Monday, November 20, 2006

I am so tired of your endless lack of sympathy and ignorance

I tire very easily and quickly, when listening to westerners whine about there problems and the difficulties they are have, whether living in another country or at home, if you dont like living in the country then F#@K OFF, just leave, why must they hold up others with their constant bickering and nitpicking, most of their problems are created by themselves, and as milions of people around the world in the east and in africa struggle daily to eat, eating what people in the west kill with a spray can, and looking for medicine thats been thrown away, surrounded by deformities and dieseases that exist nowhere else in the "FIRST world", each day an individual wakes up in these "first world" countries should count themselves lucky they have a bed, a home to wake up in, and a job to complain about, and petrol prices to worry about, POOR YOU who can even afford a car, while children die daily because they cant afford the dollar to buy rice, so I'm sorry if i dont sympathize about the cost of your precious petrol or taxs, just be lucky you even live in a country where you have a choice, and hundreds of people around aren't dying from disease and starvation.


Nothing like pain to feel ALIVE

Does pain lend itself to creativity, it sure as hell lets you know your still among the living and trapped in a fickle body that you cant even control, knocked out by the three main points, chest, throat and head, i'm still reminded how weak i am, and that if my body wants to get sick then i can do nothing but give in and say, "ay have fun but clean up when ya done.", and when it wants to get better all i can do is say "welcome back, how was your trip?"



I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE IF YOU BELIEVE ME OR NOT

Can you ever be to honest that people think your joking, and hence dont believe you, for a long time i used to lie for others and to get away from things and people, but it didnt work, then so i started telling what people wanted to hear regardless of truth or not, but then that didnt work either as i ended up making so many stories that in the end i had to remember so many things, and i was more worried about what people were thinking, and so just a few years ago, i just started telling the truth but because of previous acts no one believed me anyway, and i got so frustrated cause i was actually telling the truth but no one cared or believed me, so i kept getting blamed for stuff i hadnt done, and started thinking that if i'm gonna get the blame i might as well just do them then i wouldnt feel so frustrated, but then i started feeling guilty, so in the end i started telling the truth, stopped doing such things, but i had to learn not to care about what other peole thought the truth was and just go by saying only what i knew, and not worry about what others said or thought, that way i dont feel guilty any more, and if do, do something wrong its just easier to not think and tell the truth, because the longer you keep it up the worse you feel, and the harder things get.


Friday, November 17, 2006

WILL THAILAND COLLAPSE AFTER THE DEATH OF THEIR FATHER

A country held together by a thread, and that thread is the King Bhumibol Adulyadej, probably one of the last most respected people of a monarchy, and the only reason for this country to be in the position its in, with corruption so rife that politicians and police have no one else to answer but the King, and when the inevitable does occur and he passes away, this country will along fall into the depths of darkness, fear, and the unknown, and there is no one who could replace him, if only there was a way to get the queen to take his place but that could, and would never happen, this country is ruled by the people who live in it, and they arent afraid to be the judge, jury and sentencer, because they know the police and policticains dont care just as long as they get there cut, Its sad in such a beautiful country, with such beautiful people that this country may be heading down the eternal drain of american support and may in the end have to be the base for another lost country. If only it wasnt 15 year olds running the country then maybe i could see some light at the end of the tunnel, but thank the lord for never has my life be so easy, and truley free, but if you hurry there is still time to make a paradise within its borders, just as long as you can afford the fees



Do you know why you work

Do you think you really need to work so many hours, WERE YOU BORN TO WORK, or are you so lost that you have to fill your life with meaningless bullshit that drains your life and steals your soul, robbing you of what precious time you have, as the people play childish games trying to steal even more energy from you and dominate you so that they gain energy and inturn gains(momentarily) more energy, life can only exist with energy ciruclating as people give and recieve, without games and mind numbing stupidity!




its not the most popular subject but the sooner u accept it the, the quicker u will be free

Even though I know it doesnt exist, its still my last remaining fear, sure other things come up, but they are only fleeting lows that survive for as long as a snowflake in hell, but death is a very dark subject for many westerners, yet when you understand life deaths mystery also vanishes, but death is no different to moving into a new house, sure you worry about the view and location, but really it all just comes down to your own state of mind


Why do those who believe in God, still cry at funereals

I'm always perplexed and have tried many times to find an answer to this question, shouldnt people be happy, if you believe in a God when your friends and family die, arent they going to a place free from pain and suffering, or is the crying more to do with an individuals own insecurites about being alone, is there a God, having lost a friend to be with, or does it make people contemplate there own end, if I new my friends and family were going to heaven I would be so happy for them I would be having a party, I would probably even be jealous, at least they dont have to work anymore. lucky bastards!




Saturday, November 11, 2006

true love knows no pain

if its real love then it wouldnt hurt, and whether its lost or not it would not cause suffering, if its real love then it would never hurt unless it has been tainted by the ego, love is beyond pain, beyond loss, and beyond individuals



What religion

Its foolish to think any country is of any religion at all, human beings are to lazy and hypocrytical to align themselves with one train of thought a 100%

LET IT BURN

Let the city burn if you hate it so,
Dont believe what you know,
Stop complaining for what you have chosen,
Dont let the pain keep your heart frozen,
Fear is your only chain,
Laziness the only game,
Let go of what you think is real,
Do you even understand what you feel,
99% of everything is just space,
Everything is empty in this race.



TIME WHERE DOES IT GO

why does time seem to be nonexistant when procrastinating on the internet, is it entering the twilight zone, can people waste their whole lives livin and surfin on the net, where are our social skills going, are people to afraid to talk in person, and prefer the rather impersonal messaging service offered to us today,


It all just comes down to greed, basically people want more than they need

its that simple people constantly make up excuses for needing this and that but really its just to fill a void that has no limits and will only end when you end it



dont follow what you dont understand

With the exception of a few people, a few movies, a few books, a few artists, and a few people who are able to step away from the mainstream, with the ability to think beyond what they are told and see, human beings are still no better than animals because we are still controlled by the same mind as any other creature on this planet, and of the cave men of thousands of yeras ago in africa somewhere, the only difference between humans and animals is that we are able to look at the world and question, discover and what makes us worse than the animals is that WE DONT!



if only you could just take a pill, but then what would it mean

Love is all we need just most of us never experience it on the level expressed by the prophets of our world, all they can do is to tell us what its not, and all communication can is just a sign post, and not the actual experience at all, so when ever we get angry look inside and ask why, when ever your happy ask why, when ever your sad ask why, and when you have done that, think about the other person was going through to have done that,



why do you even care

What difference does it make to you what I put in or on my body, if no one else is getting hurt why should it bother you, and how is it that governments can control this I thought we are free, but as bill hicks says, "We are free to do what we are told", but they allow us to intake alcohol and cigarettes which kill more people daily than all other drugs put together over a year, oh but then i guess they make shit loads of money so thats ok, I'm sorry



JUST WASTING LIFE AWAY

How much of your life is being wasted on the computer/blogging/internet, are people just wasting time, or are individuals actually trying to increase the collective conscious, and their own level of intelligence and experience


Tuesday, November 07, 2006

the greatest sculpture ever


i think by far the greatest ever created, but art is so debateable, because its so emotional, and indescribable


JUST FOR A LAUGH - INTRODUCING MR BILL HICKS

People ask me what I think about that woman priest thing. What, a woman priest? Women priests. Great, great. Now there's priests of both sexes I don't listen to.

See we just had a misunderstanding. I thought we lived in the U.S. of A., the United States of America. But actually we live in the U.S. of A., the United States of Advertising. Freedom of expression is guaranteed? If you've got the money!

If the FBI's motivating factor for busting down the Koresh compound was child abuse, how come we never see Bradley tanks smashing into Catholic churches?

I love the Pope, I love seeing him in his Pope-Mobile, his three feet of bullet proof plexi-glass. That's faith in action folks! You know he's got God on his side.

Go back to bed, America, your government has figured out how it all transpired. Go back to bed America, your goverment is in control. Here, here's American Gladiators. Watch this, shut up, go back to bed America, here is American Gladiators, here is 56 channels of it! Watch these pituitary retards bang their fucking skulls together and congratulate you on the living in the land of freedom. Here you go America - you are free to do what well tell you! You are free to do what we tell you!

I'm gonna share with you a vision that I had, cause I love you. And you feel it. You know all that money we spend on nuclear weapons and defense each year, trillions of dollars, correct? Instead -- just play with this -- if we spent that money feeding and clothing the poor of the world -- and it would pay for it many times over, not one human being excluded -- we can explore space together, both inner and outer, forever in peace. Thank you very much. You've been great, I hope you enjoyed it.
The worst kind of non-smokers are the ones that come up to you and cough. That's pretty fucking cruel isn't it? Do you go up to cripples and dance too?

By the way, if anyone here is in advertising or marketing, kill yourself. Thank you, thank you. Just a little thought. I'm just trying to plant seeds. Maybe one day they'll take root. I don't know. You try. You do what you can. Kill yourselves. Seriously though, if you are, do. No really, there's no rationalisation for what you do, and you are Satan's little helpers, OK? Kill yourselves, seriously. You're the ruiner of all things good. Seriously, no, this is not a joke. "There's gonna be a joke coming..." There's no fucking joke coming, you are Satan's spawn, filling the world with bile and garbage, you are fucked and you are fucking us, kill yourselves, it's the only way to save your fucking soul. Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself now. Now, back to the show.
"You know what Bill's doing now, he's going for the righteous indignation dollar, that's a big dollar, a lot of people are feeling that indignation, we've done research, huge market. He's doing a good thing." Godammit, I'm not doing that, you scumbags, quit putting a godamn dollar sign on every fucking thing on this planet!

I've learned a lot about women. I think I've learned exactly how the fall of man occured in the Garden of Eden. Adam and Eve were in the Garden of Eden, and Adam said one day, "Wow, Eve, here we are, at one with nature, at one with God, we'll never age, we'll never die, and all our dreams come true the instant that we have them." And Eve said, "Yeah... it's just not enough is it?"

The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride." And we kill those people.

We all pay for life with death, so everything in between should be free.

That's an act, that's a frying pan, that's a stove, you're an alcoholic! Dude, I'm tripping right now, and I still see that that's a fucking egg, alright? I see the UFO's around it, but that's a goddamn egg in the middle. There's a hobbit eating it, but goddammit that hobbit's eating a fucking egg! He's on a unicorn. But, no, th-th-th-that's a fucking egg. How dare you have a wino tell me not to do drugs!

It's always funny until someone gets hurt. Then it's just hilarious.

It's great to be here. I thank you. Ah, I've been on the road doing comedy for ten years now, so bear with me while I plaster on a fake smile and plough through this shit one more time.

One of my big fears in life is that I'm gonna die and my parents are going to come to clean out my apartment and find that porno wing I've been adding on to for years.

We are the facilitators of our own creative evolution.
I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out.

I'm tired of this back-slapping "Isn't humanity neat?" bullshit. We're a virus with shoes, okay? That's all we are.

No, I don't do drugs anymore, either. But I'll tell you something about drugs. I used to do drugs, but I'll tell you something honestly about drugs, honestly, and I know it's not a very popular idea, you don't hear it very often anymore, but it is the truth: I had a great time doing drugs. Sorry. Never murdered anyone, never robbed anyone, never raped anyone, never beat anyone, never lost a job, a car, a house, a wife or kids, laughed my ass off, and went about my day.

Christianity has a built-in defense system: anything that questions a belief, no matter how logical the argument is, is the work of Satan by the very fact that it makes you question a belief. It's a very interesting defense mechanism and the only way to get by it -- and believe me, I was raised Southern Baptist -- is to take massive amounts of mushrooms, sit in a field, and just go, "Show me."

It's just a ride and we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money, a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one.

Here is my final point. About drugs, about alcohol, about pornography and smoking and everything else. What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?

Why is marijuana against the law? It grows naturally upon our planet. Doesn't the idea of making nature against the law seem to you a bit... unnatural? You know what I mean? It's nature. How do you make nature against the fucking law?

I can speak for every guy in this room here tonight. Guys, if you could blow yourselves, ladies, you'd be in this room alone right now. Watching an empty stage.
******
I dunno how much AIDS scares y'all, but I got a theory: the day they come out with a cure for AIDS, a guaranteed one-shot cure, on that day there's gonna be fucking in the streets, man.
******
I believe that God left certain drugs growing naturally upon our planet to help speed up and facilitate our evolution. OK, not the most popular idea ever expressed. Either that or you're all real high and agreeing with me in the only way you can right now. (Starts blinking)
******
They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do, just as well. You just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.
******
You ever noticed how people who believe in Creationism look really unevolved? You ever noticed that? Eyes real close together, eyebrow ridges, big furry hands and feet. "I believe God created me in one day" Yeah, looks liked He rushed it.
******
I love talking about the Kennedy assasination. The reason I do is because I'm fascinated by it. I'm fascinated that our government could lie to us so blatantly, so obviously for so long, and we do absolutely nothing about it. I think that's interesting in what is ostensibly a democracy. Sarcasm - come on in. People say "Bill, quit talking about Kennedy man. It was a long time ago, just let it go, alright? It's a long time ago, just forget it." I'm like, alright, then don't bring up Jesus to me. As long as we're talking shelf life here...


Because you know if you play New Kids on the Block albums backwards they sound better. "Oh come on, Bill, they're the New Kids, don't pick on them, they're so good and they're so clean cut and they're such a good image for the children." Fuck that! When did mediocrity and banality become a good image for your children? I want my children to listen to people who fucking ROCKED! I don't care if they died in puddles of their own vomit! I want someone who plays from his fucking HEART!
******
I was in Nashville, Tennesee last year. After the show I went to a Waffle House. I'm not proud of it, I was hungry. And I'm alone, I'm eating and I'm reading a book, right? Waitress walks over to me: " Hey, whatchoo readin' for?"
Isn't that the weirdest fucking question you've ever heard? Not what am I readING, but what am I reading *for*? Well, godammit, ya stumped me! Why do I read? Well... hmmm... I dunno... I guess I read for a lot of reasons, and the main one is so I don't end up being a fucking waffle waitress.
******
Supreme Court says pornography is anything without artistic merit that causes sexual thoughts, that's their definition, essentially. No artistic merit, causes sexual thoughts. Hmm... Sounds like...every commercial on television, doesn't it? You know, when I see those two twins on that Doublemint commercial? I'm not thinking of gum. I am thinking of chewing, so maybe that's the connection they're trying to make.

The musicians today who don't do drugs and in fact speak out against it? "Rock Against Drugs?" BOY do they suck.
******
Children are smarter than any of us. Know how I know that? I don't know one child with a full time job and children.
******
Childbirth is no more a miracle then eating food and a turd coming out of your ass.
******
I have never seen two people on pot get in a fight because it is fucking IMPOSSIBLE. "Hey, buddy!" "Hey, what?" "Ummmmmmm...." End of argument.
******
We gotta come to some new ideas about life folks ok? I'm not being blase about abortion, it might be a real issue, it might not, doesn't matter to me. What matters is that if you believe in the sanctity of life then you believe it for life of all ages. That's what I hate about this child-worship syndrome going on. "Save the children! They're killing children! How many children were at Waco? They're killing children!" What does that mean? They reach a certain age and they're off your fucking love-list? Fuck your children, if that's the way you think then fuck you too. You either love all people of all ages or you shut the fuck up.

People are bringing shotguns to UFO sightings in Fife, Alabama. I asked a guy, "Why do you bring a gun to a UFO sighting?" Guy said, "Way-ul, we didn' wanna be ab-duc-ted." If I lived in Fife, Alabama, I would be on my hands and knees every night praying for abduction.
******
It's really weird how your life changes. Tonight I'm drinking water. Four years ago? Opium. Night and day, you know?
******
I don't do drugs anymore... than say, the average touring funk band.
******
"This is your brain." I've seen a lot of weird shit on drugs. I have never ever ever ever EVER looked at a fucking egg and thought it was a brain.
******
If you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, then go home and burn all your records, all your tapes, and all your CDs because every one of those artists who have made brilliant music and enhanced your lives? RrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrEAL fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high they let Ringo sing a few songs.

I smoke. If this bothers anyone, I suggest you look around at the world in which we live and shut your fuckin' mouth.
******
Your denial is beneath you, and thanks to the use of hallucinogenic drugs, I see through you.
******
A lot of Christians wear crosses around their necks. You think when Jesus comes back he ever wants to see a fucking cross? It's like going up to Jackie Onassis wearing a rifle pendant.
******
Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye.
******
People say "Iraq had the fourth largest army in the world". Yeah, maybe, but you know what, after the first 3 largest armies, there's a REAL big fucking drop-off. The Hare Krishnas are the 5th largest army in the world, and they've already got all our airports.


Robalini@aol.comKirby The Konspiracy Boy Says, "I NEED 2 KONFORM!!!"
http://www.konformist.com/2001/hicks.htm




what is life

Your never going to change anything in a day, a week or even a few years, and if someone wants to find the truth they have to find it themsleves, and can never be forced or pushed, the truth has and always be what it is, everyone has to find their own key, for some its an individual, a book, drugs, travelling, great fear, or great pain, and all one has to do is have the door pryed just a bit, for the light to enter and see the world from within, there is happiness and there is more to life, and its funny how nothing has to do with what you can do but sit and listen to your own mind, life is all that counts and family and all ones job should be for is to grow, learn, experience and faciliate their family.


DONT BULLSHIT A BULLSHITTER

Dont ever talk to me in lies, cause your conversing with one who spent years perfecting it, and in the end it became an obsession. Its always your eyes that leak the news for the rest of you can be controlled but your eyes always tell the truth so in the end the best are those who begin to believe what they say, and when you begin to do that reality shifts and paranoia sets in, for all reality is an equal perception but if you begin to create your own, you will never know the difference, and if you ever get lost or forget you are FUCKED, and the more and more you have to remember makes it even harder and harder, and i can read your soul if you choose but thats only if you ask or there is an issue because most people only lie about shit they have lied about for years, but deep down you can never truley believe it yourself because your essence is truth, so inturn it would like getting a stone to bleed, or a pig to fly


Friday, November 03, 2006

how are you today

how are you feeling, what have let steal your happiness, and what have you let decieve you to think you will happy with it


HAPPINESS DONT BE FOOLED WHAT THEY TELL< TRUST ME I"M A LONG TIME FOOL

Nothing can make, or give happiness outside of your own being, soul energy which ever you wish to label it, for all things are empty as each other, the sun i feel and the moon i eat and the blood i drink, still end up on there way to the sea.



HAPPINESS DONT BE FOOLED WHAT THEY TELL< TRUST ME I"M A LONG TIME FOOL

Nothing can make, or give happiness outside of your own being, soul energy which ever you wish to label it, for all things are empty as each other, the sun i feel and the moon i eat and the blood i drink, still end up on there way to the sea.



SEEING IS DELUSION AND THINKING A DISEASE


All you see is emptiness and all you wish for an illusion, all paths begin and end at the same place and time, they start and any suffering or happiness you carry are attachments to nothing

DONT WAIT FOR THE WORLD TO CHANGE DO IT YOURSELF YOU LAZY BASTARD

I know your scared but if ya dont change it, aint nothing gonna a change dont ever wait around for your life to change cause if ya aint happy with it, aint no one gonna do it for you, dont be scared to be a fool or to fall cause we all do once or twice, and its better to regret something you did do rather than something you were scared to try


FEAR OR WORRY

WHAT HAS ANYONE GAINED THROUGH FEAR BUT KNOWLEDGE, WHAT HAS ANYONE GAINED THROUGH WORRY, BUT SUFFERING.



KNOWLEDGE AND FEAR

ONLY THROUGH KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERINCE CAN ONE DESTROY FEAR


In the Garden of Solitude

 T he stillness where shadows whisper,   I wander the garden of my solitude,   Amongst the withered petals of hope,   Fear blooms like a nig...