Tuesday, December 26, 2006

If ur not celebratin the birth of jesus then ur lieing to urself, n should burn down your tree.

Its supposed to be a religious holiday celebrating the leader of a new way of living, which other ignorant beings turned into a religion, institutionalising the whole idea, and now the birth of christ has just been turned into a capatalists dream day, as credit card budgets get blown away buying crap that nobody really needs,( unless you are in a chinese hopsital buying a kidney), and being gluttoness fools drinking and eating far more than is healthy, its lost its meaning, this should be the most sacred day in the year for any christian/catholic or individual who may follow the word of jesus, but instead capatalism has stolen it, along with easter and has turned it into a spending frenzy, giving people an excuse to kill thousands of animals and drinks loads of alcohol, not exactly a good way of living, not exactly holy, just for the sake of giving shit to people who already have a house full of shit, wouldnt it be better to say, pay a friends bill, or give the money to a homeless person so they can eat and maybe buy some clothes something they actually need, thats what christmas used to be about, helping the least fortunate, but the only time that happens is when theres a disaster and thousands of people are killed, where is the love, thats all i ask where is the love,
why do you celebrate christmas if you dont even believe?, or do you just go with the flow because everyone else does?




No one has ever changed the world with out...........

changing people hearts, and the way they percieve their world, and in turn how they choose to react to it, it can also not be done with force, people have to wake up to it themselves and decide for themselves, because there are some fundamental truths, such as gravity, blue sky, green grass, now no one can argue with these, but when it comes to discussing realities, this is where it becomes a little difficult, and the only way to do it, is by relating stories that have meaning to all beings in all diferent situations, for one persons "reality" is not the same as the next persons, but underlying all realities are certain truths, such as all beings wish for happiness and try to avoid suffering, its just that both these acts can invariably lead to suffering, so an individual cant directly change the world only the masses can, but what an individual can do indirectly is change the heart of the masses, that is real power.

Faith isn't something you can buy or force?...

in line with a few of my amazing previous blogs faith has to be found by individuals on their own, and by people finding the truth on their own, and not being forced by guilt and constant psychological abused about sin and being born bad already, faith has to come from with in otherwise it will be blown down by a whisper and people will left wondering why as sheep always are, the why is easy, its the how thats sensitive, and truth will prevail if you actually look for, seek and you shall see.


Its easy to beat death, you just have to.......

free yourself from time, and death will no longer exist, its only our minds that have created this illusion around death becasue then it ceases to exist and the egoic mind will do anything to dellude its host that this is a bad event, when in fact its not the first time you have had to go through the door, all things are transitory and empty, there have been many great civilisations, countries and even species, but all that has a beginning has an end, and where did the mind come from, for nothing can just appear from nothing,

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

life will always go on no matter how sad u are, no matter how much u loose, or angry u get.....

so all you can do is just roll with, like water off a ducks back, dont hang on to the pain, and let go of the happiness because they will all cause suffering, because everything is going to be okay one day, so theres no point worrying about anything because its not going to change anything or serve any purpose, nothing lasts, and some day it will all be over like a dream


Monday, December 18, 2006

who the hell invented wakin up early.....

Waking up in the middle of the night, sweat gliding down my forehead, rolling over sure my time to leave this horizontal bliss would soon be over, but then opening one eye catching a glimpse at the time on my phone, alright its only 2:30, lets party for the next four hours, then again at 3:30, 4:10, 5:58 and 6:08, alright still 30 minutes of bliss to go, come on mind lets get something good out of it, then BANG, or should I say BEEP BEEP BEEP, my phone goes off at exactly 6:38 (well according to my phone anyway), oh but another five minutes wont hurt as though they will make the difference to the rest of my day, but then I end up arguing with myself, whats a few minutes here or there, so after only three more minutes of bliss I get up still trying fight waking up, so I sit on the end of my bed, as my wife is quick to steal the rest of the covers as soon as I am sitting upright without a word, then nature calls, quite aggressively as my lazziness to relieve myself turns into the inevetible pain afterwards you know is going to come but you still put it off for as long as you can, so iI manage to dawdle the three steps into the bathroom, reluctant to turn that glaring light on just incase it wakes me, and I plonk myself onto the toilet because I'm still going to sleep a few minutes on the bowl as the world wakes with screaching cars and honks out the window, and so I can sleep on the bowl for a few more minutes I stumble around more the toothpaste and my red toothbrush I "borrowed" off of my wife, and brush away for a few minutes still trying to hold my head up with hand, and then when its all done I spray the hose and wash the toothpaste on the floor and flush the toilet, as I reach around the corner to turn the switch thats going to light up my day, I notice the resident cockroach scurries off as I still dont have the heart to spray him/her/it, but I'll just catch him/her/it and then leave him/her/it for my wife to dispense of in the morning as she goes through the same routine only to find a bucket upside in the bathroom, stopping for a few moments to wonder what its doing there in the first place, and without a second thought just picks it up only to be frighetened that there is another living being underneath awaiting its time to escape so it can go on creating its amazing empire supposedly the only one to survive when the humans finally get the courage or fear to drop all those nuclear bombs and then we can take over THE WORLD "ha ha ha ha fools", then I stare into the mirror rubing my face deciding whether I have to shave again that day or whether I can get away with it again for another day, no one will notice, but I'm also in two minds about when I will have my shower because with no hot water theres always that anxiety and fear of jumping into a cold shower, but then I can only put it off for so long before I am late and will miss the school bus which then will of course ruin my whole day, I reach over to turn the shower on which has less pressure than I after a few chang beers, taking three times longer to wash off the soap as a "normal" shower until, so as wait the five minutes for the trickle begins to end as the last dregs of soap wash down the drain, I glady grab the large beach towel which I saviour after every shower as it automatically warms me, brushing the water off my body, and then I begin the arduous search for the right clothes because of course you have to match the right colours with the right days so you dont offend the King or any one of the teachers, and then I would loose face, but of course I wouldnt hear about it until about two months later when the word finally gets around, then I find my shoes, and spray all the sprays I need to, to keep the odours away from everyone else, and I leave the room almost awake, which of course lasts only till the school bus arrives as its full of fifty monkeys and its already twenty five dgrees and I am sweating before 8:00 and Ive done nothing but have a shower and walk down the five flight of stares out into the world as motor bikes and tuk tuks fly by, and on the corner a buffalo lifts its head only enough to see some fool wearing a bright yellow T-shirt, and thinking "he's porbably more scared of me than I am of him", and so just drops his head again to keeping muching that sweet green grass he's been having a go at all morning which is infinitely more interesting than that yellow fool.


Your wishes and dreams will never come true unless you turn them into goals...............

Theres no point going through life just hoping and praying for things you arent willing to strive for, life is not about wishes or hopes, its about goals and doing, dont expect anything to just happen, because its rare when its does, and as they say you gotta be in it to win it, so if your stuck in a job or situation you hate, get up and do something to change it, cause no one else will, start living your life and stop dreaming, theres no point dreaming if you dont do anything.



just a place called heaven near my house










Thursday, December 14, 2006

What is success?

Is there a level of success you are prepared to live with?
Who told you what it was? Did they tell you how to get?
Will you do anything to get it?
Are you afraid of success?,
What do you judge success to be?
Is it soley based upon money?
Or
What other people think about you?
Do you even care about success?
Does it drive you to be a better person?
Or
Does it only dirty your soul a little more?
How much time do you waste on it?




Anyone know Dr Larry Crabb or his book "Finding God", I hope he's not as arrogant or ignorant..

person, and after having read his book, I hope not all christians are as arrogant or ignorant, but I'm sure they are not, as he write's
Jews are stupid and arrogant, and homosexuals and unmarried pregnant women arent good enough for Gods love either, and I thought we were all created equal. love thy neighbour, he who is without sin, judge lest he be judged.
First quote
"Christians however are citizens of another world, in this one we are strangers, aliens, and pilgrims" pg 23 I'm not sure the church would like the use of aliens, and I thought we were all Gods children, and all created equal, and equally loved by him, how silly of me.

"When we live to get from others( and everyone does who suspects that God isnt good) pg 96
because all of the heathens are incapable of giving, and those who dont love and follow God can only take, we are not able to give anything at all.
"teaching that happiness comes to those who know they have no ability whatsoever to take care of themselves" pg 122
So every body put down your books and pens, throw away what happiness you have, it was wrong, happiness will only come from waiting for God to do something, you can create your own happiness unless you love and follow God.
Blinded by his own ablities to understand and communicate what others have inside, but are unable to communicate or even acknowledge, he has forgotten what Gods love is, and its not knowing things about love but being able to be in the prsence of it, theres a difference between knowing about water actually going for a swim in it.


NEVER LET ANYONE SAY YOUR POWERLESS TO CHANGE......................

WE HAVE ALL THE POWER WE NEED WITHIN OURSELVES TO CHANGE, BUT THERE ARE MANY OUT THERE WHO DONT WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THIS, THEY WANT TO KEEP THE FLOCK IN A CONSTANT STATE OF EMOTIONAL STRAIN SO THAT THEY WILL SPEND MORE AND MORE SO THAT THEY HAVE A SENSE OF SATISFACTION IN THEIR LIVES, AND KEEP THE POWERS THAT BE RICH AND "SAFE", FUELLED BY THEIR OWN GREED, STUFFING CONSUMERISM DOWN OUR THROATS 24/7, SO THAT WE ARE ALWAYS SCARED AND SPENDING, BUT WE CAN CHANGE NO ONE CAN CHANGE FOR YOU, SOME THINK YOU NEED SOMEONE POWERFULL AND ALL KNOWING TO CHANGE BUT WE DONT, WE ONLY NEED THE WILL AND THE ENERGY, ITS THAT SIMPLE,

In a culture so obsessed about the past and future, and ignoring the present moment............

Its not surpising that few people take the time to sit down and do nothing, but sit quietly for a few minutes to look inside and actually investigate their own thoughts actions and feelings and take a moment to stop worrying about what others think, there isnt much point worrying about what could be done yesterday or tomorrow, cause only in the present moment can you do anything, but in a society that is based on consumerism the powers that be dont want people thinking for themselves, because they themselves are so consumed with greed that they just want to keep every one in the same emotional state that will have them thinking that buying and spending will keep them happy, and that keeping up with the jones's will keep away there pain, and relieve them from eternal damnation, ha ha ha what fools, we all still love them any way



Is getting married the end of the all the fun?

well i wouldnt agree, but so many men of around about my age think that marriage is the end of all the fun, and as you settle down there can be nothing but staying home, now from the stand point of individuals who have had several relationships none of which werent all "roses", I can see how some would think that, but honestly I think its more to do with fear, than anything about fun, because why in the first place would you marry some one you didnt have fun with, and wouldnt like to stay home with, especially some one you had fun with and loved on a different more intimate way, or is that just me???



life is suffering, dont run away from it, accept it be with it and then love it................

and for as long as you think salvation will be coming round tomorrow, ha ha ha ha, your suffering will only increase, and no happiness will last, release comes from accepting fear and suffering, actually diving into it, rather than trying to run from it, the more you ignore the pain the more it strives for your attention, the stronger it grows, untill you find its source and then you no longer know pain, but you can BE with pain, its a natural part of this vehical the body, so stop trying to deny that it exists, and that its never going to arise again, stop avoiding the mystery, face the pain, because your never going to beat it, so JUST JOIN IT


The answer to life is so easy its all about .....................

the "circle", everything in life revolves around what this word symbolises, because of course we all know words are empty, and so are symbols i guess, everything in life returns to its source, water to the ocean, leaves and the body to the earth, and energy to energy, for everything in life needs to be in an equilibrium with life and its surroundings, if one small thing is out of ballance, then everything has to adapt to commodate that change, this is also where karma comes from, because there is no such thing as good or bad karma, karma is just about cause and effect, you could almost call it justice, nothing is forgotten and everything is taken care of one day, but our souls, energy, what ever you want to call it have just lost then way, caught up in an ego, that can only survive by keeping us in the dark, and everything that lives strives and adapts to stay alive, no different to an ego, its a disease a cancer, but the cure is not as easy a few pills, or a good nights sleep, and this is our purpose, to return from where we have come, see how easy it is.



Sin IS NOT what you think

SIN SIMPLY COMES FROM THE FACT THAT PEOPLE DONT TRAIN THEIR MINDS AS WELL AS THEY NEED TO, TO BE CONTROL OF ALL THEIR THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS, FOR EVERY ACTION BEGINS WITH A THOUGHT, AND EVERY WORD SPOKEN BEGINS WITH A THOUGHT, SOME THINK WHERE BORN TO SIN, SOME THINK WE SIN BECAUSE OF FEAR, AND SOME BECAUSE WE LACK "THE WAY", OR TRUTH, BUT SIN IS JUST THAT, WE ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF THE WHEEL, AND OTHERS WISH TO USE FEAR TO SHAPE YOU INTO SUBMISSION AND BELIEVE YOU ARE EVIL BECAUSE OF THIS AND THAT, BUT REALLY ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TRAIN YOUR MIND, ITS THAT SIMPLE ha ha ha ha ha ha ha aha ha, wishing you all love n luck

ONCE YOU REALIZE HOW EMPTY EVERYTHING IS YOU

COME TO KNOW THAT NOTHING ELSE MATTERS BUT THOSE BEINGS IN THE WORLD, AND YOU SHOULDNT TREAT THEM WITH ANY LESS RESPECT THAN THOSE YOU ALREADY LOVE,
WHY WORK FOR 30 YEARS IN THE SAME JOB?
WHY SPEND MORE HOURS AT WORK THAN YOU NEED?
WHY CREATE YOUR OWN SUFFERING?
WHY STEAL, LIE AND CHEAT?
WHY DO YOU THINK DOING THAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY?

Saturday, December 02, 2006

59 teachers dead in Southern Thailand

This is within two years, will anybody do anything other than just talk, its all fine having a coup, but whats the point if nothing changes, its just one dictator wrapped in sugar and cream for another claiming to be democratic.


322 schools closed in Southern Thailand

Can any one help, will anything be done other than talk, think of the children, they need schools here and education is the backbone of any countries future, anybody have a suggestion??????????

Dazed and confused

My reality is not yours but we still get along, free and love still grows, but they still want to rule it all the same, where has freedom gone, are people to scared to fail or live, or to conscious to be human, can no one take responsibility for themselves, so quick to blame someone else for there own shame, their egos to fragile for a moment of truth, do you really think your alone, we are just occupying a space like all the others breathing, it wont last and neither will the pain, so just let it all go, for when he calls there will be no pain nor fear, just learn how to be.


ONCE YOU REALIZE HOW EMPTY EVERYTHING IS YOU

COME TO KNOW THAT NOTHING ELSE MATTERS BUT THOSE BEINGS IN THE WORLD, AND YOU SHOULDNT TREAT THEM WITH ANY LESS RESPECT THAN THOSE YOU ALREADY LOVE,
WHY WORK FOR 30 YEARS IN THE SAME JOB?
WHY SPEND MORE HOURS AT WORK THAN YOU NEED?
WHY CREATE YOUR OWN SUFFERING?
WHY STEAL, LIE AND CHEAT?
WHY DO YOU THINK DOING THAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY?



Praying for your own needs is as selfish as the.....

Devil himself, God doesnt give you what you want, or you think you need, and he will help those who help themself, so stop being so selfish and think of others for a while, God has more things on his mind then serving your wants and desires


George Bush 2001 "Its amazing I won. I was running against peace, prosperity, and incumbency."

Scary to think a man who could not only think such a thing, but actualy say it out loud, can be in such a powerful position, and how can a country be so free but so ignorant at the same time? When will the people actually stand up say NO!



Monday, November 20, 2006

I am so tired of your endless lack of sympathy and ignorance

I tire very easily and quickly, when listening to westerners whine about there problems and the difficulties they are have, whether living in another country or at home, if you dont like living in the country then F#@K OFF, just leave, why must they hold up others with their constant bickering and nitpicking, most of their problems are created by themselves, and as milions of people around the world in the east and in africa struggle daily to eat, eating what people in the west kill with a spray can, and looking for medicine thats been thrown away, surrounded by deformities and dieseases that exist nowhere else in the "FIRST world", each day an individual wakes up in these "first world" countries should count themselves lucky they have a bed, a home to wake up in, and a job to complain about, and petrol prices to worry about, POOR YOU who can even afford a car, while children die daily because they cant afford the dollar to buy rice, so I'm sorry if i dont sympathize about the cost of your precious petrol or taxs, just be lucky you even live in a country where you have a choice, and hundreds of people around aren't dying from disease and starvation.


Nothing like pain to feel ALIVE

Does pain lend itself to creativity, it sure as hell lets you know your still among the living and trapped in a fickle body that you cant even control, knocked out by the three main points, chest, throat and head, i'm still reminded how weak i am, and that if my body wants to get sick then i can do nothing but give in and say, "ay have fun but clean up when ya done.", and when it wants to get better all i can do is say "welcome back, how was your trip?"



I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE IF YOU BELIEVE ME OR NOT

Can you ever be to honest that people think your joking, and hence dont believe you, for a long time i used to lie for others and to get away from things and people, but it didnt work, then so i started telling what people wanted to hear regardless of truth or not, but then that didnt work either as i ended up making so many stories that in the end i had to remember so many things, and i was more worried about what people were thinking, and so just a few years ago, i just started telling the truth but because of previous acts no one believed me anyway, and i got so frustrated cause i was actually telling the truth but no one cared or believed me, so i kept getting blamed for stuff i hadnt done, and started thinking that if i'm gonna get the blame i might as well just do them then i wouldnt feel so frustrated, but then i started feeling guilty, so in the end i started telling the truth, stopped doing such things, but i had to learn not to care about what other peole thought the truth was and just go by saying only what i knew, and not worry about what others said or thought, that way i dont feel guilty any more, and if do, do something wrong its just easier to not think and tell the truth, because the longer you keep it up the worse you feel, and the harder things get.


Friday, November 17, 2006

WILL THAILAND COLLAPSE AFTER THE DEATH OF THEIR FATHER

A country held together by a thread, and that thread is the King Bhumibol Adulyadej, probably one of the last most respected people of a monarchy, and the only reason for this country to be in the position its in, with corruption so rife that politicians and police have no one else to answer but the King, and when the inevitable does occur and he passes away, this country will along fall into the depths of darkness, fear, and the unknown, and there is no one who could replace him, if only there was a way to get the queen to take his place but that could, and would never happen, this country is ruled by the people who live in it, and they arent afraid to be the judge, jury and sentencer, because they know the police and policticains dont care just as long as they get there cut, Its sad in such a beautiful country, with such beautiful people that this country may be heading down the eternal drain of american support and may in the end have to be the base for another lost country. If only it wasnt 15 year olds running the country then maybe i could see some light at the end of the tunnel, but thank the lord for never has my life be so easy, and truley free, but if you hurry there is still time to make a paradise within its borders, just as long as you can afford the fees



Do you know why you work

Do you think you really need to work so many hours, WERE YOU BORN TO WORK, or are you so lost that you have to fill your life with meaningless bullshit that drains your life and steals your soul, robbing you of what precious time you have, as the people play childish games trying to steal even more energy from you and dominate you so that they gain energy and inturn gains(momentarily) more energy, life can only exist with energy ciruclating as people give and recieve, without games and mind numbing stupidity!




its not the most popular subject but the sooner u accept it the, the quicker u will be free

Even though I know it doesnt exist, its still my last remaining fear, sure other things come up, but they are only fleeting lows that survive for as long as a snowflake in hell, but death is a very dark subject for many westerners, yet when you understand life deaths mystery also vanishes, but death is no different to moving into a new house, sure you worry about the view and location, but really it all just comes down to your own state of mind


Why do those who believe in God, still cry at funereals

I'm always perplexed and have tried many times to find an answer to this question, shouldnt people be happy, if you believe in a God when your friends and family die, arent they going to a place free from pain and suffering, or is the crying more to do with an individuals own insecurites about being alone, is there a God, having lost a friend to be with, or does it make people contemplate there own end, if I new my friends and family were going to heaven I would be so happy for them I would be having a party, I would probably even be jealous, at least they dont have to work anymore. lucky bastards!




Saturday, November 11, 2006

true love knows no pain

if its real love then it wouldnt hurt, and whether its lost or not it would not cause suffering, if its real love then it would never hurt unless it has been tainted by the ego, love is beyond pain, beyond loss, and beyond individuals



What religion

Its foolish to think any country is of any religion at all, human beings are to lazy and hypocrytical to align themselves with one train of thought a 100%

LET IT BURN

Let the city burn if you hate it so,
Dont believe what you know,
Stop complaining for what you have chosen,
Dont let the pain keep your heart frozen,
Fear is your only chain,
Laziness the only game,
Let go of what you think is real,
Do you even understand what you feel,
99% of everything is just space,
Everything is empty in this race.



TIME WHERE DOES IT GO

why does time seem to be nonexistant when procrastinating on the internet, is it entering the twilight zone, can people waste their whole lives livin and surfin on the net, where are our social skills going, are people to afraid to talk in person, and prefer the rather impersonal messaging service offered to us today,


It all just comes down to greed, basically people want more than they need

its that simple people constantly make up excuses for needing this and that but really its just to fill a void that has no limits and will only end when you end it



dont follow what you dont understand

With the exception of a few people, a few movies, a few books, a few artists, and a few people who are able to step away from the mainstream, with the ability to think beyond what they are told and see, human beings are still no better than animals because we are still controlled by the same mind as any other creature on this planet, and of the cave men of thousands of yeras ago in africa somewhere, the only difference between humans and animals is that we are able to look at the world and question, discover and what makes us worse than the animals is that WE DONT!



if only you could just take a pill, but then what would it mean

Love is all we need just most of us never experience it on the level expressed by the prophets of our world, all they can do is to tell us what its not, and all communication can is just a sign post, and not the actual experience at all, so when ever we get angry look inside and ask why, when ever your happy ask why, when ever your sad ask why, and when you have done that, think about the other person was going through to have done that,



why do you even care

What difference does it make to you what I put in or on my body, if no one else is getting hurt why should it bother you, and how is it that governments can control this I thought we are free, but as bill hicks says, "We are free to do what we are told", but they allow us to intake alcohol and cigarettes which kill more people daily than all other drugs put together over a year, oh but then i guess they make shit loads of money so thats ok, I'm sorry



JUST WASTING LIFE AWAY

How much of your life is being wasted on the computer/blogging/internet, are people just wasting time, or are individuals actually trying to increase the collective conscious, and their own level of intelligence and experience


Tuesday, November 07, 2006

the greatest sculpture ever


i think by far the greatest ever created, but art is so debateable, because its so emotional, and indescribable


JUST FOR A LAUGH - INTRODUCING MR BILL HICKS

People ask me what I think about that woman priest thing. What, a woman priest? Women priests. Great, great. Now there's priests of both sexes I don't listen to.

See we just had a misunderstanding. I thought we lived in the U.S. of A., the United States of America. But actually we live in the U.S. of A., the United States of Advertising. Freedom of expression is guaranteed? If you've got the money!

If the FBI's motivating factor for busting down the Koresh compound was child abuse, how come we never see Bradley tanks smashing into Catholic churches?

I love the Pope, I love seeing him in his Pope-Mobile, his three feet of bullet proof plexi-glass. That's faith in action folks! You know he's got God on his side.

Go back to bed, America, your government has figured out how it all transpired. Go back to bed America, your goverment is in control. Here, here's American Gladiators. Watch this, shut up, go back to bed America, here is American Gladiators, here is 56 channels of it! Watch these pituitary retards bang their fucking skulls together and congratulate you on the living in the land of freedom. Here you go America - you are free to do what well tell you! You are free to do what we tell you!

I'm gonna share with you a vision that I had, cause I love you. And you feel it. You know all that money we spend on nuclear weapons and defense each year, trillions of dollars, correct? Instead -- just play with this -- if we spent that money feeding and clothing the poor of the world -- and it would pay for it many times over, not one human being excluded -- we can explore space together, both inner and outer, forever in peace. Thank you very much. You've been great, I hope you enjoyed it.
The worst kind of non-smokers are the ones that come up to you and cough. That's pretty fucking cruel isn't it? Do you go up to cripples and dance too?

By the way, if anyone here is in advertising or marketing, kill yourself. Thank you, thank you. Just a little thought. I'm just trying to plant seeds. Maybe one day they'll take root. I don't know. You try. You do what you can. Kill yourselves. Seriously though, if you are, do. No really, there's no rationalisation for what you do, and you are Satan's little helpers, OK? Kill yourselves, seriously. You're the ruiner of all things good. Seriously, no, this is not a joke. "There's gonna be a joke coming..." There's no fucking joke coming, you are Satan's spawn, filling the world with bile and garbage, you are fucked and you are fucking us, kill yourselves, it's the only way to save your fucking soul. Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself now. Now, back to the show.
"You know what Bill's doing now, he's going for the righteous indignation dollar, that's a big dollar, a lot of people are feeling that indignation, we've done research, huge market. He's doing a good thing." Godammit, I'm not doing that, you scumbags, quit putting a godamn dollar sign on every fucking thing on this planet!

I've learned a lot about women. I think I've learned exactly how the fall of man occured in the Garden of Eden. Adam and Eve were in the Garden of Eden, and Adam said one day, "Wow, Eve, here we are, at one with nature, at one with God, we'll never age, we'll never die, and all our dreams come true the instant that we have them." And Eve said, "Yeah... it's just not enough is it?"

The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride." And we kill those people.

We all pay for life with death, so everything in between should be free.

That's an act, that's a frying pan, that's a stove, you're an alcoholic! Dude, I'm tripping right now, and I still see that that's a fucking egg, alright? I see the UFO's around it, but that's a goddamn egg in the middle. There's a hobbit eating it, but goddammit that hobbit's eating a fucking egg! He's on a unicorn. But, no, th-th-th-that's a fucking egg. How dare you have a wino tell me not to do drugs!

It's always funny until someone gets hurt. Then it's just hilarious.

It's great to be here. I thank you. Ah, I've been on the road doing comedy for ten years now, so bear with me while I plaster on a fake smile and plough through this shit one more time.

One of my big fears in life is that I'm gonna die and my parents are going to come to clean out my apartment and find that porno wing I've been adding on to for years.

We are the facilitators of our own creative evolution.
I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out.

I'm tired of this back-slapping "Isn't humanity neat?" bullshit. We're a virus with shoes, okay? That's all we are.

No, I don't do drugs anymore, either. But I'll tell you something about drugs. I used to do drugs, but I'll tell you something honestly about drugs, honestly, and I know it's not a very popular idea, you don't hear it very often anymore, but it is the truth: I had a great time doing drugs. Sorry. Never murdered anyone, never robbed anyone, never raped anyone, never beat anyone, never lost a job, a car, a house, a wife or kids, laughed my ass off, and went about my day.

Christianity has a built-in defense system: anything that questions a belief, no matter how logical the argument is, is the work of Satan by the very fact that it makes you question a belief. It's a very interesting defense mechanism and the only way to get by it -- and believe me, I was raised Southern Baptist -- is to take massive amounts of mushrooms, sit in a field, and just go, "Show me."

It's just a ride and we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money, a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one.

Here is my final point. About drugs, about alcohol, about pornography and smoking and everything else. What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, say, think, who I fuck, what I take into my body - as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet?

Why is marijuana against the law? It grows naturally upon our planet. Doesn't the idea of making nature against the law seem to you a bit... unnatural? You know what I mean? It's nature. How do you make nature against the fucking law?

I can speak for every guy in this room here tonight. Guys, if you could blow yourselves, ladies, you'd be in this room alone right now. Watching an empty stage.
******
I dunno how much AIDS scares y'all, but I got a theory: the day they come out with a cure for AIDS, a guaranteed one-shot cure, on that day there's gonna be fucking in the streets, man.
******
I believe that God left certain drugs growing naturally upon our planet to help speed up and facilitate our evolution. OK, not the most popular idea ever expressed. Either that or you're all real high and agreeing with me in the only way you can right now. (Starts blinking)
******
They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do, just as well. You just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.
******
You ever noticed how people who believe in Creationism look really unevolved? You ever noticed that? Eyes real close together, eyebrow ridges, big furry hands and feet. "I believe God created me in one day" Yeah, looks liked He rushed it.
******
I love talking about the Kennedy assasination. The reason I do is because I'm fascinated by it. I'm fascinated that our government could lie to us so blatantly, so obviously for so long, and we do absolutely nothing about it. I think that's interesting in what is ostensibly a democracy. Sarcasm - come on in. People say "Bill, quit talking about Kennedy man. It was a long time ago, just let it go, alright? It's a long time ago, just forget it." I'm like, alright, then don't bring up Jesus to me. As long as we're talking shelf life here...


Because you know if you play New Kids on the Block albums backwards they sound better. "Oh come on, Bill, they're the New Kids, don't pick on them, they're so good and they're so clean cut and they're such a good image for the children." Fuck that! When did mediocrity and banality become a good image for your children? I want my children to listen to people who fucking ROCKED! I don't care if they died in puddles of their own vomit! I want someone who plays from his fucking HEART!
******
I was in Nashville, Tennesee last year. After the show I went to a Waffle House. I'm not proud of it, I was hungry. And I'm alone, I'm eating and I'm reading a book, right? Waitress walks over to me: " Hey, whatchoo readin' for?"
Isn't that the weirdest fucking question you've ever heard? Not what am I readING, but what am I reading *for*? Well, godammit, ya stumped me! Why do I read? Well... hmmm... I dunno... I guess I read for a lot of reasons, and the main one is so I don't end up being a fucking waffle waitress.
******
Supreme Court says pornography is anything without artistic merit that causes sexual thoughts, that's their definition, essentially. No artistic merit, causes sexual thoughts. Hmm... Sounds like...every commercial on television, doesn't it? You know, when I see those two twins on that Doublemint commercial? I'm not thinking of gum. I am thinking of chewing, so maybe that's the connection they're trying to make.

The musicians today who don't do drugs and in fact speak out against it? "Rock Against Drugs?" BOY do they suck.
******
Children are smarter than any of us. Know how I know that? I don't know one child with a full time job and children.
******
Childbirth is no more a miracle then eating food and a turd coming out of your ass.
******
I have never seen two people on pot get in a fight because it is fucking IMPOSSIBLE. "Hey, buddy!" "Hey, what?" "Ummmmmmm...." End of argument.
******
We gotta come to some new ideas about life folks ok? I'm not being blase about abortion, it might be a real issue, it might not, doesn't matter to me. What matters is that if you believe in the sanctity of life then you believe it for life of all ages. That's what I hate about this child-worship syndrome going on. "Save the children! They're killing children! How many children were at Waco? They're killing children!" What does that mean? They reach a certain age and they're off your fucking love-list? Fuck your children, if that's the way you think then fuck you too. You either love all people of all ages or you shut the fuck up.

People are bringing shotguns to UFO sightings in Fife, Alabama. I asked a guy, "Why do you bring a gun to a UFO sighting?" Guy said, "Way-ul, we didn' wanna be ab-duc-ted." If I lived in Fife, Alabama, I would be on my hands and knees every night praying for abduction.
******
It's really weird how your life changes. Tonight I'm drinking water. Four years ago? Opium. Night and day, you know?
******
I don't do drugs anymore... than say, the average touring funk band.
******
"This is your brain." I've seen a lot of weird shit on drugs. I have never ever ever ever EVER looked at a fucking egg and thought it was a brain.
******
If you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, then go home and burn all your records, all your tapes, and all your CDs because every one of those artists who have made brilliant music and enhanced your lives? RrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrEAL fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high they let Ringo sing a few songs.

I smoke. If this bothers anyone, I suggest you look around at the world in which we live and shut your fuckin' mouth.
******
Your denial is beneath you, and thanks to the use of hallucinogenic drugs, I see through you.
******
A lot of Christians wear crosses around their necks. You think when Jesus comes back he ever wants to see a fucking cross? It's like going up to Jackie Onassis wearing a rifle pendant.
******
Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye.
******
People say "Iraq had the fourth largest army in the world". Yeah, maybe, but you know what, after the first 3 largest armies, there's a REAL big fucking drop-off. The Hare Krishnas are the 5th largest army in the world, and they've already got all our airports.


Robalini@aol.comKirby The Konspiracy Boy Says, "I NEED 2 KONFORM!!!"
http://www.konformist.com/2001/hicks.htm




what is life

Your never going to change anything in a day, a week or even a few years, and if someone wants to find the truth they have to find it themsleves, and can never be forced or pushed, the truth has and always be what it is, everyone has to find their own key, for some its an individual, a book, drugs, travelling, great fear, or great pain, and all one has to do is have the door pryed just a bit, for the light to enter and see the world from within, there is happiness and there is more to life, and its funny how nothing has to do with what you can do but sit and listen to your own mind, life is all that counts and family and all ones job should be for is to grow, learn, experience and faciliate their family.


DONT BULLSHIT A BULLSHITTER

Dont ever talk to me in lies, cause your conversing with one who spent years perfecting it, and in the end it became an obsession. Its always your eyes that leak the news for the rest of you can be controlled but your eyes always tell the truth so in the end the best are those who begin to believe what they say, and when you begin to do that reality shifts and paranoia sets in, for all reality is an equal perception but if you begin to create your own, you will never know the difference, and if you ever get lost or forget you are FUCKED, and the more and more you have to remember makes it even harder and harder, and i can read your soul if you choose but thats only if you ask or there is an issue because most people only lie about shit they have lied about for years, but deep down you can never truley believe it yourself because your essence is truth, so inturn it would like getting a stone to bleed, or a pig to fly


Friday, November 03, 2006

how are you today

how are you feeling, what have let steal your happiness, and what have you let decieve you to think you will happy with it


HAPPINESS DONT BE FOOLED WHAT THEY TELL< TRUST ME I"M A LONG TIME FOOL

Nothing can make, or give happiness outside of your own being, soul energy which ever you wish to label it, for all things are empty as each other, the sun i feel and the moon i eat and the blood i drink, still end up on there way to the sea.



HAPPINESS DONT BE FOOLED WHAT THEY TELL< TRUST ME I"M A LONG TIME FOOL

Nothing can make, or give happiness outside of your own being, soul energy which ever you wish to label it, for all things are empty as each other, the sun i feel and the moon i eat and the blood i drink, still end up on there way to the sea.



SEEING IS DELUSION AND THINKING A DISEASE


All you see is emptiness and all you wish for an illusion, all paths begin and end at the same place and time, they start and any suffering or happiness you carry are attachments to nothing

DONT WAIT FOR THE WORLD TO CHANGE DO IT YOURSELF YOU LAZY BASTARD

I know your scared but if ya dont change it, aint nothing gonna a change dont ever wait around for your life to change cause if ya aint happy with it, aint no one gonna do it for you, dont be scared to be a fool or to fall cause we all do once or twice, and its better to regret something you did do rather than something you were scared to try


FEAR OR WORRY

WHAT HAS ANYONE GAINED THROUGH FEAR BUT KNOWLEDGE, WHAT HAS ANYONE GAINED THROUGH WORRY, BUT SUFFERING.



KNOWLEDGE AND FEAR

ONLY THROUGH KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERINCE CAN ONE DESTROY FEAR


Monday, October 23, 2006

"take a look at yourself before you accuse me" eric clapton

People seem so worried about children and how they are growing up, and they are always left dumbfounded when something goes wrong, suicide, murder, or drugs, parents need to take a look at themselves first, and stop trying to blame society for all their problems. Children first learn their world and how to judge or interpret it from their immedediate family, whether that be parents, or other family members depending on the culture you come from, and children dont listen to what they are told, because they just copy what they see, so the more you practice what you preach the better, and this will put them in good stead for the rest of their future, because there are going to be negative influences out there and unfavourable situations, but if they have a good foundation then they will come back and they will be the better for it



Tuesday, October 10, 2006

CHILDREN THERE ALL WE'VE GOT

I wish i could do a survey or some kind of study on parents and their minds, and would like to find out why sort resort to physical or verbal punishment. I've learnt recently that i think a lot of comes from a parents iniability to know their own emotions and lack knowledge in dealing with stressful situations. As not every day is exactly the same, one day a child can do something and everybody laughs, but the next time that child does it. they get abused, and sometimes its just because the parent has had a bad day, or because they dont know what else to do, its easy to hit and scream at a child, but it takes patience to teach and carry out other forms of punishment.
Do parents even think how one situation can effect a child in the long run, are parents afraid, or are they just tired sometimes, its seems to be the most difficult task, that comes with no training.
There isnt a subject these days that isnt done at some educational facility.
But i've found out that the stability of a parents mind, is the biggest difference in a childs ability to grow up be a positive person in this world.




WAKE UP WERE NOT ALL LIKE YOU AND WE ALL DONT WANNA BE LIKE YOU

Your never going to convert people unless they want to, and your never going to nationalise countries, if people dont care about a few white lines on a map by the white man. So many people in africa and the middle east still live in either tribal or religious groups, and dont recognise a national identity, this is why there has been unrest in these countries for so long, because they dont care about what some white man hundreds of years ago, and thousands of miles away said.




MONEY MONEY MONEY

Its seems these days that the better the medicines get, the fewer people can afford them,

The more food we have the more we charge, and the less who are fed,

People say were so advanced, but then why are there so many people, poor, sick, starving, stressed and fighting.

AND,

How is that all of our great technologies have come about because of war, lazziness, and money.

And,

If life is so good, why is stress the number one killer for the western world, and malaria for the third worlds




Tuesday, September 26, 2006

the planet the sun the body the plants the animals all have the same soul

We are born on this massive planet which is made up of dust, which is made up of energy, our life is not even a blink in the time of the universe, and our problems insignificant, you would think with so little time we would rather enjoy our time here instead of filling it with "problems" we create to fill up time, in the end no matter what we do doesnt it make sense to create peace and happiness

change is good, but i guess it depends how negative and judgemental you wanna be

Peoples fear of change has nothing to do with change at all, but ones inability to cope and adapt, because they have gotten to a point where they know what to do in there life, its become comfortable, which means predictable, and people like that, but when things change people doubt and fear their own abilities to be able to adapt to a new situation, but this is how we grow, and they assume that they will fail, this is why people fear change, because they dont beleive in themselves, and really nothing real ever changed.

its only chemicals

I find it very ammusing how people see themselves better and different from the animals and plants, sand and seas, but in essence they are all the same, they all survive on the same chemicals because they are all born from the same planet, all matter is nothing but energy, and all energy just matter, nothing is constant, and even the hardest object is still not still in its inner most existance,
life is change,
life is energy,
life is love.
Death doesnt even exist,
because life is neither born,
so how can it die???????????????


Friday, September 22, 2006

i dont know if i like the man but damn he's got a point

Published on Wednesday, September 20, 2006 by CommonDreams.org
Chavez Address to the United Nations
by Hugo ChavezAddress to the UNNew YorkSeptember 20, 2006

Representatives of the governments of the world, good morning to all of you. First of all, I would like to invite you, very respectfully, to those who have not read this book, to read it.
Noam Chomsky, one of the most prestigious American and world intellectuals, Noam Chomsky, and this is one of his most recent books, 'Hegemony or Survival: The Imperialist Strategy of the United States.'" [Holds up book, waves it in front of General Assembly.] "It's an excellent book to help us understand what has been happening in the world throughout the 20th century, and what's happening now, and the greatest threat looming over our planet.
The hegemonic pretensions of the American empire are placing at risk the very survival of the human species. We continue to warn you about this danger and we appeal to the people of the United States and the world to halt this threat, which is like a sword hanging over our heads. I had considered reading from this book, but, for the sake of time," [flips through the pages, which are numerous] "I will just leave it as a recommendation.
It reads easily, it is a very good book, I'm sure Madame [President] you are familiar with it. It appears in English, in Russian, in Arabic, in German. I think that the first people who should read this book are our brothers and sisters in the United States, because their threat is right in their own house.
The devil is right at home. The devil, the devil himself, is right in the house.
"And the devil came here yesterday. Yesterday the devil came here. Right here." [crosses himself] "And it smells of sulfur still today.
Yesterday, ladies and gentlemen, from this rostrum, the president of the United States, the gentleman to whom I refer as the devil, came here, talking as if he owned the world. Truly. As the owner of the world.
I think we could call a psychiatrist to analyze yesterday's statement made by the president of the United States. As the spokesman of imperialism, he came to share his nostrums, to try to preserve the current pattern of domination, exploitation and pillage of the peoples of the world.
An Alfred Hitchcock movie could use it as a scenario. I would even propose a title: "The Devil's Recipe."
As Chomsky says here, clearly and in depth, the American empire is doing all it can to consolidate its system of domination. And we cannot allow them to do that. We cannot allow world dictatorship to be consolidated.
The world parent's statement -- cynical, hypocritical, full of this imperial hypocrisy from the need they have to control everything.
They say they want to impose a democratic model. But that's their democratic model. It's the false democracy of elites, and, I would say, a very original democracy that's imposed by weapons and bombs and firing weapons.
What a strange democracy. Aristotle might not recognize it or others who are at the root of democracy.
What type of democracy do you impose with marines and bombs?
The president of the United States, yesterday, said to us, right here, in this room, and I'm quoting, "Anywhere you look, you hear extremists telling you can escape from poverty and recover your dignity through violence, terror and martyrdom."
Wherever he looks, he sees extremists. And you, my brother -- he looks at your color, and he says, oh, there's an extremist. Evo Morales, the worthy president of Bolivia, looks like an extremist to him.
The imperialists see extremists everywhere. It's not that we are extremists. It's that the world is waking up. It's waking up all over. And people are standing up.
I have the feeling, dear world dictator, that you are going to live the rest of your days as a nightmare because the rest of us are standing up, all those who are rising up against American imperialism, who are shouting for equality, for respect, for the sovereignty of nations.
Yes, you can call us extremists, but we are rising up against the empire, against the model of domination.
The president then -- and this he said himself, he said: "I have come to speak directly to the populations in the Middle East, to tell them that my country wants peace."
That's true. If we walk in the streets of the Bronx, if we walk around New York, Washington, San Diego, in any city, San Antonio, San Francisco, and we ask individuals, the citizens of the United States, what does this country want? Does it want peace? They'll say yes.
But the government doesn't want peace. The government of the United States doesn't want peace. It wants to exploit its system of exploitation, of pillage, of hegemony through war.
It wants peace. But what's happening in Iraq? What happened in Lebanon? In Palestine? What's happening? What's happened over the last 100 years in Latin America and in the world? And now threatening Venezuela -- new threats against Venezuela, against Iran?
He spoke to the people of Lebanon. Many of you, he said, have seen how your homes and communities were caught in the crossfire. How cynical can you get? What a capacity to lie shamefacedly. The bombs in Beirut with millimetric precision?
This is crossfire? He's thinking of a western, when people would shoot from the hip and somebody would be caught in the crossfire.
This is imperialist, fascist, assassin, genocidal, the empire and Israel firing on the people of Palestine and Lebanon. That is what happened. And now we hear, "We're suffering because we see homes destroyed.'
The president of the United States came to talk to the peoples -- to the peoples of the world. He came to say -- I brought some documents with me, because this morning I was reading some statements, and I see that he talked to the people of Afghanistan, the people of Lebanon, the people of Iran. And he addressed all these peoples directly.
And you can wonder, just as the president of the United States addresses those peoples of the world, what would those peoples of the world tell him if they were given the floor? What would they have to say?
And I think I have some inkling of what the peoples of the south, the oppressed people think. They would say, "Yankee imperialist, go home." I think that is what those people would say if they were given the microphone and if they could speak with one voice to the American imperialists.
And that is why, Madam President, my colleagues, my friends, last year we came here to this same hall as we have been doing for the past eight years, and we said something that has now been confirmed -- fully, fully confirmed.
I don't think anybody in this room could defend the system. Let's accept -- let's be honest. The U.N. system, born after the Second World War, collapsed. It's worthless.
Oh, yes, it's good to bring us together once a year, see each other, make statements and prepare all kinds of long documents, and listen to good speeches, like Abel's yesterday, or President Mullah's . Yes, it's good for that.
And there are a lot of speeches, and we've heard lots from the president of Sri Lanka, for instance, and the president of Chile.
But we, the assembly, have been turned into a merely deliberative organ. We have no power, no power to make any impact on the terrible situation in the world. And that is why Venezuela once again proposes, here, today, 20 September, that we re-establish the United Nations.
Last year, Madam, we made four modest proposals that we felt to be crucially important. We have to assume the responsibility our heads of state, our ambassadors, our representatives, and we have to discuss it.
The first is expansion, and Mullah talked about this yesterday right here. The Security Council, both as it has permanent and non-permanent categories, (inaudible) developing countries and LDCs must be given access as new permanent members. That's step one.
Second, effective methods to address and resolve world conflicts, transparent decisions.
Point three, the immediate suppression -- and that is something everyone's calling for -- of the anti-democratic mechanism known as the veto, the veto on decisions of the Security Council.
Let me give you a recent example. The immoral veto of the United States allowed the Israelis, with impunity, to destroy Lebanon. Right in front of all of us as we stood there watching, a resolution in the council was prevented.
Fourthly, we have to strengthen, as we've always said, the role and the powers of the secretary general of the United Nations.
Yesterday, the secretary general practically gave us his speech of farewell. And he recognized that over the last 10 years, things have just gotten more complicated; hunger, poverty, violence, human rights violations have just worsened. That is the tremendous consequence of the collapse of the United Nations system and American hegemonistic pretensions.
Madam, Venezuela a few years ago decided to wage this battle within the United Nations by recognizing the United Nations, as members of it that we are, and lending it our voice, our thinking.
Our voice is an independent voice to represent the dignity and the search for peace and the reformulation of the international system; to denounce persecution and aggression of hegemonistic forces on the planet.
This is how Venezuela has presented itself. Bolivar's home has sought a nonpermanent seat on the Security Council.
Let's see. Well, there's been an open attack by the U.S. government, an immoral attack, to try and prevent Venezuela from being freely elected to a post in the Security Council.
The imperium is afraid of truth, is afraid of independent voices. It calls us extremists, but they are the extremists.
And I would like to thank all the countries that have kindly announced their support for Venezuela, even though the ballot is a secret one and there's no need to announce things.
But since the imperium has attacked, openly, they strengthened the convictions of many countries. And their support strengthens us.
Mercosur, as a bloc, has expressed its support, our brothers in Mercosur. Venezuela, with Brazil, Argentina, Paraguay, Uruguay, is a full member of Mercosur.
And many other Latin American countries, CARICOM, Bolivia have expressed their support for Venezuela. The Arab League, the full Arab League has voiced its support. And I am immensely grateful to the Arab world, to our Arab brothers, our Caribbean brothers, the African Union. Almost all of Africa has expressed its support for Venezuela and countries such as Russia or China and many others.
I thank you all warmly on behalf of Venezuela, on behalf of our people, and on behalf of the truth, because Venezuela, with a seat on the Security Council, will be expressing not only Venezuela's thoughts, but it will also be the voice of all the peoples of the world, and we will defend dignity and truth.
Over and above all of this, Madam President, I think there are reasons to be optimistic. A poet would have said "helplessly optimistic," because over and above the wars and the bombs and the aggressive and the preventive war and the destruction of entire peoples, one can see that a new era is dawning.
As Silvio Rodriguez says, the era is giving birth to a heart. There are alternative ways of thinking. There are young people who think differently. And this has already been seen within the space of a mere decade. It was shown that the end of history was a totally false assumption, and the same was shown about Pax Americana and the establishment of the capitalist neo-liberal world. It has been shown, this system, to generate mere poverty. Who believes in it now?
What we now have to do is define the future of the world. Dawn is breaking out all over. You can see it in Africa and Europe and Latin America and Oceanea. I want to emphasize that optimistic vision.
We have to strengthen ourselves, our will to do battle, our awareness. We have to build a new and better world.
Venezuela joins that struggle, and that's why we are threatened. The U.S. has already planned, financed and set in motion a coup in Venezuela, and it continues to support coup attempts in Venezuela and elsewhere.
President Michelle Bachelet reminded us just a moment ago of the horrendous assassination of the former foreign minister, Orlando Letelier.
And I would just add one thing: Those who perpetrated this crime are free. And that other event where an American citizen also died were American themselves. They were CIA killers, terrorists.
And we must recall in this room that in just a few days there will be another anniversary. Thirty years will have passed from this other horrendous terrorist attack on the Cuban plane, where 73 innocents died, a Cubana de Aviacion airliner.
And where is the biggest terrorist of this continent who took the responsibility for blowing up the plane? He spent a few years in jail in Venezuela. Thanks to CIA and then government officials, he was allowed to escape, and he lives here in this country, protected by the government.
And he was convicted. He has confessed to his crime. But the U.S. government has double standards. It protects terrorism when it wants to.
And this is to say that Venezuela is fully committed to combating terrorism and violence. And we are one of the people who are fighting for peace.
Luis Posada Carriles is the name of that terrorist who is protected here. And other tremendously corrupt people who escaped from Venezuela are also living here under protection: a group that bombed various embassies, that assassinated people during the coup. They kidnapped me and they were going to kill me, but I think God reached down and our people came out into the streets and the army was too, and so I'm here today.
But these people who led that coup are here today in this country protected by the American government. And I accuse the American government of protecting terrorists and of having a completely cynical discourse.
We mentioned Cuba. Yes, we were just there a few days ago. We just came from there happily.
And there you see another era born. The Summit of the 15, the Summit of the Nonaligned, adopted a historic resolution. This is the outcome document. Don't worry, I'm not going to read it.
But you have a whole set of resolutions here that were adopted after open debate in a transparent matter -- more than 50 heads of state. Havana was the capital of the south for a few weeks, and we have now launched, once again, the group of the nonaligned with new momentum.
And if there is anything I could ask all of you here, my companions, my brothers and sisters, it is to please lend your good will to lend momentum to the Nonaligned Movement for the birth of the new era, to prevent hegemony and prevent further advances of imperialism.
And as you know, Fidel Castro is the president of the nonaligned for the next three years, and we can trust him to lead the charge very efficiently.
Unfortunately they thought, "Oh, Fidel was going to die." But they're going to be disappointed because he didn't. And he's not only alive, he's back in his green fatigues, and he's now presiding the nonaligned.
So, my dear colleagues, Madam President, a new, strong movement has been born, a movement of the south. We are men and women of the south.
With this document, with these ideas, with these criticisms, I'm now closing my file. I'm taking the book with me. And, don't forget, I'm recommending it very warmly and very humbly to all of you.
We want ideas to save our planet, to save the planet from the imperialist threat. And hopefully in this very century, in not too long a time, we will see this, we will see this new era, and for our children and our grandchildren a world of peace based on the fundamental principles of the United Nations, but a renewed United Nations.
And maybe we have to change location. Maybe we have to put the United Nations somewhere else; maybe a city of the south. We've proposed Venezuela.
You know that my personal doctor had to stay in the plane. The chief of security had to be left in a locked plane. Neither of these gentlemen was allowed to arrive and attend the U.N. meeting. This is another abuse and another abuse of power on the part of the Devil. It smells of sulfur here, but God is with us and I embrace you all.
May God bless us all. Good day to you.


HA HA HA democracy thats funny ha ha ha lol

I'm so sick of everyone outside of Thailand saying "how bad/sad the coup was for Thai democracy", well everyone there has to be Thai democracy before you can be sad about it, where were you years ago when Thaksin took over the governmnet throu open corruption and bribary, you werent complaining then about democracy were you, and what about the hundreds of people being killed in the south because of Thaksins lack of care and action, i didnt hear any one crying out then, so before the world condemns Thailand and its democratic ways, step aside and look where democracy went years ago, and how can it be called a democracy when the government owns a phone company and gives away free phones to the poorest people, um HELLO, i didnt hear anyone crying about democracy then did I, so usually i respect other peoples opinions, buts its not your fault if you lack the information necassary to make a valid opinion. So before you go judgeing another countries democracy, first have a look at the actual countries wheelings and dealings, and then look to which country you are going to compare it to, because there arent to many "democratic" countries out there. The military action was the only to stop, and begin new again, i hope.



Tuesday, September 19, 2006

6 bombs 4 killed 82 injured

4 killed and over 80 injured in more senseless violence in southern thailand, it doesnt seem as though many thai people are even doing anything about it, they need to work together with the Malaysian government to bring these careless individuals to justice, and its only these who will be able to prevent these evil acts from happening again, its the thai people on the streets, its all individuals who have to help the police and military to catch and prevent such violence from happening again.


THE ANSWER

The answer doesnt lie with politicians or governments but must come and happen on an individual level, people need to stop expecting everyone else to solve their problems and realize that we have to understand our own suffering and discover that we are all the same


BREEDING terrorists

Why cant the leaders of the western world see that they are breeding terrorists, their current policies and actions are only fueling terrorists more and more hatred and anger and that this "war" will never end, just because you catch one individual, there's a million others to take there spot, this war will never be over for as long as they continue, terrorists feed off of such actions, and for as long as they do, they will continue to cause harm and destruction, because they have no polictical voice or agenda, and nor are they confined to governments or borders, nor do they care about who or what they attack, even injurying their own on many occasions, there is no answer that can prevent this war from ending today. This will and can only end if the western world begin to fall back from trying control the world and worry more about the health and well being of their own countries before they should go abroad.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

22 BOMBS IN YALA _-_-_- HELP

With weeks of bombings and attacks on teachers, police, and innocent people in Southern Thailand what can be done to help. Though i'm sure if everyone around the world that needed help screamed it out all at once, the whole universe would roar.
But its hard to see a solution to rise soon, with so much corruption, a lack of morals, ethics, and loyalty not only toward ones family, friends, and colleagues but to ones country, what can be done to stop the violence. It also doesnt help when government officials, claim that such violence is to be expected so close to an election.

HOW CAN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL COUNRTY BECOME SO DIRTY



Friday, September 01, 2006

FROM THE GREATEST TRILOGY EVER

Smith: Why, Mr. Anderson, why? Why, why do you do it? Why, why get up? Why keep fighting? Do you believe you're fighting for something, for more than your survival? Can you tell me what it is, do you even know? Is it freedom or truth, perhaps peace - could it be for love? Illusions, Mr. Anderson, vagaries of perception. Temporary constructs of a feeble human intellect trying desperately to justify an existence that is without meaning or purpose. And all of them as artificial as the Matrix itself. Although, only a human mind could invent something as insipid as love. You must be able to see it, Mr. Anderson, you must know it by now! You can't win, it's pointless to keep fighting! Why, Mr. Anderson, why, why do you persist?
Neo: Because I choose to.
THE MATRIX REVOLUTIONS



CONFLICT AND YOU

Why do humans enjoy conflict so much, does it feed our ego, do we enjoy hurting people, or do we enjoy the pain?,
Does it arise out of boredom?
Is it greed, is it an innate need to dominate?



ADDICTIONS WILL KILL YOU IN THE END< BUT HEY SOMEHINGS GOT TO AY

What are you addicted to?
many people normally only think of drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, heroin, etc, but there are so many other addictions that bring down people, families and countries, gambling, anger, companionship, love, money, work, internet, food, popularity, appearance, fame, fear, mobile phone, etc etc, where does it end. Do you even care, does it affect your life?
What are you addicted to?


i can read your mind

HA HA HA LOL i wish, but what an amzing gift that would be to have, think how much you could really help people if you could get through all the crap that people spit out and really hit the issue on the head, and then you would be able to see how fragile peoples minds are, and how exactly you could deliver what they needed to be happy, and what they needed to understand the universe, I always wonder how much of peoples thinking is actually useful, and how much of it is mindless uncontrollable chatter, how long can you not think for?


Thursday, August 24, 2006

What can we do?

It's come to light not through my experince's but through many who i have spoken to that some countries still use old techniques to control their patriots, and i feel sorry for the people who are stuck in a country that they cant leave, pressured, and constantly watched by big brother, as thousands of people a year are executed without it even appearing on other countries radar, i'm dumbfounded by what some countries can get away with and only because they have nothing to offer other countries except cheap labour and products, as governments sensor everything from movies to news, and even information not only about the governments themselves but other governments around the world, they loose the point about what they proclaim to follow and now just chase after their own personal wealth, keeping those that they are supposed to serve in the dark and poor, not just with money, but services, information and individuals life situtation. The more we can learn about how other people are suffering the more we can help, and the weaker these governments will become. If more people stood up to these governments, they would soon realize, that they dont have long to survive.




Wednesday, August 23, 2006

DREAMING

Do people dream anymore?
Is it dying?
Do people get stuck into a perpeputal state of suffering, that they are scared to dissolve because their afraid that its probably only going to get worse anyway so why bother?

Excerpt from the movie "WAKING LIFE"
"Haven’t seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming’s dead, that no one does it anymore. It’s not dead, it’s just been forgotten. Removed from our language. No one teaches it so no one knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well I’m trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it’s ever faced. Ever. So whatever you do, don’t be bored. This is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting."
And how much of your life do you spend whinging, and complaining about your own choice's?



Monday, August 21, 2006

BEAUTY

Its amazing how beauty is so circumstantial, for instance every time you see someone who is soooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful, that they make your knees weak, (and this is just from a purley physical sense at this point) they take your breath away and your mind stops for a momnet before it begins to wander and dream, but then the more and more, and the longer you see/know them the less their physical beauty is an issue, the physical features that once amazed you begin to become mundane and average, the beauty of the individual begins to transform from an external amzament into an internal understanding.
+The beauty of someone you have know for a long time no longer is based upon their physical beauty but upon the friendship, experinces and companionship that have been forged over a period of time. +Like a flower with its amazing scent and colours draws you into its secret mystical presence, only for you to find the nectar inside in which something as sweet as honey is produced. Physical beauty can never last in the first place, based on someting that is impermanet and bound for decay.



In the Garden of Solitude

 T he stillness where shadows whisper,   I wander the garden of my solitude,   Amongst the withered petals of hope,   Fear blooms like a nig...