MY PARALLEL

its interesting to see how most relationships are either convergent, or divergent, few remain parallel, which for obvious reasons would be almost impossible, as one tries to give more as the other tries to take more, the ego causes so much suffering to oneself, and those in which it is inflicted upon, I hope that the suffering I cause has significantly dropped over the last year, the laws of man seem so futile, so emotionless, and egotistical, one needs to look beyond to the laws of the universe, and contemplate upon the amount of suffering one causes, the main problem is that few even realise there own mistakes. Which is understandable, humans are so weak, and the ego is so strong and deceptive, that it takes so much energy mindfulness and concentration to change, that in a split second of no concentration, one can be so greedy and selfish, I can see how the mind what works, always living in fear, trying to protect itself, funnily enough from other egos, and the more I practice the more I realise we are all the same, same fears, wants and desires, needs, and what we think we need, I can see my ego at work and am still taken by it now and then, but as it lessens I realise how difficult it becomes to be honest, people cant handle the truth, because then the ego would loose its control, people are afraid to let go of it, and therefore only wish to hear what the ego wants to hear to reinforce the idea that it is doing a good job, I am very week, but have cut my weakness considerably, and realise that one is sometimes better off saying nothing than causing suffering, everyone already knows there weakness, and tend to choose to ignore them because the ego creates an air of fear around the subject that we wish to go away, but the only way to beat our fears is to walk right thru them, one should not fear, fear itself. Maybe i’m delusional, maybe i’m wrong, but I no longer worry myself with such human judgements but go by the universal laws, if u give, It will be given, if you take it will be taken, if you teach hate, hate will always be your master, if you teach love the universe will love, and the universe is made of energy, this is all that exists, one can change this energy easily, but one should only do without ego, and if the individual wish’s it, otherwise it becomes manipulation, which will never achieve the correct result no matter how we wish, you cant make people do, if they don’t want to, they will fight it always, its not in our nature to

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