12 October 2003 7:45 PM

Windswept plateau of my mind deserted sands thoughts redefined,
Every soul is separate,
Bodies dust ego desperate,
Water fills my veins,
Molecules walk blood rains,
Leaves soak in the rays,
Skin suffers eyes hazes,
Life neither comes or goes,
Spirit is eternity flower rows,
I see you floating in autumn on the breeze,
You just stay quiet no matter the disease,
Sense’s closed going through the motions,
While spirits drowning in the oceans.

The more I give to you the more I get back, I can see your pain, feel the anguish, not the same nor a wish just a heart drain.

My eyes closed can’t keep me from seeing your face,
Every chance I get never has time to chase,
When I’m with you times hand disappears in the sand,
The world goes by with you in my eye,
No cares and what ever scores dissolves,
In your arms just feels so lucky the world calms,
Every desire straight down the wire,
Nothing more I could want or need,
I’ll just follow your lead.
Times and dates, age and rates,
Mean none or little more when the boat reaches the shore,
Meanings and words only confuse,
And no one can lose,
What we really need rarely differs,
What we want swaps and changes on what they say,
Only in the present moment are we alive,
Yesterday is a dream an illusion,
Empty and tomorrow is fleeting,
I was just going through trying not to bother you,
But always trying to give what I could never thought I would,
Life is just a cloud passing by in the sky,
There is little I can say to help you along your way,
Until your esteem can grow,
Home is not governed by what we own or even who we live with,
Or by any other physical matter,
It is governed by your heart and mind it doesn’t even have to be in a building,
Or walled by bricks and wood,
Looking into your eyes I never want to hear your cries,
I can see your fears never want to see any tears,
I will get down upon my knees and cover the seven seas,
Travel any distance no matter how far, even to the furthest star,
To give you what you want and to see your face cause paradise is always the place,
Where we meet and I can touch your skin no matter the pain I’m in,
All I want to do is satisfy whatever your need even if it means that I have to bleed,
Will do anything to fulfil any desire quench the largest fire,
Cause all I need is the air your body to hold and smell of your hair,
Takes away your pain would ever walk in the rain,
To keep you safe and dry I could never lie,
What ever happens we will be together hand in hand forever,
Don’t want you to be scared or worry, no need to be sorry,
Will work it out, don’t doubt,
How can you know what you’re looking for if you’ve never had it before?
Don’t expect or draw upon a plan,
The saw will cut the man,
Left on the sill to dry,
The bill will just make you sigh,
Cease the stress live on now,
If you succeed then my head I bow,
You don’t need to know what for tomorrow,
As the waves crash against your sole,
Withered and broken you can’t fill the whole,
Even with the sun shinning wets your goal,
Do you even know yourself and how you feel,
Or are you lost at sea hanging to the keel,
Can you see the details are you going to seal,
What do you want what do you need,
Every journey one step the biggest tree one seed,
Don’t be ruled by past deeds,
Trust in yourself and believe,
And happiness you will weave,
Because the sun will never leave,
We all walk this world searching for the same thing,
Some are even asking the same questions,
But then some have already answered them,
And some don’t even know that questions exist,
When pain and discomfort arise, know that tomorrow is a new day they wont last forever and look for the positive in all the negative situations your always going to be alone on the inside,

Communication can eradicate prejudice, racism and all the hate in the world but only pure honest communication from the heart which will only occur when all our defences and the ego are dissolved to be open is how you will be free calm and happy, stop running from reality and the truth the sooner you own up to your faults the quicker you can improve on yourself and help others., the physical is by and far out weighed by the mental, a connection in the mind will last longer and have more nourishing effect than the time in physical intimacy.

We all walk alone like that rolling stone,
Priorities are tangled and misplaced,
Until one looks at ones own face,
Tis not always a mirror one needs,
But an understanding seed,
A flame if you will, to burn the defences till,
Once I thought I was so alone,
Until I picked up that phone,
To hear the voice down the line,
That I heard now I’m fine,
Holding you clears the sky,
And the dark clouds blown away riding high,
These words I write are so empty compared to how I feel,
My mind so clear with you near I don’t care the deal,
Time and place varnish with this embrace,
I know up my sleeve I have the hearts ace,
There is no drug or substitute for this emotion,
Even the notion takes away the salt in the ocean,
Never look for happiness beyond yourself,
Happiness has to be inside before it will ever be anywhere,
Don’t look for happiness with in others to improve yours; you will always be unhappy,
Vibrations of my soul, finally able to plug the hole,
Deep down I don’t want to be the clown your smile on my heart,
Has given me a new start, I just want to see your face touch your hair and lace,
Snowballing I lose control grab the wheel don’t know how to feel, I found the secret thought it was in a pill, but now I have to keep my will, can I see your soul, will you show me or just shy away and run, don’t hold back I want to be all you need thought I was done,
First you must unravel yourself before you can understand anything new,
You can never be honest to anyone or anything until your honest with yourself first,
The world wont end, every road has a bend,
Cry if you have too, but ill never leave you,
Just let it go, because before you know,
It’s done more harm than it should even if I could,
I can’t take away your pain, even just holding in the summer rain,
All I can do is ease, stop holding on to the fear please,
You have the power inside, the sun will always shine don’t hide,
Life’s to short to let that shit in; you’ll end up alone in your room sitting,
You have to understand the why, question or just wither and die,
Cause no matter what I give, you will never be able to live,
You’ll be stuck in the past, and our time will pass fast,
I want to set you free and see you fly by and smile and not have help to dial your soul will be open and no longer closed to what’s outside let me in and I will show all there is to see, let you be, you’ll see,
In your arms nothing else matters,
The stars glitter and fade,
The sun shines and skips across the sky,
The smell of your neck wafts by,
And another days gone and died,

Is man meant to be weak?
Is this what makes us human?
What is then the difference between humans and animals, animal’s live time by time sleep when tired, eat when hungry, take what they need no more no less, is this a curse, or a blessing undoubtable a blessing to know the complete truth and understand it sets you free

The whole universe is connected by energy a soul, each individual is connected life and death is the same just a circle no beginning no end, nothing can last for ever, but what is felt, anything that can be held or touched seen or heard is empty transient and can never be taken for granted this is why money cars furniture and drugs can never bring happiness the only way is to reach the soul and know the truth and be honest to yourself, its about control but still expression quality over quantity family and friends,
Success is not governed by how many dollars are in your wallet house you own, or cars you drive, but by the quality of your actions and the good you propagate, to give yourself and what you have expecting nothing in return, ENRICH YOUR MIND ENRICH YOUR LIFE.
Life is just like the wind,
Seemingly coming from nowhere,
Out of the darkness and into the light,
But how does the wind arise from nothing, it can not be produced just from empty space it is but energy just like we are but of different form, it rises and falls even sometimes sounds like a call can be harmful or put to use but like anything in nature no abuse you cant hold it in your eyes yet you can hear the cries

Any lack of thought can bring upon acts of stupidity, yet thought on its own brings no need for action,
There is only one race the human race, why must then we constantly fight, maim and kill each other how civilised is this, nothing but a circle, where we go know were
All emotions are reciprocal, if you hurt, you will be hurt, if you hate, you will be hated, if you care, you will be cared for, if you tolerate others, you will be tolerated, if you laugh, others will laugh with you, knowing this how can one be the cause of any negativity, the most precious gift you can give is time and self,
I an only cause of those who have gone before me.
Understanding and empathy go hand in hand.

I carry you with me every step I take,
Think about you with every breath,
I breathe when I see your face it turns my world around, making all the dark clouds disappear as your beauty comes shining down upon me

How do you expect to be loved when you lie?
How do expect to be rich when you steal,
How do you expect to have friends when you’re unkind?

There is nothing more painful and glorious than love

Watch the weather, drop the feather,
Let go of the pain, walk in the rain,
Relax your emotions, swim in the ocean,
Let go of the hate, life is fate,
Read a book, take a look,
Let go of the money, the world will still be sunny

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