Saturday, March 18, 2006

I HOPE YOUR PAIN WONT LAST

I never thought it would come to this,
I never thought your pride was so strong,
But you gotta let it go, Before you hurt someone else
Before you forget the reason why,

How long will it take
How long can you wait
I hope your pain wont last forever
I hope you can smile soon

So many don’t understand, and for so long I thought it was a curse,
But now I can see that I’ve been blessed,
And now I can see even clearer than I have ever before
Its been so long, and I never felt sorry or afraid,


I’ve had my own battles to fight, having lost more than I had wanted,
Thou I see there are no winners when both are fighting,
And what I had once wanted has disappeared into thin air,
The lesson I’ve learned is to trust your heart.

No longer do we have faith anymore, only what we see,
I had to learn how to see the truth without my eyes
Open up my heart to the world around me
That I had shut out for so long

It was a love that I couldn’t keep, that I didn’t understand,
That woke me from the spell of the storm
Now I’ve found it again, I don’t want to loose the universe,
I don’t wont to loose the only thing I care about

The tracks had to be cleared and found
Speeding down into the future with a heart that’s no longer bound,
I finally feel free, having found my wheels,
Let me go and I’ll show you how it feels


Later on in the day 15:36
Stages of dealing with death
Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance

The whole point of life was never to get married in the first place, so just let it go, your identity doesnt rely upon ANYONE ELSE, it only hurts because you wont let it go and you have spent so much energy time and money on creating a world that was never going to last, do you think the world stops because two people have lost something they never had any way, it was also never meant to gain gold or cloths, large homes or fast cars, but to gain a knowledge of the universe, of your own mind, and then why do you think that you exist just now because you have gotten married, just because you spend so much of your lives together they are still two completely separate lives, with their own destines and energies, and purposes.
The moment we drop our fears and love ourselves and each other the sooner we can make that next step in evolution and leave all this suffering and the moment we stop blaming others and the world for our suffering the better the only person to blame is the one blaming, why don’t we actually look inside ourselves, our own mind and bodies, don’t be fooled happiness and ever lasting life already exist beyond our dreams and all you have to do is let go.
Don’t be a slave to society just because some one tells you so don’t believe them listen to your heart, most of our suffering has arisen out of fear, were afraid people wont like us or they’ll laugh at us, who cares nothing really matters only through the lack of fear and an "egoless love" can we know our true selves and then love will shine through you automatically, the most important tool in the world and yet most of us never even try to train it is our own mind, what good is it that we can fly to the moon yet we cant even feed our own children we spend more money on entertainment than we do helping each other, its really sad to see how much suffering there is in the world that can be eased so easily, but people would rather see how fast they can make a car go round and round, or how far they can hit or kick a ball.



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