Thursday, December 29, 2005

WILL THE BLEEDING STOP

I’m standing on the edge of the cliff,
I’m sorry I had to leave you again,
But I know I will hold you again,
I just cant wait to hold you again,
If only I could explain,
So that you would understand,
But I cant put into words what my heart feels,
Inside is so warm, but outside so cold,
Inside is so tired, but outside so raw,
Maybe its not the words that counts,
But the ways you feel me feel you,
I’m spinning around on the inside,
So fast I cant see where I am,
Who is there to help me,
Who is there who cares,
What difference does it matter,
I can do upon which I need,
What I want needs to match,
All you need is love,
As they say nothing else matters,
Its taken years and years, and one day with you,
For me to understand, how lucky I can be,
Feel sorry for those who never will,
But I will try and do what I can,
How much better is an orchestra,
Than a single musician,
How much better is a field of roses,
Than a single petal,
Don’t be alarmed, the truth is not always pleasant,
In fact it isn’t anything but just is,
We worry about the future, because we think it may cause more suffering, but there is suffering in everything, good and bad are just judgments, based upon our own benefit, or of that of others, we all think that we have so much control, but how much control do we have, so very very little its unbelievable, its hard enough to control our own mind, let alone our bodies or what others are doing, if we all could look inside and control our own thoughts then evolution could occur instantaneously, like a switch.

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