sometimes I like to test people to push them and my self, and see what it is that they and I know, understand and believe it also intrigues me so, why people are so quick to anger, especially bout such little things I have asked others why it is so but they cant answer me, but I can not answer myself when asked why I am lazy, though I have come to know that the why is not so important, as to how you deal with it when you find out such facts, and what is done to change the fact,, and become the opposite of what is negative in oneself, what ever is the opposite of laziness is what I need to find and cultivate more of, possibly a schedule to align clear and educate my mind such as one would have at a monastery, strict punishment and DISCIPLINE, I need to be quick to dispel the negative and produce positive, I’ve come to realise that when people scream at me I tend to just ignore and automatically shutoff myself off from them, no life is hard or easy, but necessary no action is negative or positive, for each can be seen as its opposite depending upon how an individual feels he or she benefits, or loses from the situation, even though when loss has occurred it is commonly seen as negative but what have you really lost
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In the Garden of Solitude
T he stillness where shadows whisper, I wander the garden of my solitude, Amongst the withered petals of hope, Fear blooms like a nig...
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good days and bad, waves of emotions blending into each other, fueled by loneliness, caffeine, stress, worry and overthinking, trying to f...
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T he stillness where shadows whisper, I wander the garden of my solitude, Amongst the withered petals of hope, Fear blooms like a nig... -
There are so many addictions out there, but why??? I think primarily it has to do with peoples inability to enjoy the silence of the present...
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