its only the ego that creates jealousy, anger, and depression, to love is the greatest gift to give, and recieve, if we could love one another under this blue sky, then we would never need weapons or WMD, and think how much money would be left to go to food, disease and poverty, feed the poor, and shelter the sick, not your ego and weapons
LOVE IS ALL WE NEED, CONCENTRATION AND ENERGY ALL WE HAVE.............MAY ALL BEINGS BE HAPPY, MAY ALL BEINGS BE HEALED AND HEALTHY, MAY ALL BEINGS BE FREE FROM HARM AND SUFFERING, MAY ALL BEINGS BE AWAKENED AND LIBERATED, MAY ALL BEINGS ENJOY INNER PEACE AND EASE, MAY THERE BE PEACE IN THIS WORLD AND THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.............MAN IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL, ONLY THROUGH THE MIND CAN EVIL SURVIVE.............
Friday, July 28, 2006
LOVE 3
its only the ego that creates jealousy, anger, and depression, to love is the greatest gift to give, and recieve, if we could love one another under this blue sky, then we would never need weapons or WMD, and think how much money would be left to go to food, disease and poverty, feed the poor, and shelter the sick, not your ego and weapons
Thursday, July 27, 2006
LOVE 2
What hope have we got if even wiki cant define love, is it because it is written by people who have not experienced it, is it defineable, or has it become something different, has the word spawned another catergory.
Maybe because the word is used so freely today, interchangeably with "like", i love ice-cream, i love horses, i love pink, then theres the different levels of love between different people, family, friends, husbands and wives.
It's also amussing that it is clearly the most popular subject throughout all forms of expression in oneway or another, either people want it, have it, or have lost it,
But none of this matters because love doesnt even need other peoples recognition for it to exist, "love thy enemy" and you will have no enemies, love is blind and formless, people say they want to "fall in love", do you really know what you want to fall for. People are more interested in trust and companionship than love, "how can i love anybody if i cant trust them?", "be careful, she/he may break your heart?", love conquers all because it is beyond the ego, only the ego worries about pain and suffering, money and gold, to know love is to love everything about the world and the universe, otherwise you just "LIKE STUFF", if you say you love music but dont like techno, or country music, then you only LIKE MUSIC, if you say you love movies but dont like horror or sci-fi, the you only LIKE MOVIES, if you say you love somebody but dont like the way they speak or live, then you only LIKE SOMEBODY, because love is all encompassing, if you love somebody, music, or movies, then you love all movies, and all types of music, and everything about that person, regardless of whether they steal or cheat, because to know love you have to know the mind and to know the mind you have to know the go, and to know the ego, you know that we humans are basically weak, and easily manipulated, and ignorant of about 99% of our universe, and we are ruled by our own created fears, its acually quite amazing we have lasted this long, learn what love is and you will learn what life is, learn what life is and you will learn there is no death, but only what you think it to be, i truley love you all, your faults and hang ups, your wants and fears, your sufferings and fears, be good, and love one another, please, with a cherry on top.........
Thursday, July 20, 2006
WHATAREYOUSEARCHINGFOR
do you know what love is,
do you know what life is,
do you know what freedom is,
do you know what death is,
do you know what pain is,
do you know what God is,
do you know what beauty is,
do you know what fear is,
do you know what compassion is,
do you know what time is,
do you know what the mind is,
do you know what the heart is,
do you know what happiness is,
do you know what suffering is,
do you know what space is
WHAT DO YOU KNOW?
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
WHATS HAPPINING
and what they do,
there are so many faces,
but who are these people,
with lives, real relationships,
feelings goals and faults,
can a connection jump through the screen,
can emotions grow through telephone lines,
it must have been the roses in a dream with in a dream,
that i saw your faces,
the smell of fear somehow matching my own,
holding your had as your soul runs rings, is there another world for us,
what will you do if the anxiety gets to much,
by a gun,
a bottle of pills,
or are happy with the brown ale,
does it make you feel bigger than you are,
does it ease your pain of loneliness,
does it help the time to go quicker,
do you even know yourself,
what are you good at,
what cant you do,
do you think your beautiful,
or blinded by what beauty your told,
is your heart bleeding,
because you cant admit,
does your anger swell,
because you let them hurt,
will you know love,
if you dont know yourself,
what will you be,
if you cant be a friend,
what will you be,
alone and cold on your own,
will death come before,
you can say sorry,
will death come for you tonight,
before you feel real love,
WORRY
Friday, July 14, 2006
silence is our gateway to freedom
sucking what possessions we do have left for your own ego
are you just a weed in society trying to survive anywhere and way you can
have you ever found yourself wasting time in bed, or watching TV, playing on the computer all day, why dont you ask yourself what benefit does this have to my short existance
people keep asking why, but what have they done to help or seek information, i'm tired of listening to ignorant people asking why, but they are not willing to help the situation any child can ask why, why why why, but where does it help the world if you never change, how can our species grow if none of you are willing to change willing to question everything you perceive because all your perceptions are based upon chemical reactions in your brain and its own intepretations, this is your body, this the basis of the Earth and all of its inhabitants, and if you dont care about them or the Earth than why are you here you are nothing more than a disease a terrorist upon this soil, if we can not find a solution soon Mother Earth will, and we will not be a part of its future, what good will money be when you are dead, what good is a promotion if you are bed ridden with cancer, dont leave an arid waste land for our children to shaubble over, i refuse to leave nothing but war, disease and hatred to our children
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
WHAT IS HATE
We have been infected with a disease that began before emost of us were even born, but it is not old nor is the cure, but now its spiralling out of control with nothing esle to stop it now but itself, another product of the ego, which if you can not see it by now you may not see it untill your next life, you just need to look at the amount of insecurity of the biggest power this earth has ever seen, which has a military budget two and a half times bigger than the next nine largest potentials put together, Russia, China Iran, North Korea, Iraq, Libya, Syria, Sudan, and Cuba.
It has also according to William Blum perverted elections in 23 other coutries,
Italy 1948-70's,
Lebanon 1950,
Indonesia 1955,
Vietnam 1955,
Guiana 1953-64,
Japan 1958-70,
Nepal 1959,
Laos 1960,
Brazil 1962,
Dominican Republic 1962,
Guatemala 1963
Bolivia 1966
Chile 1964-70's,
Portugal 1974-75,
Australia, 1974-75,
Jamaica 1976,
Panama 1984, 1989,
Nicargua 1984,
Haiti 1987-8
Bulgaria 1991-2,
Russia 1996
Monogolia 1996
Bosnia 1998,
It has also led in the attempted banning of all nuclear armourment, and yet leads the world with the largest stockpiles of nuclear weapons, and still the only country to have ever used nuclear weapons upon another country, they are also one of the countries that donates the least amount of money to third world countries, only 0.1 percent of their GDP, while donates Denmark, 1.01%, Norway, 0.91%, the Netherlands, 0.79% and Sweden, 0.7%.
There will be no resolve to the "terror", in any country if people arent able to communicate and be heard, and are not able to be honest with themselves and others, and be able to self critize their own behaviour, instead of being so two faced and arogant to work together and for some to accept not everyone wants or thinks the same as yourself, you will not be able to apply the same guidelines for all cultures or people, and its time the individuals began to think for themselves, and realize that governments all over the world are not completly honest, , countries also need to respect each otherand allow them to live as they wish and should only ever get involved if ivvited, , more individuals need to get involved in their countries own actions at home and abroad, its the only to police the police and governments, for if people werent so self and country centered they wouldnt be so blind and rermain ignorant of the world and its different cultures, and there wouldnt be so much hate in the world. Once the most popular country in the world, is now becoming the most hated, and people wonder why, too much of anything is bad for you
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
A "Beach" moment
(i know this story will be lost on many, but for those who see beyond the symbols, will already know what i mean)
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
GUNS, an extension of a very small @#$!
Or is it out of fear, because have you ever had those moments of fear that strick you in every cell of your body, if you know of samvega, then you will know what i'm talking about, but for me it usually occurrs when i look into the mirror and realize the face looking back will not last very long, and soon it will be dead, it will begin to decay before it is cremated, so i had better my act together, because before i do actually die i have to learn how to die every moment of the day, so that when the actual time comes, i am aware of what is happening and will be able to let go of all the suffering and ego, and this annoying body, because none of it is me, and of it will of any use to me any more, so dont wait till its to late, face death now, because the sooner you realize it, the sooner you will see that there is no death but just a process of life, and that only this body is gone, but then what day havent you lost something from your body, you cant even control your own bodily finctions, or health how do you expect to control it, you cant even stop old age, so let it go and just live in the silence of life, love and energy. peace and bless you all,
Ive also takin over another website, but beware, its not for the faint hearted, or fearful, only for those who are fellow truth seekers,
http://www.myspace.com/virustobecured
Monday, July 03, 2006
THIS MACHINE
Sunday, July 02, 2006
THE EGO
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
LOVE
THIS IS A PRAYER FOR THE HUMAN RACE,
EVOLVE NOW OR DIE,
LOVE EACH AND ALL BEINGS OR DIE,
GIVE WHAT YOU HAVE TO THOSE WHO NEED IT, OR DIE,
SEE BEAUTY NOT IN A FACE, BUT IN SOMES HEART, OR DIE,
THIS IS NOT MEANT AS A THREAT, BUT OUR IMMINENT FUTURE, IF WE DO NOT LISTEN TO THE ENLIGHTENED BEINGS OF OUR PAST, OUR FUTURE WILL BE SHORT.....
MAY ALL BEINGS BE HAPPY,
MAY ALL BEINGS BE HEALED AND WHOLE,
MAY THERE BE PEACE IN THIS WORLD AND THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE
Monday, June 26, 2006
OH TO BE A CHILD
Friday, June 23, 2006
OH HOW TIRED THEE
Monday, June 19, 2006
HA HA HA HA HA HA SO LITTLE TIME SO MUCH TO BLOG
The baby is crying.
Clothes have spread out and it has started raining.
Water is flowing from the tap.
Doorbell is ringing.
Phone bell is ringing.
Think about what you will do first then what second and so on…above all be honest!! Scroll down to see the explanation.
Each action reflects your priorities that you have set in your life. Take a look at the following table to see which priority corresponds to which action.
Attend the phone Career and job
See who is at the door Friends and relatives
Pick up the clothes Sex
Attend the baby Family
Close the tap Wealth
For example if the first thing that you did was to answer the phone then your biggest priority in life would be your career and job. Similarly if the fourth thing that you did was to attend to the baby then your fourth priority would be your family.
This is a real test given by the human relations department at many of the major corporations today. It's only 10 simple questions, so... Grab a pencil andpaper, keeping track of your answers.
1. When do you feel your best?
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a) I see myself in a forest in daylight.
b) I see myself in a forest at night.
c) I see myself in a forest at dusk or dawn
a) Yes
b) NoThe Cup
a) I've seen a cup that looks valuable to me.
b) I've seen a cup that doesn't look valuable to me.
a) I leave it alone.
b) I pick it up & put it down.
c) I use it & then leave it behind.
d) I pick it up & take it with me.
a) I see a puddle.
b) I see a pond.
c) I see a stream.
d) I see a river.
e) I see a lake.
f) I see an ocean.
a) Yes (fast).
b) Yes (slow).
c) No (it's still).
d) No (it's stagnant).
a) It's shallow.
b) I can stand up in it.
c) I can't stand up in it.
d) It's extremely deep.
a) I step over, wade through or swim.
b) I walk round.
c) I use a bridge.
d) I use a boat or a ship.
a) I saw a cute teddy.
b) I saw a real one.
a) My bear hasn't seen me.
b) My bear's seen me, he's doing cute 'bear type' things.
c) My bear's seen me, but is minding his own business.
d) My bear's seen me, & he's looking threatening.
e) None of them... he's coming right at me!
a) I don't. Actually, he's cute, I'm seriously considering adoption.
b) I ignore him & walk on.
c) I get out of there before he sees me.
d) I run up a tree or hide.
e) I stand & fight. I win.
f) I stand & fight. I suffer a slight wound.
g) None of these options is close.
a) Hundreds, maybe thousands.
b) 20-100 people.
c) One or two.
d) None.
a) Close enough to talk to.
b) Not close enough to talk to.
c) Way off in the distance or the beach is deserted.
Analysis
The Forest & the Path
The Cup = Wealth
The Water = Sex
The Bear = Stress & Problems: How you deal with them
The Beach = How you relate to people
The Forest & the Path
If you left the cup alone you were given the chance to take a reward but left it behind you. Either wealth has no real value to you or 'Wealth' is something you think you've got to work for.
If you picked the cup up and then put it down again you were given the chance to take a reward and then you found an immediate use for the cup and used it there & then. Many people see a cup of tea or coffee & drink it. Did you do something similar? You left the chance for reward behind you & found a practical use for the cup. You took a 'here & now' approach to the reward.
If you used the cup but then left it behind it means that you were given the chance to take a reward, you were curious enough to pick the cup up, but left it behind you. Either wealth has no real value to you or 'Wealth' is something you think you've got to work for.
If you took the cup with you then you probably saw a cup that was in some way valuable to you. You saw the chance to quickly reward yourself with easy pickings & you took it.
If you saw a real bear you were given the chance to see a problem. People under routine-stress will see large & very dangerous bears.
Equally a bear you're ignoring or was ignoring you, is indicative of how you see stress & problems when they're presented to you.If the bear hasn't see you or has seen you but is doing cute 'bear type' things then you don't have many real problems in your life. You're not under everyday stress or worry. Given the chance to see a problem, you didn't see one. No bad thing.
If the bear has seen you but is minding his own business then whilst you have the usual problems in your life, you're not under unhealthy levels of stress or worry.
If the bear has seen you and is looking threatening you need a holiday! You're under high levels of stress or worry. This could be unhealthy.
How you get round the bear is indicative of how you deal with problems & how you resolve them. If you answered that you were considering adoption then your approach is very different to other people's. Unfortunately for them, most people are under much more stress than you.
If you saw hundreds then you're quite a social animal, a person that's very comfortable in a crowded pub, club or bar. You may even seek them out. You may like an audience. Where're you going toni or two people then you're a person who wouldn't want to spend a whole lot of time in crowded pubs, clubs or bars. You prefer talking to one or two people rather than a group. You can be a social animal, but you're often content with your own company. The vast majority of people see a beach with one or two people on it.
If you didn't see any people then you're a person least comfortable in a crowded pub, club or bar. You may even avoid them. You've the potential to be a social animal, but you wouldn't get lonely stranded on a desert island. You're content for long periods of time with your own company.Where you see people on the beach is symbolic of how you relate to people around you. If you saw people close enough to talk to then this suggests you want contact with other people most of the time.
If you saw people that weren't close enough to talk to then this suggests you don't need contact with other people all of the time, but like to know that someone is there for you.
If you saw people in the distance then you don't need contact with other people all of the time. You're happy with you own company.
1. Vanilla
Analysis
If you like vanilla, you are colorful, impulsive, a risk taker who sets high goals and has high expectations of yourself. You also enjoy close family relationships. Gregarious, lives a hectic life. Easily suggestible, expressive, idealistic; a private person.(Prototype lovelorn housewife.)
If you like chocolate, you are lively, creative, dramatic, charming, enthusiastic and the life of the party. Chocolate fans enjoy being at the center of attention and can become bored with the usual routine. Seductive, well-dressed, extroverted, easily influenced, a follower, intuitive, enjoys intimate relationships.(Prototype: feminine woman, macho man.)
If you like butter pecan, you are orderly, perfectionist, careful, detail-oriented, conscientious, ethical and fiscally conservative. You are also competitive, aggressive in sports and the take-charge type of personality.(Prototype: executive, secretary.)
If you like banana, you are easy going, well adjusted, generous, honest and empathetic.(Prototype: the perfect husband, wife, parent or child.)
If you like strawberry, you are shy, yet emotionally robust, skeptical, detail-oriented, opinionated, introverted and self critical. Easily made to feel guilty; cranky, pessimistic, low self-esteem.(Prototype: bureaucrat, journalist.)
If you like chocolate chip, you are generous, competitive and accomplished. You are charming in social situations, ambitious and competent. A visionary, a conqueror, enjoys being catered to, a go-getter, intolerant of defeat.(Prototype: Industry leaders, voted most likely to succeed in school.)
The flavorology research also compiled a compatibility chart for ice cream lovers. If your favorite flavor is:
Vanilla - you are most likely to be compatible with someone whose favorite flavor is vanilla.
Chocolate - compatible with butter pecan or chocolate chip.
Butter pecan - compatible with butter pecan, chocolate and chocolate chip.
Banana - compatible with all flavors.
Strawberry - compatible with chocolate chip.
Chocolate chip - compatible with butter pecan or chocolate.
1) What is the first animal you see?
2) What is the second animal you see?
Imagine now there is a hut in front of you....
3) Do you :
a) Bypass it
b) Knock before going in
c) Rush in.
Now imagine yourself in the hut....
4) There are 20 candles in it, how many will you light up?
5) What is the shape of the table that you think is in the hut?Is it square or round?
6) How many chairs do you see around the table?
7) There is also a jug in this hut. What do you think the material of this jug is?
8) State the amount of water in it?
a) no water
b) 1/2 full
c) 3/4 full
d) totally full.
Now imagine that you are out of the hut...
9) You have reach a beautiful waterfall. How fast do you think is the speed of the waterfall? (1-9) (1 is the slowest and 9 is the fastest)
10) How many swans are there that you see near the waterfall?
11) Now you have reach the river bank and your destination is just opposite. How do you go over?
a) jump into the river and swim across.
b) find another way to cross it.
12) What are the first words that you will say when you get over?
Finally....
13) Give 3 words to describe the sky.
14) And give 3 words to describe the sea.
Analysis
1) This question symbolizes the "reflection of your life".
2) This question symbolizes the "character of your life partner".
3) a) bypass means "not ready for relationships"
b) knock before going in means "ready for relationships"
c) Rush in means "you are desperate"
4) This question means "your generosity....the more you light up, the more generous you are"
5) If you have a square table this means that you are "stubborn", if you have a round table this means that you are "flexible"
6) This actually shows your "hospitality". The more the better!
7) Depends on what you say, this refers to the "material of your heart"
8) This refers to the "amount of love that you will give to your partner"
9) Speed actually refers to your "sex drive"
10) The number of swans, refer to the "number of best friends you have"
11) a) This means "that you act without thinking"
b) This means "that you think before you act"
12) This refers to the "first words you will say on your wedding night"
13) This 3 words describe "your point of view to love"
14) This 3 words describe "the sounds or kind of love-making you will have"
Love Test - Imagine that are walking to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house...
Get answers to your questions on love with this short quiz!
You are walking to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house.
You finally get to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house.
Analysis
Which road do you choose to take to your love's house?
Where do you put the roses?
Which road do you choose to go home?The short and long roads now represent how long you stay in love. If you chose the short one, you fall out of love easily.If you chose the long one, you tend to stay in love for a long time.
DU YOU THINK THEY THINK ABOUT THEY ARE THINKING
Thursday, June 15, 2006
WHY DOESNT SOMEONE STOP ME
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
You should major in: PhilosophyMusicTheologyArtHistoryForeign language |
Your World View |
| You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you. |
| You Have a Melancholic Temperament |
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. |
| Your Inner Child Is Naughty |
NOT ANOTHER BOX
| Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate |
You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with. |
there always seems to be another box for people to put you in, but i just CANT HELP MY SELF WHY OH WHY, burns all the boxs down, down, down, hurry before its to late.
SO MANY PROBLEMS
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
WHAT CAN WE DO WITH KIDS THAT DONT WANNA BE THERE
In the Garden of Solitude
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