MY PATH

its so weird thinking back and about the all the stuff that’s happened, but now I fee so goal orientated, so much since I first wanted to go to Thailand, and now I just want to work even harder and make more money so I can set my self up for the rest of my life, which would be so cool, and then I can take it easy, and wont have to worry to much about anything, so if I can get a job and open up a small shop or something and get a couple of businesses going that would be sweet, so then the whole family can work easier and every one will be happy, i’m very excited to start another chapter in my life post-Thailand, this is just the building stage where I can begin to make the foundations and if I can last the next 2 years everything would be so sweet, I can build my own house run a few businesses and work as well, so then I wont have to worry to much about money, but one step at a time, I’ve just got to stay focused and everything will turn out just great, i’m looking forward to the new challenge, and making enough money now by Christmas to be set up and then one more year just for insurance and just stick it in the bank, and everything will be sweet for all parties, so i’m fairly happy to be given the opportunity to do this I know I will succeed, will be so good, just to learn and meet heaps of people I wont have to work hard and I can just take it easy and its only 2 years but its also weird thinking about then next couple years and how they will plan out, I just I can complete my journey so that all will prosper

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FOR BEYOND

home, Melbourne, cold, very very cold, I now have a goal, something finally to achieve, that is far greater than, and with a lot of help from the Lord Buddha, I will no doubt achieve my end point and be able to provide for all concerned, and beyond, and I make this promise to the Holy Spirit, of all the universe that I will conquer this hill, no matter how high and mighty my will never lack or dimmer all problems will be solved quickly and each step is another closer to home, this will be done by the whole universe coming together and I will not stop.

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THE DIFFERENCE

home, warm, having goals is a big difference, to have something to achieve, is a big difference, otherwise it can be hard, to figure out what’s the point of it all if there’s nothing you want or if you have no dreams what’s the point, now I hope that I can make it so by the time i’m 50 I can relax and take it easy I’ve also realised what’s the point also in not working in just staying home all day if I wanted to do that I then would just become a monk but I know to do is to be, and to be is to do, and life isn’t about working your life but making fun to enjoy everything one does its all just a state of mind and mines changed a lot, GODDBYE TIL NEXT YEAR.

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FINALLY I KNOW

home, it’s a relief to finally have goals, and that I don’t need to wait 25 years for em, but now I will be able to develop and build a life for myself, within five years, and know with luck, that I will be set for a fair while, which will be a relief, thou most things aren’t final yet of course but at least now I know what direction i’m going in, and what I need to do, one step at a time, but I can only rely upon myself to get what I want, but I know if it doesn’t work, my chance of happiness is gone, NONSELF SUFFERING IMPERMANECE, I will win with the holy spirit one day but not until I help those that I have given to, to save from

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