Can you ever be to honest that people think your joking, and hence dont believe you, for a long time i used to lie for others and to get away from things and people, but it didnt work, then so i started telling what people wanted to hear regardless of truth or not, but then that didnt work either as i ended up making so many stories that in the end i had to remember so many things, and i was more worried about what people were thinking, and so just a few years ago, i just started telling the truth but because of previous acts no one believed me anyway, and i got so frustrated cause i was actually telling the truth but no one cared or believed me, so i kept getting blamed for stuff i hadnt done, and started thinking that if i'm gonna get the blame i might as well just do them then i wouldnt feel so frustrated, but then i started feeling guilty, so in the end i started telling the truth, stopped doing such things, but i had to learn not to care about what other peole thought the truth was and just go by saying only what i knew, and not worry about what others said or thought, that way i dont feel guilty any more, and if do, do something wrong its just easier to not think and tell the truth, because the longer you keep it up the worse you feel, and the harder things get.
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