Thursday, February 03, 2005

UNDER THE STARS

Chiang Mai, nice, exceptionally beautiful, place waterfall in the middle of the jungle off my head with so many stars to see and from my heart the most beautiful woman I have met she gives me meaning and life no matter what happens she gives me a love without want, and only need, I am in a place of such beauty all I wish to do is hold my friend girlfriend I feel we have a source which can overcome anything because it is not based upon wanting or needing but giving but lying in cabin so far from my love, its so hard but I will manage and give her all I have and all I need for her and her family, I feel nothing is necessary but her health and wealth and will so what I can , I miss her so much but I know this will not last because of what I have learnt and experienced I will be back soon in this hut I feel kind of lonely even thou every one is so nice, I miss my darling I see what it is I need and want are this, same now for so long, follow the same as that at the moment where I am now I care not for home but for now and life to be and live in the present moment to live for now and to be free.


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