Friday, July 28, 2006

LOVE 3

So many people seem to be searching for love, is it that important to us as beings,(well of course it is) is it something you can find outside of your heart, does love come with roses, or chocolates, does it come with a kiss or a hug, love is something we all need to be "healthy" individuals, but it is also often abused and misused, we can only find love within our own selves, a love between two people must also grow and change, love must adapt, but there is also a devine love, a love that loves universally and is nonjudgmental............
its only the ego that creates jealousy, anger, and depression, to love is the greatest gift to give, and recieve, if we could love one another under this blue sky, then we would never need weapons or WMD, and think how much money would be left to go to food, disease and poverty, feed the poor, and shelter the sick, not your ego and weapons



Thursday, July 27, 2006

LOVE 2

"Love is a condition or phenomenon of emotional primacy, or absolute value. Love generally includes an emotion of intense attraction to either another person, a place, or thing; and may also include the aspect of caring for or finding identification with those objects, including self-love. Love can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. In ordinary use, it usually refers to interpersonal love, an experience usually felt by a person for another person. Love is commonly considered impossible to define." Wiki
What hope have we got if even wiki cant define love, is it because it is written by people who have not experienced it, is it defineable, or has it become something different, has the word spawned another catergory.
Maybe because the word is used so freely today, interchangeably with "like", i love ice-cream, i love horses, i love pink, then theres the different levels of love between different people, family, friends, husbands and wives.

It's also amussing that it is clearly the most popular subject throughout all forms of expression in oneway or another, either people want it, have it, or have lost it,
But none of this matters because love doesnt even need other peoples recognition for it to exist, "love thy enemy" and you will have no enemies, love is blind and formless, people say they want to "fall in love", do you really know what you want to fall for. People are more interested in trust and companionship than love, "how can i love anybody if i cant trust them?", "be careful, she/he may break your heart?", love conquers all because it is beyond the ego, only the ego worries about pain and suffering, money and gold, to know love is to love everything about the world and the universe, otherwise you just "LIKE STUFF", if you say you love music but dont like techno, or country music, then you only LIKE MUSIC, if you say you love movies but dont like horror or sci-fi, the you only LIKE MOVIES, if you say you love somebody but dont like the way they speak or live, then you only LIKE SOMEBODY, because love is all encompassing, if you love somebody, music, or movies, then you love all movies, and all types of music, and everything about that person, regardless of whether they steal or cheat, because to know love you have to know the mind and to know the mind you have to know the go, and to know the ego, you know that we humans are basically weak, and easily manipulated, and ignorant of about 99% of our universe, and we are ruled by our own created fears, its acually quite amazing we have lasted this long, learn what love is and you will learn what life is, learn what life is and you will learn there is no death, but only what you think it to be, i truley love you all, your faults and hang ups, your wants and fears, your sufferings and fears, be good, and love one another, please, with a cherry on top.........




Thursday, July 20, 2006

WHATAREYOUSEARCHINGFOR

WHAT ARE YOU SEARCHING FOR,
do you know what love is,
do you know what life is,
do you know what freedom is,
do you know what death is,
do you know what pain is,
do you know what God is,
do you know what beauty is,
do you know what fear is,
do you know what compassion is,
do you know what time is,
do you know what the mind is,
do you know what the heart is,
do you know what happiness is,
do you know what suffering is,
do you know what space is
WHAT DO YOU KNOW?




Wednesday, July 19, 2006

WHATS HAPPINING

Do you ever wonder who the people in this cyber world are,
and what they do,
there are so many faces,
but who are these people,
with lives, real relationships,
feelings goals and faults,
can a connection jump through the screen,
can emotions grow through telephone lines,
it must have been the roses in a dream with in a dream,
that i saw your faces,
the smell of fear somehow matching my own,
holding your had as your soul runs rings, is there another world for us,
what will you do if the anxiety gets to much,
by a gun,
a bottle of pills,
or are happy with the brown ale,
does it make you feel bigger than you are,
does it ease your pain of loneliness,
does it help the time to go quicker,
do you even know yourself,
what are you good at,
what cant you do,
do you think your beautiful,
or blinded by what beauty your told,
is your heart bleeding,
because you cant admit,
does your anger swell,
because you let them hurt,
will you know love,
if you dont know yourself,
what will you be,
if you cant be a friend,
what will you be,
alone and cold on your own,
will death come before,
you can say sorry,
will death come for you tonight,
before you feel real love,




WORRY

its amazing how much pressure parents put their children under and society at school, not only is there so much rubbish that goes on while at school with other students, trying to adjust, and make up for what ever it is they think they lack, who cares if your a nerd, a jock, or somewhere inbetween, because once you leave school none of that means shit, and whether you were really popular or not, no one cares there just stupid little games made up and carried on by those who know they are as smart as the rest so their ego has to make up the difference some where, stop putting our children under pressure to make up for your generations failures, all generations have their ups and downs, and every new generation has deal with all of that before they even start, so stop for a while, relax look at yourself and your life, and think what would you do or feel now if you knew you were going to die tomorrow, how much would you care about those bills, if you didnt have to pay them, you wont die if you dont get that job, you wont die if you dont find a lover now, you wont die if you dont get that promotion its only ego trying to make you feel that you will, let go of the worry and just focus upon what you can change the rest will take care of its self, peace out and love to all, were all suffering together



Friday, July 14, 2006

silence is our gateway to freedom

silence is our gateway to freedom
sucking what possessions we do have left for your own ego

are you just a weed in society trying to survive anywhere and way you can

have you ever found yourself wasting time in bed, or watching TV, playing on the computer all day, why dont you ask yourself what benefit does this have to my short existance

people keep asking why, but what have they done to help or seek information, i'm tired of listening to ignorant people asking why, but they are not willing to help the situation any child can ask why, why why why, but where does it help the world if you never change, how can our species grow if none of you are willing to change willing to question everything you perceive because all your perceptions are based upon chemical reactions in your brain and its own intepretations, this is your body, this the basis of the Earth and all of its inhabitants, and if you dont care about them or the Earth than why are you here you are nothing more than a disease a terrorist upon this soil, if we can not find a solution soon Mother Earth will, and we will not be a part of its future, what good will money be when you are dead, what good is a promotion if you are bed ridden with cancer, dont leave an arid waste land for our children to shaubble over, i refuse to leave nothing but war, disease and hatred to our children


Wednesday, July 12, 2006

WHAT IS HATE

Its arrogance and ignorance that breeds hatred, both stemming from a lack of knowledge and compassion, of thy self and of others, but thats how your ego wants it, and hatred will always find a way to reach the surface, and its affect on others and the world, is only governed by ones assests and power, its should be the governments and the medias job to expell hate and ignorance from society, not to feed them, and fuel the demons even further, though many individuals have become lazy and obsessed with attaining material wealth that they have forgotten what life is about, until they are about to die, or get cancer, they are spoon fed what to do and think while they are fit and healthy and able to work day and night, only to be told what to by, and to look a certain way, and then they are never rich, they are always poor, poor in their heart, people become nothing but brand names and billboards for companies to maniulate others, people arent hated for no reason, and no matter how much you wish to control people they will always find a way to be heard.
We have been infected with a disease that began before emost of us were even born, but it is not old nor is the cure, but now its spiralling out of control with nothing esle to stop it now but itself, another product of the ego, which if you can not see it by now you may not see it untill your next life, you just need to look at the amount of insecurity of the biggest power this earth has ever seen, which has a military budget two and a half times bigger than the next nine largest potentials put together, Russia, China Iran, North Korea, Iraq, Libya, Syria, Sudan, and Cuba.
It has also according to William Blum perverted elections in 23 other coutries,
Italy 1948-70's,
Lebanon 1950,
Indonesia 1955,
Vietnam 1955,
Guiana 1953-64,
Japan 1958-70,
Nepal 1959,
Laos 1960,
Brazil 1962,




Dominican Republic 1962,
Guatemala 1963
Bolivia 1966
Chile 1964-70's,
Portugal 1974-75,
Australia, 1974-75,
Jamaica 1976,
Panama 1984, 1989,
Nicargua 1984,
Haiti 1987-8
Bulgaria 1991-2,
Russia 1996
Monogolia 1996
Bosnia 1998,
It has also led in the attempted banning of all nuclear armourment, and yet leads the world with the largest stockpiles of nuclear weapons, and still the only country to have ever used nuclear weapons upon another country, they are also one of the countries that donates the least amount of money to third world countries, only 0.1 percent of their GDP, while donates Denmark, 1.01%, Norway, 0.91%, the Netherlands, 0.79% and Sweden, 0.7%.
There will be no resolve to the "terror", in any country if people arent able to communicate and be heard, and are not able to be honest with themselves and others, and be able to self critize their own behaviour, instead of being so two faced and arogant to work together and for some to accept not everyone wants or thinks the same as yourself, you will not be able to apply the same guidelines for all cultures or people, and its time the individuals began to think for themselves, and realize that governments all over the world are not completly honest, , countries also need to respect each otherand allow them to live as they wish and should only ever get involved if ivvited, , more individuals need to get involved in their countries own actions at home and abroad, its the only to police the police and governments, for if people werent so self and country centered they wouldnt be so blind and rermain ignorant of the world and its different cultures, and there wouldnt be so much hate in the world. Once the most popular country in the world, is now becoming the most hated, and people wonder why, too much of anything is bad for you

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

A "Beach" moment

if any one who has seen "The Beach" you will know what i mean, i was sitting the other day in a bar having dinner just watchin a movie, and it struck me as rather similar to that of a scene in "The Beach", but a couple of things were different, one, i was there on buisness waiting for visa applications, two i didnt want to be there in the first place, and third, i couldnt afford to do anything because i didnt have the money, but it did remind of that feeling you get that your doing what everyone else is doing, and that you have to make a choice, is this what i want, will this make me happy, or is it a level of comfort i am prepared to accept, are you prepared to spend the rest of your life living and working to pay for a house you may never own, do people feel safe following everyone else, maybe if you were a fish in the big big sea being followed by a big shark, and that if you can stay in the middle of the school you will be safe, but then you see a juicy piece of food, but then its to late, you have become food and your DEAD!
(i know this story will be lost on many, but for those who see beyond the symbols, will already know what i mean)



Tuesday, July 04, 2006

GUNS, an extension of a very small @#$!

Guns are for those who need to oppress those who are not so easily brainwashed, becasue they are unable to control their own mind, so to compensate they have to oppress those who think they are weaker, those who are lazy, or those who are yet to get guns themselves, cant people see how the ego works or are they still stuck in their own little world,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Or is it out of fear, because have you ever had those moments of fear that strick you in every cell of your body, if you know of samvega, then you will know what i'm talking about, but for me it usually occurrs when i look into the mirror and realize the face looking back will not last very long, and soon it will be dead, it will begin to decay before it is cremated, so i had better my act together, because before i do actually die i have to learn how to die every moment of the day, so that when the actual time comes, i am aware of what is happening and will be able to let go of all the suffering and ego, and this annoying body, because none of it is me, and of it will of any use to me any more, so dont wait till its to late, face death now, because the sooner you realize it, the sooner you will see that there is no death but just a process of life, and that only this body is gone, but then what day havent you lost something from your body, you cant even control your own bodily finctions, or health how do you expect to control it, you cant even stop old age, so let it go and just live in the silence of life, love and energy. peace and bless you all,

Ive also takin over another website, but beware, its not for the faint hearted, or fearful, only for those who are fellow truth seekers,
http://www.myspace.com/virustobecured




Monday, July 03, 2006

THIS MACHINE

Dont be fooled by this machine, this body has been made with elements from the Earth, and cant survive with out them, there is as much beauty in it as there is in a tre, blade of grass, grain of sand, piece of plastic, cigarette, piece of furniture, insect, animal or your own shit, all are made up of the same chemical substances, and all have the same origin and the same ending, this is isnt hwre the beauty lies, because these are just elements and forms, that are impermanent and empty, in a 100 years, or a million years the chemicals which make up your body today and keep it working, will still be here, the water you drink will still be here, the food and oxygen you ingest will still be here, but your machince will be long gone, and if you dont realize certain truths, your ego will also still be here, so dont fear death you have hundreds of years of pain and suffering still ahead, so cheer up there is plenty more pain to go through, but i will pray for you, and for those who are still suffering, you are always on my mind, and my last reason to shed a tear, but I will not tell you the way, because you wont believe me, and its far far more fun to find it on your own, so good luck, and drop a line if you need a couple of hints, if i dont have them i know a couple of ways to find them, if your ready...... to face your fears head on?



Sunday, July 02, 2006

THE EGO

there is no benefit in having an ego, all it does is build you up when up are up, and keep you down when you are down, it doesnt want you know that real happiness and contentment can only come from living an equinamious existance, where the middle ground is the only satisfying way, the ego only searchs for distractions, to keep, and hide away the truth from you, and your true ability, no matter how happy, successful you have been or are right now, it doesnt even compare to that living without ego, sit down and listen to the sound of silence, and to that which life eminates, sit by a tree, a river or upon a beach, and get in touch with the life force of the universe, dont allow your ego to beat you down, there is nothing that is ever different from what you are already, its only that you are caught up in a game you have never even understood, and have never even known the score,


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