i’m being pulled into an abyss, I wish not to enter but can not peel away from the suction of its energy, I can also know no way out, what is happening, how come I never know what’s happening on the inside, what’s going today, has this always been there, why now, I just wish to be on my own, I don’t wanna talk to any one or really even see anyone, and I really miss my baby, is this it, is that all there is, or is there something else going on that I don’t see, I know I will not last a year here thou maybe I could if it was enough or there was a real need to, but maybe I can get out earlier, I hope, I need to figure a few things out first for a minimum and maximum time, for when I want and need to stay or leave.
In the Garden of Solitude
T he stillness where shadows whisper, I wander the garden of my solitude, Amongst the withered petals of hope, Fear blooms like a nig...
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good days and bad, waves of emotions blending into each other, fueled by loneliness, caffeine, stress, worry and overthinking, trying to f...
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T he stillness where shadows whisper, I wander the garden of my solitude, Amongst the withered petals of hope, Fear blooms like a nig... -
There are so many addictions out there, but why??? I think primarily it has to do with peoples inability to enjoy the silence of the present...
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