There are many people who are dumb founded but what I have done in the past, and lack the ability to understand, and will never understand the things I have done and the things I am about to do, but never would I change them, nor does it bothered me, I am dumb founded more by the fact that less people have done what I have done, and am about to do, they are so caught up in their own individuality they have lost their ability to give what they don’t need, and yet this lack of ability restricts their own lives, and happiness, never have I owned less in my life, and nor have I ever been happier with all parts of my life, some have even question my mental state, and have suggested that I have been manipulated in some way, but there is nothing that I have done that I didn’t already choose to do, far before the opportunity arose, many people think that I am very impulsive, spontaneous but there are very few situations, opportunities, option, or decided upon before the situation or chance arises in a moment between people, thou it does help that there are very few things that I just don’t care about anymore, because they have no baring upon my happiness, because I know that I am the only in control of my happiness, not people nor situations, and I am not afraid to be pushed, asked, or even offer to be taken out of my comfort zone, and money to me is nothing, if it can help someone for a day I will give them everything I possibly can, though I have learnt a lesson, that you still have to be able to take care of yourself before, because if you cant take care of yourself, how ill be able to take care of others, for you to love or make someone happy, you have love yourself, you first must be happy, hate and unhappiness can only arise in you if it already exists, no one can make you angry if you are not already angry, no one can make you afraid if you are not already afraid, no one can make you happy unless you are already happy, I have been blessed to have been born into a better life situation than others I have met, and I am not afraid to abuse that situation to benefit others I love, just as long no one else suffers because of it.
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