lost

my heart was racing, fear was chasing, then you appeared and all the pain disappeared it doesnt hurt so much when i know your waiting for me on the otherside

you n i were meant to be with a smile

So much in common, so easy to get along with, every minute apart hurts, and every minute together ur smile is heaven, i cant get you out of my brain, under the chandelier, where is this going? who can say, but as it is now, i wouldnt change a thing

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wat is luv

I'm so in love with you, I'm afraid to touch you................

I was about to give up, until you showed up, i dont know where the pain came from, but it left me so numb, but your red red lips, and thick thick hips, cured my heart and my head, lets just lie around all day in bed, when you are here i feel so high, then you leave and i only cry, every beat, every breath, every second, your face is all i see, your smile, your eyes, your cheeks, set me free. you are so amazing dont you know, from your head all the way down to your toe.

I was about to give up, until you showed up, i dont know where the pain came from, but it left me so numb, but your red red lips, and thick thick hips, cured my heart and my head, lets just lie around in bed, when you are here i feel so high, then you leave and i only cry, the sky is so blue like your eyes, there's nothing to hide my cries, every beat, every breath, every second, your face is all i see, your smile, your eyes, your cheeks, set me free.

should of know better than to stare into her eyes, i got lost what a surprise, my heart never had a chance, it was lost at first glance, every time im alone, i wish i could just sleep til you come home, in my arms face to face, your world will shake in the embrace, to hold your soft hands, is enough to stop the sands, your eyes stole my soul, and your heart makes me whole, why does distance hurt so much, all i dream about is your touch.

Standing on the edge, I'm afraid of her wedge, I cant hide what i feel, its hard to hide the seal, its so hard to say no, how can you ever know, time is always running out, sometimes you have to cry and shout, its amazing how your smile can heal me, even if you cant feel me, even as my heart aches, and my hand shakes, thinking of reasons to not throw it all away, opening my swollen eyes why is everything so grey.

Just too many people thinking they know shit, but they dont know shit, and then they judge you on that shit, which isn't shit shit, because they don't know shit, you gotta love that shit.

NEVER FORGET, that IF your my FRIEND and can see this, YOU always HAVE someone that CARES for and LOVES you, so when your SAD or LONELY you can message ME anytime and i will LISTEN to you.

I wish i could of been a better son, a better father, a better man, but I'm weak and have done the best i could.

When all others fail, I'll be the one waiting for you in the mist, to carry you home.

LOve

We all need to be loved, We all need to feel important, We all need to know that people care. So tell those you love, tell those who are important, tell those that you care about, how you feel.

Teaching in Thailand 5 Tips #2

1.Social gatherings/activities are more important than class time, so don't be upset when you lose a class or a day, just sit back and read or play games. 2.If your chatty, people will love you, here they don't like people who are quiet, in fact I don't think they like silence at all. 3. Snacksssssssssss everybody here loves eating all day all the time, if you really want to move up, buy people foooooood. 4. Don't worry about scores, people make it up as they go along anyway. 5.Calm the FUCK down, don't take it so seriously no one else is.

Teaching in Thailand 5 Tips #1

1. Just be on time, it's that simple come to school and classes on time, it makes you look good and professional, especially everybody else is late. 2.Make sure you look respectable and "handsome/beautiful" each day, nothing is more popular than a handsome shirt or beautiful dress. 3.Tell others how beautiful/handsome they are, compliments here goooooooo a very long way. 4.Get to know the school/year calendar, this way you will know most of the holidays and events that will happen that no one will inform you about. 5.DON'T ask questions, if you need information ask the students, or find indirect ways of getting what you need.

Dont come to Thailand

Dont come here if you expect everything to be on time, or anybody, time here is not important, and everybody, everything will be late, make sure you read that and understand it, because NO ONE will be on time. Dont get upset if you are NOT told about any change in your schedule or timetable for that day. (Activites always take precedence). Dont get upset if you arent told about your class being cancelled. Dont get upset if your class teacher isnt in your class every minute, or even every class or day. Dont be upset if none of your students do their homework. Dont be upset if your students copy in class. Dont be upset if your students offer you money for a good score. Dont be upset if your students like to touch you. Dont be upset if your students complain how white/black or hairy you are. Dont be upset if some students in your class dont even know ABC, cant read, or cant write. DO NOT expect any student OR teacher to know anything about English. Dont expect the school director or thai teachers to talk to you or tell you what is happening.

If i cant get something useful out of this anxiety and depression ive wasted my life.

America is the biggest terrorist country in the world

I dont know why everythings ISIS are the end of the world, Americans have Killed far more people in the last 30-40 years, overthrown elected governments, created a september eleven 40 years ago, how many americans know about that????? even used nuclear weapons on people, who really are the terrists???????? What a tragedy in France with the newspapers etc, how can people think its okay to kill someone for a picture???????

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my son

An ode to my son, the second edition, from an ode to my father, I love you more than anything you know, there is nothing you could do that would stop me from loving you, nothing i wouldn't do for you, my purpose now is you, and i will make mistakes, i wont be perfect, but please son, i love you with all of my heart, and please son forgive me for everything and anything i do that hurts you

I love how people judge me complain about my "ego" and yet they know nothing about my life or hat i have done, it just goes to show how ignorant people are, and how sensitive they have become, and how unrealistic they are about themselves, it only goes to show me how little people really know about themselves, and it makes me sad, because they aren't in control of their lives, and constantly blame other people for their problems, because the more you know yourself, the more you can love and forgive, and the less you judge others.

u

I find it amusing how easily people get upset, judgmental and abusive when you disagree with their opinion, or ask them questions, i've noticed people aren't interested in discussions or debates and very few are able to do so, they just want everyone to like and agree with what they say, but then then how can new ideas or a deeper understanding of an idea ever grow, i think people are just more interested in judging others and complaining about how bad their life is, or hard it is, either accept the truth and move on, or reject the lie and move on, or accept the situation or change it