Friday, February 25, 2005

TOMORROW IS EMPTY

i’m not so interested in what i’m going to be but just being, why get so caught up in tomorrow when you’ll haven’t even finished today I do have a wish to have children but i’m in no hurry at all, but I have noticed that my awareness is so much better since Ajahn Suphan i’m even surprised just knowing and being the watcher in the back seat as Bhante said, I have no feeling of wanting to return home just yet its also really fun learning another language and comparing I ti the only one I know I wouldn’t mind returning to a job thou now for a while any way i’m kinda over backpacking it is fun but I need a break for a while so I can pick up my learning a bit better and hopefully maybe even teach a little it has been nice to help others thou, and I really shouldn’t really worry because everything has gone better than I could have planned, so i’m not really worried and if worse comes to worse I’ll just go home and work for a while.


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