7 September 2004 9:59 AM

does man have a destiny, fate, it’s a funny thing, wondering about everything, very mind boggling, but I think there has to be, for there is reason for all that’s lives, and all that feels, from the smallest being to the largest, strongest to the weakest, we should look after all beings, and protect all that se can, and not be so selfish, and think about ourselves, for the small pleasures of eating a piece of meat, because its not a necessity in this society, so other than gluttony and selfishness, or just plain contempt for the compassion of all beings, I see no other reason, why does a being have to die for a such a small reward, and the amount of disease which can arrive from such acts, it’s a lot healthy to just each fruits, vegies and nuts which have more than enough goodness, weak weak weak weak, the more I practice the more I know i’m on the right path, the result is of no concern, why think of buying, if u have no money to spend, why eat when your not hungry, it’s a lot of fun to learn another language, and about another culture so different to your own, doesn’t it make more sense to go through life without harming any beings, or through your action to cause as little suffering as possible, and to increase the love and compassion toward all beings, north south east and west, seen and not seen, I think I’ve finally found my passion, even though I may be a poor practitioner I now know of goals, and a feeling of accomplishment, that not only benefits myself but all beings around the universe, if I can now only get through the rest and not harm anyone either, directly or indirectly I will be very pleased, guilt free and not so afraid, no longer concerned about gaining empty possessions, or upgrading the ones I have, or becoming a slave to money, and what society says will make me happy, with its emptiness that blinds and only just feeds our immediate needs, and yet leaves us empty inside with nothing really all that nourishing or lasting, if we satisfied and happy with what we had, y do we need more and more, life has never been so physically easy in our existence, and yet the biggest illness arising now is depression, hello everybody doesn’t this tell you something, intellectually and emotionally times have never been tougher, as over population of 95% of all the 2/3’s of this planets land, rapes the earth till we ourselves are unable to breath, but seeing as very little leaves this planet, when we pass it will restore itself to its previous glory and wonder, I will be glad to leave it for some time, from this backward society that adores actors and sportsmen which only delude us further millions of dollars to lies and deceive, and to distract us from what is really rising and falling, and yet doctors who save lives daily get very little in comparison, doubt any of these people get even a millions dollars for just six months of work, when other entertainers get millions and millions of dollars a year, including tens, and hundreds of millions of dollars, it just doesn’t make sense, we reward those who deceive and distract compared to those who save lives, and try to increase peoples quality of life, and yet when these entertainers make a mistake everyone in the media is so quick to judge, there only another human being, no more special than a homeless person on the street, each individual has a gift and must utilise it to fulfil there destiny, but something has to go wrong soon, I’ve had such a good run lately I cant believe it even thou I was told it would be, I never thought about it becoming true, very interesting, this magic I have found, very interesting

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