisters, it is to please lend your good will to lend momentum to the Nonaligned Movement for the birth of the new era, to prevent hegemony and prevent further advances of imperialism.
And as you know, Fidel Castro is the president of the nonaligned for the next three years, and we can trust him to lead the charge very efficiently.
Unfortunately they thought, "Oh, Fidel was going to die." But they're going to be disappointed because he didn't. And he's not only alive, he's back in his green fatigues, and he's now presiding the nonaligned.
So, my dear colleagues, Madam President, a new, strong movement has been born, a movement of the south. We are men and women of the south.
With this document, with these ideas, with these criticisms, I'm now closing my file. I'm taking the book with me. And, don't forget, I'm recommending it very warmly and very humbly to all of you.
We want ideas to save our planet, to save the planet from the imperialist threat. And hopefully in this very century, in not too long a time, we will see this, we will see this new era, and for our children and our grandchildren a world of peace based on the fundamental principles of the United Nations, but a renewed United Nations.
And maybe we have to change location. Maybe we have to put the United Nations somewhere else; maybe a city of the south. We've proposed Venezuela.
You know that my personal doctor had to stay in the plane. The chief of security had to be left in a locked plane. Neither of these gentlemen was allowed to arrive and attend the U.N. meeting. This is another abuse and another abuse of power on the part of the Devil. It smells of sulfur here, but God is with us and I embrace you all.
May God bless us all. Good day to you.
HA HA HA democracy thats funny ha ha ha lol
I'm so sick of everyone outside of Thailand saying "how bad/sad the coup was for Thai democracy", well everyone there has to be Thai democracy before you can be sad about it, where were you years ago when Thaksin took over the governmnet throu open corruption and bribary, you werent complaining then about democracy were you, and what about the hundreds of people being killed in the south because of Thaksins lack of care and action, i didnt hear any one crying out then, so before the world condemns Thailand and its democratic ways, step aside and look where democracy went years ago, and how can it be called a democracy when the government owns a phone company and gives away free phones to the poorest people, um HELLO, i didnt hear anyone crying about democracy then did I, so usually i respect other peoples opinions, buts its not your fault if you lack the information necassary to make a valid opinion. So before you go judgeing another countries democracy, first have a look at the actual countries wheelings and dealings, and then look to which country you are going to compare it to, because there arent to many "democratic" countries out there. The military action was the only to stop, and begin new again, i hope.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
6 bombs 4 killed 82 injured
4 killed and over 80 injured in more senseless violence in southern thailand, it doesnt seem as though many thai people are even doing anything about it, they need to work together with the Malaysian government to bring these careless individuals to justice, and its only these who will be able to prevent these evil acts from happening again, its the thai people on the streets, its all individuals who have to help the police and military to catch and prevent such violence from happening again.
THE ANSWER
The answer doesnt lie with politicians or governments but must come and happen on an individual level, people need to stop expecting everyone else to solve their problems and realize that we have to understand our own suffering and discover that we are all the same
BREEDING terrorists
Why cant the leaders of the western world see that they are breeding terrorists, their current policies and actions are only fueling terrorists more and more hatred and anger and that this "war" will never end, just because you catch one individual, there's a million others to take there spot, this war will never be over for as long as they continue, terrorists feed off of such actions, and for as long as they do, they will continue to cause harm and destruction, because they have no polictical voice or agenda, and nor are they confined to governments or borders, nor do they care about who or what they attack, even injurying their own on many occasions, there is no answer that can prevent this war from ending today. This will and can only end if the western world begin to fall back from trying control the world and worry more about the health and well being of their own countries before they should go abroad.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
22 BOMBS IN YALA _-_-_- HELP
With weeks of bombings and attacks on teachers, police, and innocent people in Southern Thailand what can be done to help. Though i'm sure if everyone around the world that needed help screamed it out all at once, the whole universe would roar.
But its hard to see a solution to rise soon, with so much corruption, a lack of morals, ethics, and loyalty not only toward ones family, friends, and colleagues but to ones country, what can be done to stop the violence. It also doesnt help when government officials, claim that such violence is to be expected so close to an election.
HOW CAN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL COUNRTY BECOME SO DIRTY
But its hard to see a solution to rise soon, with so much corruption, a lack of morals, ethics, and loyalty not only toward ones family, friends, and colleagues but to ones country, what can be done to stop the violence. It also doesnt help when government officials, claim that such violence is to be expected so close to an election.
HOW CAN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL COUNRTY BECOME SO DIRTY
Friday, September 01, 2006
FROM THE GREATEST TRILOGY EVER
Smith: Why, Mr. Anderson, why? Why, why do you do it? Why, why get up? Why keep fighting? Do you believe you're fighting for something, for more than your survival? Can you tell me what it is, do you even know? Is it freedom or truth, perhaps peace - could it be for love? Illusions, Mr. Anderson, vagaries of perception. Temporary constructs of a feeble human intellect trying desperately to justify an existence that is without meaning or purpose. And all of them as artificial as the Matrix itself. Although, only a human mind could invent something as insipid as love. You must be able to see it, Mr. Anderson, you must know it by now! You can't win, it's pointless to keep fighting! Why, Mr. Anderson, why, why do you persist?
Neo: Because I choose to.
THE MATRIX REVOLUTIONS
CONFLICT AND YOU
Why do humans enjoy conflict so much, does it feed our ego, do we enjoy hurting people, or do we enjoy the pain?,
Does it arise out of boredom?
Is it greed, is it an innate need to dominate?
Does it arise out of boredom?
Is it greed, is it an innate need to dominate?
ADDICTIONS WILL KILL YOU IN THE END< BUT HEY SOMEHINGS GOT TO AY
What are you addicted to?
many people normally only think of drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, heroin, etc, but there are so many other addictions that bring down people, families and countries, gambling, anger, companionship, love, money, work, internet, food, popularity, appearance, fame, fear, mobile phone, etc etc, where does it end. Do you even care, does it affect your life?
What are you addicted to?
many people normally only think of drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, heroin, etc, but there are so many other addictions that bring down people, families and countries, gambling, anger, companionship, love, money, work, internet, food, popularity, appearance, fame, fear, mobile phone, etc etc, where does it end. Do you even care, does it affect your life?
What are you addicted to?
i can read your mind
HA HA HA LOL i wish, but what an amzing gift that would be to have, think how much you could really help people if you could get through all the crap that people spit out and really hit the issue on the head, and then you would be able to see how fragile peoples minds are, and how exactly you could deliver what they needed to be happy, and what they needed to understand the universe, I always wonder how much of peoples thinking is actually useful, and how much of it is mindless uncontrollable chatter, how long can you not think for?
Thursday, August 24, 2006
What can we do?
It's come to light not through my experince's but through many who i have spoken to that some countries still use old techniques to control their patriots, and i feel sorry for the people who are stuck in a country that they cant leave, pressured, and constantly watched by big brother, as thousands of people a year are executed without it even appearing on other countries radar, i'm dumbfounded by what some countries can get away with and only because they have nothing to offer other countries except cheap labour and products, as governments sensor everything from movies to news, and even information not only about the governments themselves but other governments around the world, they loose the point about what they proclaim to follow and now just chase after their own personal wealth, keeping those that they are supposed to serve in the dark and poor, not just with money, but services, information and individuals life situtation. The more we can learn about how other people are suffering the more we can help, and the weaker these governments will become. If more people stood up to these governments, they would soon realize, that they dont have long to survive.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
DREAMING
Do people dream anymore?
Is it dying?
Do people get stuck into a perpeputal state of suffering, that they are scared to dissolve because their afraid that its probably only going to get worse anyway so why bother?
Excerpt from the movie "WAKING LIFE"
"Haven’t seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming’s dead, that no one does it anymore. It’s not dead, it’s just been forgotten. Removed from our language. No one teaches it so no one knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well I’m trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it’s ever faced. Ever. So whatever you do, don’t be bored. This is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting."
And how much of your life do you spend whinging, and complaining about your own choice's?
Is it dying?
Do people get stuck into a perpeputal state of suffering, that they are scared to dissolve because their afraid that its probably only going to get worse anyway so why bother?
Excerpt from the movie "WAKING LIFE"
"Haven’t seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming’s dead, that no one does it anymore. It’s not dead, it’s just been forgotten. Removed from our language. No one teaches it so no one knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well I’m trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it’s ever faced. Ever. So whatever you do, don’t be bored. This is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting."
And how much of your life do you spend whinging, and complaining about your own choice's?
Monday, August 21, 2006
BEAUTY
Its amazing how beauty is so circumstantial, for instance every time you see someone who is soooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful, that they make your knees weak, (and this is just from a purley physical sense at this point) they take your breath away and your mind stops for a momnet before it begins to wander and dream, but then the more and more, and the longer you see/know them the less their physical beauty is an issue, the physical features that once amazed you begin to become mundane and average, the beauty of the individual begins to transform from an external amzament into an internal understanding.
+The beauty of someone you have know for a long time no longer is based upon their physical beauty but upon the friendship, experinces and companionship that have been forged over a period of time. +Like a flower with its amazing scent and colours draws you into its secret mystical presence, only for you to find the nectar inside in which something as sweet as honey is produced. Physical beauty can never last in the first place, based on someting that is impermanet and bound for decay.
+The beauty of someone you have know for a long time no longer is based upon their physical beauty but upon the friendship, experinces and companionship that have been forged over a period of time. +Like a flower with its amazing scent and colours draws you into its secret mystical presence, only for you to find the nectar inside in which something as sweet as honey is produced. Physical beauty can never last in the first place, based on someting that is impermanet and bound for decay.
Friday, August 18, 2006
FEAR FOOLS AND ANGER
Theres no point looking at others to blame for your problems, but to look into the mirror, and into your own soul, problems only exist because you creat them, and everyone is blaming someone else and doesnt see the emotions behind them, they dont consider the emotions that cause them to not only act but react because they only allow anger to take over them without even knowing it but, thats how anger works, it could never exist if one was aware and in control of ones own emotions, who likes being angry, and the actions it can lead to, it boild sown to fear, but life cant exist without, thou its not fear that is the issue, if life didnt have that natural instinct it could not exist but its not fear that is the problem, but ignorant fools unable to do anything other than just react.
Why do we keep falling into the same traps, because we arent aware enough to see the steps down into the negative suffering.
Why do we keep falling into the same traps, because we arent aware enough to see the steps down into the negative suffering.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
JUST ANOTHER DONKEY
Back in the hole left the lid on the floor,
What happened to the gate didnt i lock that state,
Did i just forget the place again, where were you,
The other day when everything was fine,
Did I just loose my mind,
Did i just find it,
Where were you when I lost the breaks,
How did that glass steal my tracks,
Just another donkey that cant catch his own mind,
To weask to kick it back,
Or to hard against the rock to care.
What happened to the gate didnt i lock that state,
Did i just forget the place again, where were you,
The other day when everything was fine,
Did I just loose my mind,
Did i just find it,
Where were you when I lost the breaks,
How did that glass steal my tracks,
Just another donkey that cant catch his own mind,
To weask to kick it back,
Or to hard against the rock to care.
BLOG WHY
Why has blogging become so popular, does it provide people the oppurtunity to whinge with a silent audience?, Does it allow people to show off and flaunt from the comfort of their own room? Does it allow people to say shit they would normally not have the strength for? Is it just another invention for abuse? Is it just another invention for people to escape into, and waste more time? Does it provide a voice for those who would normally go unheard? Why do you blog?
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
STILL A FOOL
I've died a thousand times and I'm still a fool,
read and seen the truth and still cant see,
soil in my stomach ants on my skin,
the heat in my mind tryin to not,
swallow all the crap you feed me each day,
a moment of life among the future,
battlin biology and my own lies.
read and seen the truth and still cant see,
soil in my stomach ants on my skin,
the heat in my mind tryin to not,
swallow all the crap you feed me each day,
a moment of life among the future,
battlin biology and my own lies.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
MARRIAGE
Is marriage necessary, is it a dying art, do people these days lack the heart, and knowledge of love so much that marriage isnt taken serious anymore. It used to be that no matter what happened you could always count on the opther person to be there, but now days people break up for STUPID PETTY EGO DRIVEN EXCUSES, which isnt much of an issue unless children are involved, because no matter what happens it changes them and their lives for the future, this can be seen as bad luck, or Karma, which i agree, but is the suffering necessary, has the meaning of marriage been dissolved along with peoples ability to stick with their own responsibilities and promises regardless of how hard it gets, and how weak they become, because thats all it is, people think that it would be easier to get a divorce, instead of being grown adults, and actually talking to each other without the ego involved, and just have them remember the love they first shared. Its not hard unless you make it, Not that i dont agree with divorce, if two people have truley grown that far apart they dont love each other anymore, and wish to move, then do it in an orderly fashion, dont become children in the pursuit for money or material wealth, and dont begin to stab the other in the back to your children when the other isnt present, has marriage gone beyond religion, is religion necessary for marriage, or is it just a promise to another being on this planet that you will love them and be together till you die? is it more than that, is it just a promise between two people?
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
FREE WILL
free will is a joke and a dead idea fed to the ignorant, by society and advertising companies, from the moment we are born, we are told what to do and think, what to like and what to not like, and especially now more than ever we are bombarded by advertising every where we look, and no matter what you wish to think you are effected by them whether you like it or not, and you can never be free until you break open the cage your mind is in and be free from desires, that is freedom.
Friday, July 28, 2006
LOVE 3
So many people seem to be searching for love, is it that important to us as beings,(well of course it is) is it something you can find outside of your heart, does love come with roses, or chocolates, does it come with a kiss or a hug, love is something we all need to be "healthy" individuals, but it is also often abused and misused, we can only find love within our own selves, a love between two people must also grow and change, love must adapt, but there is also a devine love, a love that loves universally and is nonjudgmental............
its only the ego that creates jealousy, anger, and depression, to love is the greatest gift to give, and recieve, if we could love one another under this blue sky, then we would never need weapons or WMD, and think how much money would be left to go to food, disease and poverty, feed the poor, and shelter the sick, not your ego and weapons
its only the ego that creates jealousy, anger, and depression, to love is the greatest gift to give, and recieve, if we could love one another under this blue sky, then we would never need weapons or WMD, and think how much money would be left to go to food, disease and poverty, feed the poor, and shelter the sick, not your ego and weapons
Thursday, July 27, 2006
LOVE 2
"Love is a condition or phenomenon of emotional primacy, or absolute value. Love generally includes an emotion of intense attraction to either another person, a place, or thing; and may also include the aspect of caring for or finding identification with those objects, including self-love. Love can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. In ordinary use, it usually refers to interpersonal love, an experience usually felt by a person for another person. Love is commonly considered impossible to define." Wiki
What hope have we got if even wiki cant define love, is it because it is written by people who have not experienced it, is it defineable, or has it become something different, has the word spawned another catergory.
Maybe because the word is used so freely today, interchangeably with "like", i love ice-cream, i love horses, i love pink, then theres the different levels of love between different people, family, friends, husbands and wives.
It's also amussing that it is clearly the most popular subject throughout all forms of expression in oneway or another, either people want it, have it, or have lost it,
But none of this matters because love doesnt even need other peoples recognition for it to exist, "love thy enemy" and you will have no enemies, love is blind and formless, people say they want to "fall in love", do you really know what you want to fall for. People are more interested in trust and companionship than love, "how can i love anybody if i cant trust them?", "be careful, she/he may break your heart?", love conquers all because it is beyond the ego, only the ego worries about pain and suffering, money and gold, to know love is to love everything about the world and the universe, otherwise you just "LIKE STUFF", if you say you love music but dont like techno, or country music, then you only LIKE MUSIC, if you say you love movies but dont like horror or sci-fi, the you only LIKE MOVIES, if you say you love somebody but dont like the way they speak or live, then you only LIKE SOMEBODY, because love is all encompassing, if you love somebody, music, or movies, then you love all movies, and all types of music, and everything about that person, regardless of whether they steal or cheat, because to know love you have to know the mind and to know the mind you have to know the go, and to know the ego, you know that we humans are basically weak, and easily manipulated, and ignorant of about 99% of our universe, and we are ruled by our own created fears, its acually quite amazing we have lasted this long, learn what love is and you will learn what life is, learn what life is and you will learn there is no death, but only what you think it to be, i truley love you all, your faults and hang ups, your wants and fears, your sufferings and fears, be good, and love one another, please, with a cherry on top.........
What hope have we got if even wiki cant define love, is it because it is written by people who have not experienced it, is it defineable, or has it become something different, has the word spawned another catergory.
Maybe because the word is used so freely today, interchangeably with "like", i love ice-cream, i love horses, i love pink, then theres the different levels of love between different people, family, friends, husbands and wives.
It's also amussing that it is clearly the most popular subject throughout all forms of expression in oneway or another, either people want it, have it, or have lost it,
But none of this matters because love doesnt even need other peoples recognition for it to exist, "love thy enemy" and you will have no enemies, love is blind and formless, people say they want to "fall in love", do you really know what you want to fall for. People are more interested in trust and companionship than love, "how can i love anybody if i cant trust them?", "be careful, she/he may break your heart?", love conquers all because it is beyond the ego, only the ego worries about pain and suffering, money and gold, to know love is to love everything about the world and the universe, otherwise you just "LIKE STUFF", if you say you love music but dont like techno, or country music, then you only LIKE MUSIC, if you say you love movies but dont like horror or sci-fi, the you only LIKE MOVIES, if you say you love somebody but dont like the way they speak or live, then you only LIKE SOMEBODY, because love is all encompassing, if you love somebody, music, or movies, then you love all movies, and all types of music, and everything about that person, regardless of whether they steal or cheat, because to know love you have to know the mind and to know the mind you have to know the go, and to know the ego, you know that we humans are basically weak, and easily manipulated, and ignorant of about 99% of our universe, and we are ruled by our own created fears, its acually quite amazing we have lasted this long, learn what love is and you will learn what life is, learn what life is and you will learn there is no death, but only what you think it to be, i truley love you all, your faults and hang ups, your wants and fears, your sufferings and fears, be good, and love one another, please, with a cherry on top.........
Thursday, July 20, 2006
WHATAREYOUSEARCHINGFOR
WHAT ARE YOU SEARCHING FOR,
do you know what love is,
do you know what life is,
do you know what freedom is,
do you know what death is,
do you know what pain is,
do you know what God is,
do you know what beauty is,
do you know what fear is,
do you know what compassion is,
do you know what time is,
do you know what the mind is,
do you know what the heart is,
do you know what happiness is,
do you know what suffering is,
do you know what space is
WHAT DO YOU KNOW?
do you know what love is,
do you know what life is,
do you know what freedom is,
do you know what death is,
do you know what pain is,
do you know what God is,
do you know what beauty is,
do you know what fear is,
do you know what compassion is,
do you know what time is,
do you know what the mind is,
do you know what the heart is,
do you know what happiness is,
do you know what suffering is,
do you know what space is
WHAT DO YOU KNOW?
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
WHATS HAPPINING
Do you ever wonder who the people in this cyber world are,
and what they do,
there are so many faces,
but who are these people,
with lives, real relationships,
feelings goals and faults,
can a connection jump through the screen,
can emotions grow through telephone lines,
it must have been the roses in a dream with in a dream,
that i saw your faces,
the smell of fear somehow matching my own,
holding your had as your soul runs rings, is there another world for us,
what will you do if the anxiety gets to much,
by a gun,
a bottle of pills,
or are happy with the brown ale,
does it make you feel bigger than you are,
does it ease your pain of loneliness,
does it help the time to go quicker,
do you even know yourself,
what are you good at,
what cant you do,
do you think your beautiful,
or blinded by what beauty your told,
is your heart bleeding,
because you cant admit,
does your anger swell,
because you let them hurt,
will you know love,
if you dont know yourself,
what will you be,
if you cant be a friend,
what will you be,
alone and cold on your own,
will death come before,
you can say sorry,
will death come for you tonight,
before you feel real love,
and what they do,
there are so many faces,
but who are these people,
with lives, real relationships,
feelings goals and faults,
can a connection jump through the screen,
can emotions grow through telephone lines,
it must have been the roses in a dream with in a dream,
that i saw your faces,
the smell of fear somehow matching my own,
holding your had as your soul runs rings, is there another world for us,
what will you do if the anxiety gets to much,
by a gun,
a bottle of pills,
or are happy with the brown ale,
does it make you feel bigger than you are,
does it ease your pain of loneliness,
does it help the time to go quicker,
do you even know yourself,
what are you good at,
what cant you do,
do you think your beautiful,
or blinded by what beauty your told,
is your heart bleeding,
because you cant admit,
does your anger swell,
because you let them hurt,
will you know love,
if you dont know yourself,
what will you be,
if you cant be a friend,
what will you be,
alone and cold on your own,
will death come before,
you can say sorry,
will death come for you tonight,
before you feel real love,
WORRY
its amazing how much pressure parents put their children under and society at school, not only is there so much rubbish that goes on while at school with other students, trying to adjust, and make up for what ever it is they think they lack, who cares if your a nerd, a jock, or somewhere inbetween, because once you leave school none of that means shit, and whether you were really popular or not, no one cares there just stupid little games made up and carried on by those who know they are as smart as the rest so their ego has to make up the difference some where, stop putting our children under pressure to make up for your generations failures, all generations have their ups and downs, and every new generation has deal with all of that before they even start, so stop for a while, relax look at yourself and your life, and think what would you do or feel now if you knew you were going to die tomorrow, how much would you care about those bills, if you didnt have to pay them, you wont die if you dont get that job, you wont die if you dont find a lover now, you wont die if you dont get that promotion its only ego trying to make you feel that you will, let go of the worry and just focus upon what you can change the rest will take care of its self, peace out and love to all, were all suffering together
Friday, July 14, 2006
silence is our gateway to freedom
silence is our gateway to freedom
sucking what possessions we do have left for your own ego
are you just a weed in society trying to survive anywhere and way you can
have you ever found yourself wasting time in bed, or watching TV, playing on the computer all day, why dont you ask yourself what benefit does this have to my short existance
people keep asking why, but what have they done to help or seek information, i'm tired of listening to ignorant people asking why, but they are not willing to help the situation any child can ask why, why why why, but where does it help the world if you never change, how can our species grow if none of you are willing to change willing to question everything you perceive because all your perceptions are based upon chemical reactions in your brain and its own intepretations, this is your body, this the basis of the Earth and all of its inhabitants, and if you dont care about them or the Earth than why are you here you are nothing more than a disease a terrorist upon this soil, if we can not find a solution soon Mother Earth will, and we will not be a part of its future, what good will money be when you are dead, what good is a promotion if you are bed ridden with cancer, dont leave an arid waste land for our children to shaubble over, i refuse to leave nothing but war, disease and hatred to our children
sucking what possessions we do have left for your own ego
are you just a weed in society trying to survive anywhere and way you can
have you ever found yourself wasting time in bed, or watching TV, playing on the computer all day, why dont you ask yourself what benefit does this have to my short existance
people keep asking why, but what have they done to help or seek information, i'm tired of listening to ignorant people asking why, but they are not willing to help the situation any child can ask why, why why why, but where does it help the world if you never change, how can our species grow if none of you are willing to change willing to question everything you perceive because all your perceptions are based upon chemical reactions in your brain and its own intepretations, this is your body, this the basis of the Earth and all of its inhabitants, and if you dont care about them or the Earth than why are you here you are nothing more than a disease a terrorist upon this soil, if we can not find a solution soon Mother Earth will, and we will not be a part of its future, what good will money be when you are dead, what good is a promotion if you are bed ridden with cancer, dont leave an arid waste land for our children to shaubble over, i refuse to leave nothing but war, disease and hatred to our children
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
WHAT IS HATE
Its arrogance and ignorance that breeds hatred, both stemming from a lack of knowledge and compassion, of thy self and of others, but thats how your ego wants it, and hatred will always find a way to reach the surface, and its affect on others and the world, is only governed by ones assests and power, its should be the governments and the medias job to expell hate and ignorance from society, not to feed them, and fuel the demons even further, though many individuals have become lazy and obsessed with attaining material wealth that they have forgotten what life is about, until they are about to die, or get cancer, they are spoon fed what to do and think while they are fit and healthy and able to work day and night, only to be told what to by, and to look a certain way, and then they are never rich, they are always poor, poor in their heart, people become nothing but brand names and billboards for companies to maniulate others, people arent hated for no reason, and no matter how much you wish to control people they will always find a way to be heard.
We have been infected with a disease that began before emost of us were even born, but it is not old nor is the cure, but now its spiralling out of control with nothing esle to stop it now but itself, another product of the ego, which if you can not see it by now you may not see it untill your next life, you just need to look at the amount of insecurity of the biggest power this earth has ever seen, which has a military budget two and a half times bigger than the next nine largest potentials put together, Russia, China Iran, North Korea, Iraq, Libya, Syria, Sudan, and Cuba.
It has also according to William Blum perverted elections in 23 other coutries,
Italy 1948-70's,
Lebanon 1950,
Indonesia 1955,
Vietnam 1955,
Guiana 1953-64,
Japan 1958-70,
Nepal 1959,
Laos 1960,
Brazil 1962,
Dominican Republic 1962,
Guatemala 1963
Bolivia 1966
Chile 1964-70's,
Portugal 1974-75,
Australia, 1974-75,
Jamaica 1976,
Panama 1984, 1989,
Nicargua 1984,
Haiti 1987-8
Bulgaria 1991-2,
Russia 1996
Monogolia 1996
Bosnia 1998,
It has also led in the attempted banning of all nuclear armourment, and yet leads the world with the largest stockpiles of nuclear weapons, and still the only country to have ever used nuclear weapons upon another country, they are also one of the countries that donates the least amount of money to third world countries, only 0.1 percent of their GDP, while donates Denmark, 1.01%, Norway, 0.91%, the Netherlands, 0.79% and Sweden, 0.7%.
There will be no resolve to the "terror", in any country if people arent able to communicate and be heard, and are not able to be honest with themselves and others, and be able to self critize their own behaviour, instead of being so two faced and arogant to work together and for some to accept not everyone wants or thinks the same as yourself, you will not be able to apply the same guidelines for all cultures or people, and its time the individuals began to think for themselves, and realize that governments all over the world are not completly honest, , countries also need to respect each otherand allow them to live as they wish and should only ever get involved if ivvited, , more individuals need to get involved in their countries own actions at home and abroad, its the only to police the police and governments, for if people werent so self and country centered they wouldnt be so blind and rermain ignorant of the world and its different cultures, and there wouldnt be so much hate in the world. Once the most popular country in the world, is now becoming the most hated, and people wonder why, too much of anything is bad for you
We have been infected with a disease that began before emost of us were even born, but it is not old nor is the cure, but now its spiralling out of control with nothing esle to stop it now but itself, another product of the ego, which if you can not see it by now you may not see it untill your next life, you just need to look at the amount of insecurity of the biggest power this earth has ever seen, which has a military budget two and a half times bigger than the next nine largest potentials put together, Russia, China Iran, North Korea, Iraq, Libya, Syria, Sudan, and Cuba.
It has also according to William Blum perverted elections in 23 other coutries,
Italy 1948-70's,
Lebanon 1950,
Indonesia 1955,
Vietnam 1955,
Guiana 1953-64,
Japan 1958-70,
Nepal 1959,
Laos 1960,
Brazil 1962,
Dominican Republic 1962,
Guatemala 1963
Bolivia 1966
Chile 1964-70's,
Portugal 1974-75,
Australia, 1974-75,
Jamaica 1976,
Panama 1984, 1989,
Nicargua 1984,
Haiti 1987-8
Bulgaria 1991-2,
Russia 1996
Monogolia 1996
Bosnia 1998,
It has also led in the attempted banning of all nuclear armourment, and yet leads the world with the largest stockpiles of nuclear weapons, and still the only country to have ever used nuclear weapons upon another country, they are also one of the countries that donates the least amount of money to third world countries, only 0.1 percent of their GDP, while donates Denmark, 1.01%, Norway, 0.91%, the Netherlands, 0.79% and Sweden, 0.7%.
There will be no resolve to the "terror", in any country if people arent able to communicate and be heard, and are not able to be honest with themselves and others, and be able to self critize their own behaviour, instead of being so two faced and arogant to work together and for some to accept not everyone wants or thinks the same as yourself, you will not be able to apply the same guidelines for all cultures or people, and its time the individuals began to think for themselves, and realize that governments all over the world are not completly honest, , countries also need to respect each otherand allow them to live as they wish and should only ever get involved if ivvited, , more individuals need to get involved in their countries own actions at home and abroad, its the only to police the police and governments, for if people werent so self and country centered they wouldnt be so blind and rermain ignorant of the world and its different cultures, and there wouldnt be so much hate in the world. Once the most popular country in the world, is now becoming the most hated, and people wonder why, too much of anything is bad for you
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
A "Beach" moment
if any one who has seen "The Beach" you will know what i mean, i was sitting the other day in a bar having dinner just watchin a movie, and it struck me as rather similar to that of a scene in "The Beach", but a couple of things were different, one, i was there on buisness waiting for visa applications, two i didnt want to be there in the first place, and third, i couldnt afford to do anything because i didnt have the money, but it did remind of that feeling you get that your doing what everyone else is doing, and that you have to make a choice, is this what i want, will this make me happy, or is it a level of comfort i am prepared to accept, are you prepared to spend the rest of your life living and working to pay for a house you may never own, do people feel safe following everyone else, maybe if you were a fish in the big big sea being followed by a big shark, and that if you can stay in the middle of the school you will be safe, but then you see a juicy piece of food, but then its to late, you have become food and your DEAD!
(i know this story will be lost on many, but for those who see beyond the symbols, will already know what i mean)
(i know this story will be lost on many, but for those who see beyond the symbols, will already know what i mean)
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
GUNS, an extension of a very small @#$!
Guns are for those who need to oppress those who are not so easily brainwashed, becasue they are unable to control their own mind, so to compensate they have to oppress those who think they are weaker, those who are lazy, or those who are yet to get guns themselves, cant people see how the ego works or are they still stuck in their own little world,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Or is it out of fear, because have you ever had those moments of fear that strick you in every cell of your body, if you know of samvega, then you will know what i'm talking about, but for me it usually occurrs when i look into the mirror and realize the face looking back will not last very long, and soon it will be dead, it will begin to decay before it is cremated, so i had better my act together, because before i do actually die i have to learn how to die every moment of the day, so that when the actual time comes, i am aware of what is happening and will be able to let go of all the suffering and ego, and this annoying body, because none of it is me, and of it will of any use to me any more, so dont wait till its to late, face death now, because the sooner you realize it, the sooner you will see that there is no death but just a process of life, and that only this body is gone, but then what day havent you lost something from your body, you cant even control your own bodily finctions, or health how do you expect to control it, you cant even stop old age, so let it go and just live in the silence of life, love and energy. peace and bless you all,
Ive also takin over another website, but beware, its not for the faint hearted, or fearful, only for those who are fellow truth seekers,
http://www.myspace.com/virustobecured
Or is it out of fear, because have you ever had those moments of fear that strick you in every cell of your body, if you know of samvega, then you will know what i'm talking about, but for me it usually occurrs when i look into the mirror and realize the face looking back will not last very long, and soon it will be dead, it will begin to decay before it is cremated, so i had better my act together, because before i do actually die i have to learn how to die every moment of the day, so that when the actual time comes, i am aware of what is happening and will be able to let go of all the suffering and ego, and this annoying body, because none of it is me, and of it will of any use to me any more, so dont wait till its to late, face death now, because the sooner you realize it, the sooner you will see that there is no death but just a process of life, and that only this body is gone, but then what day havent you lost something from your body, you cant even control your own bodily finctions, or health how do you expect to control it, you cant even stop old age, so let it go and just live in the silence of life, love and energy. peace and bless you all,
Ive also takin over another website, but beware, its not for the faint hearted, or fearful, only for those who are fellow truth seekers,
http://www.myspace.com/virustobecured
Monday, July 03, 2006
THIS MACHINE
Dont be fooled by this machine, this body has been made with elements from the Earth, and cant survive with out them, there is as much beauty in it as there is in a tre, blade of grass, grain of sand, piece of plastic, cigarette, piece of furniture, insect, animal or your own shit, all are made up of the same chemical substances, and all have the same origin and the same ending, this is isnt hwre the beauty lies, because these are just elements and forms, that are impermanent and empty, in a 100 years, or a million years the chemicals which make up your body today and keep it working, will still be here, the water you drink will still be here, the food and oxygen you ingest will still be here, but your machince will be long gone, and if you dont realize certain truths, your ego will also still be here, so dont fear death you have hundreds of years of pain and suffering still ahead, so cheer up there is plenty more pain to go through, but i will pray for you, and for those who are still suffering, you are always on my mind, and my last reason to shed a tear, but I will not tell you the way, because you wont believe me, and its far far more fun to find it on your own, so good luck, and drop a line if you need a couple of hints, if i dont have them i know a couple of ways to find them, if your ready...... to face your fears head on?
Sunday, July 02, 2006
THE EGO
there is no benefit in having an ego, all it does is build you up when up are up, and keep you down when you are down, it doesnt want you know that real happiness and contentment can only come from living an equinamious existance, where the middle ground is the only satisfying way, the ego only searchs for distractions, to keep, and hide away the truth from you, and your true ability, no matter how happy, successful you have been or are right now, it doesnt even compare to that living without ego, sit down and listen to the sound of silence, and to that which life eminates, sit by a tree, a river or upon a beach, and get in touch with the life force of the universe, dont allow your ego to beat you down, there is nothing that is ever different from what you are already, its only that you are caught up in a game you have never even understood, and have never even known the score,
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
LOVE
Its a real shame that most people dont even know what love is, and even more of a shame that most people never experince it, real love is not a spare of the moment emotion, it is not stagnet, in fact it must grow to exist, love is not dormant and for two people to grow old together love must change as people change, there is only one LOVE, love does not know sex, hate, age, colour, religion, money, gold, fame, all it know is the truth and love itself, it doesnt know fear, nor hinderance, the only that stops people from experinceing love is their own minds, which are constantly craving conflict and attention, most people say they want love and yet they are unaware of what it is, and how to maintain it, love is the only emotion in the universe that can save us, and it can only survive throu honesty, compassion and communication, to know pure love for someone, is to know love for all beings, ants to elephants, if man wasnt so stupid and arrogant, there would be no need for guns or makeup, because for one beauty is not what one can SEE, but what one can FEEL, and guns are for children who run around their rooms making loud noises and screaming at each other.
THIS IS A PRAYER FOR THE HUMAN RACE,
EVOLVE NOW OR DIE,
LOVE EACH AND ALL BEINGS OR DIE,
GIVE WHAT YOU HAVE TO THOSE WHO NEED IT, OR DIE,
SEE BEAUTY NOT IN A FACE, BUT IN SOMES HEART, OR DIE,
THIS IS NOT MEANT AS A THREAT, BUT OUR IMMINENT FUTURE, IF WE DO NOT LISTEN TO THE ENLIGHTENED BEINGS OF OUR PAST, OUR FUTURE WILL BE SHORT.....
MAY ALL BEINGS BE HAPPY,
MAY ALL BEINGS BE HEALED AND WHOLE,
MAY THERE BE PEACE IN THIS WORLD AND THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE
THIS IS A PRAYER FOR THE HUMAN RACE,
EVOLVE NOW OR DIE,
LOVE EACH AND ALL BEINGS OR DIE,
GIVE WHAT YOU HAVE TO THOSE WHO NEED IT, OR DIE,
SEE BEAUTY NOT IN A FACE, BUT IN SOMES HEART, OR DIE,
THIS IS NOT MEANT AS A THREAT, BUT OUR IMMINENT FUTURE, IF WE DO NOT LISTEN TO THE ENLIGHTENED BEINGS OF OUR PAST, OUR FUTURE WILL BE SHORT.....
MAY ALL BEINGS BE HAPPY,
MAY ALL BEINGS BE HEALED AND WHOLE,
MAY THERE BE PEACE IN THIS WORLD AND THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE
Monday, June 26, 2006
OH TO BE A CHILD
oh to be a child again in heaven one minute then hell, and then back to heaven, oh so simple, so easy and so so much more intelligent than adults who hang on to every emotion like its going to be their last, as some sort of definition of their being what a load of shit, if your angry than be angry for that moment because thats all it deserves dont let your emotions rule your heart and mind, and dont let it influence your life so that you end up doing something you will regret, or for just keeping up appearances so every body thinks your cool, or to make some one else feel bad because you feel like shit...............grow up and realize your emotions are yours alone, so dont blame others for your own unhappiness or shity life, because there is only one person you can blame, and dont go trying to bring others down because you feel lost and confused.......
Friday, June 23, 2006
OH HOW TIRED THEE
i'm so tried and when i'm tired i get grumpy, and when i get grumpy i can go 2 ways, sleep, or my prefered option, thou not always available, and the other option is to get upset, bitchy, and whinge, whinge, whinge, and it took me a long time to realise that, and infact it took an ex-girlfriend to bring it to my attention, which of course i denied at first, until the next time i was tired and realized that was i grumpy, but now i move on to the whinging, i have a really sore tooth, and its becoming very annoying, theres nothing like pain to bring your awareness back to the body, and what a fine way it is, am i doomed to be tired for the rest of my life, is that my punishment,
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