Tuesday, October 18, 2016


I was about to give up, until you showed up, i dont know where the pain came from, but it left me so numb, but your red red lips, and thick thick hips, cured my heart and my head, lets just lie around all day in bed, when you are here i feel so high, then you leave and i only cry, every beat, every breath, every second, your face is all i see, your smile, your eyes, your cheeks, set me free. you are so amazing dont you know, from your head all the way down to your toe.

Thursday, September 29, 2016


I was about to give up, until you showed up, i dont know where the pain came from, but it left me so numb, but your red red lips, and thick thick hips, cured my heart and my head, lets just lie around in bed, when you are here i feel so high, then you leave and i only cry, the sky is so blue like your eyes, there's nothing to hide my cries, every beat, every breath, every second, your face is all i see, your smile, your eyes, your cheeks, set me free.

Friday, August 12, 2016


should of know better than to stare into her eyes, i got lost what a surprise, my heart never had a chance, it was lost at first glance, every time im alone, i wish i could just sleep til you come home, in my arms face to face, your world will shake in the embrace, to hold your soft hands, is enough to stop the sands, your eyes stole my soul, and your heart makes me whole, why does distance hurt so much, all i dream about is your touch.

Tuesday, July 12, 2016


Standing on the edge, I'm afraid of her wedge, I cant hide what i feel, its hard to hide the seal, its so hard to say no, how can you ever know, time is always running out, sometimes you have to cry and shout, its amazing how your smile can heal me, even if you cant feel me, even as my heart aches, and my hand shakes, thinking of reasons to not throw it all away, opening my swollen eyes why is everything so grey.

Wednesday, June 29, 2016


Just too many people thinking they know shit, but they dont know shit, and then they judge you on that shit, which isn't shit shit, because they don't know shit, you gotta love that shit.

Thursday, May 05, 2016


NEVER FORGET, that IF your my FRIEND and can see this, YOU always HAVE someone that CARES for and LOVES you, so when your SAD or LONELY you can message ME anytime and i will LISTEN to you.

Thursday, April 14, 2016


I wish i could of been a better son, a better father, a better man, but I'm weak and have done the best i could.

Tuesday, March 29, 2016


When all others fail, I'll be the one waiting for you in the mist, to carry you home.

Sunday, February 14, 2016

LOve


We all need to be loved, We all need to feel important, We all need to know that people care. So tell those you love, tell those who are important, tell those that you care about, how you feel.

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Teaching in Thailand 5 Tips #2


1.Social gatherings/activities are more important than class time, so don't be upset when you lose a class or a day, just sit back and read or play games. 2.If your chatty, people will love you, here they don't like people who are quiet, in fact I don't think they like silence at all. 3. Snacksssssssssss everybody here loves eating all day all the time, if you really want to move up, buy people foooooood. 4. Don't worry about scores, people make it up as they go along anyway. 5.Calm the FUCK down, don't take it so seriously no one else is.

In the Garden of Solitude

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