Saturday, April 10, 2004

10 April 2004

the third day feeling very good apart from my back and the cold that I came down with yesterday, coughing, sneezing and runny nose, having been sick for a year and what happens when I need the least but i’m starting to get a lot more relaxed though having weird dreams, where a couple of women here in which I fear the worst for one, who looks rather ill and may have cancer or something similar the weather has been quite good but its so dry here the grass seems to be the most damaged by this. I dreamt of a large snake which was chasing me, which looked quite scary and mean, and seemed to diminish in size greatly as it got nearer. The third night and feeling very good, but ,y sinus’s are blocked really bad, had a very good meditation late at night, with short moments of bliss and a bit astral which was good, i’m glad i’m doing the ten days and not just four that would be to easy, feel a few break throughs are on the way, I hope if they come but it has been a very good experience with little talk, no TV or beer, and no judging very positive and very peaceful very relaxing, hard I think to go back


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