Sunday, February 19, 2006

PATIENCE, PURPOSE, PLACE

i’m beginning to loose my grip on what I want for the long term, and am just trying to get where I want to get as quick as possible, maybe because after reading my book again, that its all empty anyway, and so what’s the point, do I rush in like fools, or do I wait, I know I will wait till mid April, but I don’t know if I want to, maybe I should go to somewhere else first close by if I can just for the experience cause I might not get it again, and then I can stay around for a while, I just don’t know what to do with my self, I think it would be better to go away again for a while and then comeback, and then go again somewhere else, but really does it matter, I shouldn’t be thinking so much about it now, I need patience this is my test now, this is my purpose now, and everything else will fall into place, I need to let go and just breathe,


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