Wednesday, March 02, 2005

HOME HOME HOME

Patong, warm>>>>hot, its good to be home a little nervous as usual and a lot poorer than planned buts its still good and I’ve even made a place a little better thou it was only money that I gave and maybe even just a little hope as well but it does feel good to have done some good and I don’t really need the money anyway, just as long as I can get home that’s all then work for six or 7 months get cashed up and come back and if I have enough maybe even buy a house I love Thailand too much to not at least live here for a while and it feels good to know that I’ve helped the people here and made it a little better i’m very tired thou and i’m so over travelling at the moment plus I’ve got no money left and am relying upon the fact that ill get a job and get some cash then I can stay for as long as possible even thou its good to be home a lot has changed since the last time I was here but its still home it hasn’t changed that much, death is only feared and seen as negative because of our attachment and belief that it will bring us lasting happiness.


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